Chapter 4: Worthless Months

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When I went over to the Swan's house, Bella was awake. She told me that Edward came, they talked, he told her that he didn't love her. That they could never work. That he didn't want her. That night she cried and cried, and when she woke up she cried some more. I understand her pain, well maybe not really. I mean I was only their so call friend, Bella had her boyfriend, her lover, and he left her saying lies. Man, we are just two fucked up girls. When she went back to sleep, Charlie and I talked, I told him that the Cullens left town. That I didn't even know until one of Billy's friend informed him. He asked if I was okay and I told him that I will be. I also told him he shouldn't worry about Bella, she'll get better soon. 

But she didn't get better instead she got worse. She was like a zombie, didn't eat, sleep, nor moved from the same damn spot. Staring out her window. She didn't go to sleep, Charlie and I take turns watching her. I would go to school and he'll take care of Bella. And at nights he'll work and I'll take care of Bella. I would talk to her about my day, what's going on in school and that Angela is worried about her. It was like talking to the wall, you'll talk and talk, but the wall won't reply, it was pointless. I still did it because I wanted back my Bella. The girl who would stay up all night talking about the Cullens, the girl who would make me feel better even if she didn't feel comfortable. I just wanted my best friend back, I just wanted everything to be okay again. 

October-

Bella hasn't moved from her spot. Still the same zombie as before. My favorite holiday came around Halloween and just like last year I gave out candies. It wasn't so much fun, but at least the kids liked my candies. Jake would call every day, asking how was she, and I'll always have the same reply. Still the same but she's alive and breathing.

 Oh, and it was my birthday. Bella didn't even say a word to me. Charlie was to busy worrying over his daughter that he didn't even know what day was today. October 31, my 18th birthday. Not one single happy birthday. Well if you count the little cupcake I bought from the store and light a candle then yeah. Happy birthday to me. What a birthday. 

November- 

As the holidays approached, I tried to be as normal as possible. Thanksgiving came and I tried to make a turkey. Keyword tried. I heard that if you're stressed your food won't come out as good. I burned the damn turkey, the food and the desert didn't even bake correctly. But I was stayed positive, Christmas was going to get better. 

I'm okay. I still feel the massive pain, it grows every day, but that doesn't stop me from doing the things that need to be done. I would see Mr. Wolf and the others around often. I would see him around my home, whenever I decide to go and get away from everything. I should really sell this place. 

December-

Something changed this month, I saw bells on her laptop. I was hoping she was doing her homework or something, but instead, she was sending emails to Alice. Emails that she won't be receiving because that email was disconnected. Halfway through the month, Bella came to school this month. However, sometimes she wouldn't even bother in showing up. I had a fight with Jessica. I heard her call Bella a lowlife and that's why I beat her ass. No matter what's going on with Bella, I'll protect her. I got suspended for a week and Jessica had to get stitches on her forehead and lip. Let's just say two days later she called saying she was sorry. Told her that since Bella doesn't know, I'll be her 'friend' but when she's not there to fuck off. One morning Charlie and I came home from the store, with Bella on the couch. She was making an attempt to get back on her feet and I was proud of her. 

I woke up one morning feeling super weak. I knew this wasn't a normal cold, but I didn't know what it was. Times like this, I'm glad that I didn't sell my house. No one would find me weak and sick. One the second day, I could barely open my eyes, let alone get up. So I stayed in my bed, suffering I was in pain. I was sweating a lot, moaning because my body ached so badly and I couldn't do anything about it. My eyes were halfway close, I was in and out of consciousness when I felt a hot hand on my sweating forehead. I didn't know who it was, pretty sure it was either Mr. Wolf or his goonies but I'm so grateful. The person took care of me for two whole days. Never leaving my side. When morning would come he would cover my eyes, saying since I'm sick I shouldn't open them as much. Whatever, but I still listened to him. That voice sounded familiar like I heard it not too long ago. The last thing I remember was that voice saying goodnight, Nani. 

January- 

Things turned bad this month, Bella started screaming in the middle of the night. Scaring the shit out of Charlie and I. The first time it happened, we thought someone was killing her. Charlie and I ran to her room, just to see Bella having a nightmare. Charlie put his gun down and tried to wake her up. Charlie and I were extremely worried for her mental, physical and emotional health. Now during school, Bella wouldn't sit with the gang. Instead, she would sit at the Cullen's old table. I didn't want her to be alone, so I sat down with her. She would zone out while I just sat there reading one of my supernatural books. Rumors were flying out about how Bella went crazy. Let just say this month I was in a lot of fights. 

You could tell Charlie was having enough of Bella's behavior. Her screaming at night was overworking him. She lost a ton of weight from not eating. She practically ignores our presence. Which kinda hurts, when someone doesn't even acknowledge you. Then one day when Bella, Charlie and I were in the living room, Charlie snapped. Bella was sitting in the middle of the couch zoning out, Charlie sitting across from Bella staring at her and I was on the floor doing some homework. One can say we were having family time. 

"Alright, that it! You're going back to Jacksonville" Charlie tells Bella snapping her from her lala dreamworld. I suddenly looked at him wide eyes. No, he can't do that, can he?

"W-what?" Bella says looking confused and hurt. Yeah count me in, I was too confused and hurt. Charlie sighs.

"I was talking with your mother..." Charlie was interrupted by Bella. 

"W-what, no I'm not leaving Forks," Bella tells her dad. Charlie sighs again.

"Bells... honey..... he's not coming back" he informs her. Making us both look down.

 "I know" she replies sadly. 

"This behavior, it isn't normal. I don't want you to leave but go to Jacksonville. Make some new friends" he says giving me a sad smile. Wow, thanks, Charlie. 

"But I like my old friends" Bella retorts. 

"Well, you never seem them anymore. For crying out loud, Amelia's here 24/7 and you barely even know she's here." Charlie says pointing at me. They both turn to me, I give them a little awkward wave. Bella frowns. 

"I do. I'm going to, go shopping tomorrow, with Amelia and Jessica." Bella says making me frown. When the hell did I agree to that? And plus you hate shopping. 

"You hate shopping" Charlie states. We all know that you hate shopping. 

"I, need a girls night out, right Amelia?" they both turn to me. Oh no, missy don't bring me into this mess. I shake my head getting up.

"No you agreed to go shopping, I, on the other hand, didn't so enjoy your girls night out," I tell Bella, she frowns, I left the living room to get ready for bed. 

"Alright... girls night, shopping, buy some stuff. I like it" I hear Charlie say. Bella spends the whole time persuading me to go with her. It was funny to see, honestly, I was gonna go, but I wanted to see her beg. It was like old times sake. 

God that was the longest damn movie ever!!! Bella picked out the worst zombie movie of all time. At first, I was excited to see it, but within the first 10 minutes of it, I began to zone out. The movie finished we headed to my car like always Jessica was saying something. But I wasn't listening to her ranting. Suddenly Bella stops, causing me to stop with her, however, Jessica didn't stop talking so she didn't see us stop. Bella was staring at this creepy Alley, that was full of motorcycles and men. They were calling us over, I didn't like it one bit. Bella starts to walk over there but I stopped her. She turns to me saying that she thinks she knows them. I knew she didn't but Jessica didn't. I knew what she wanted to do, she wanted to see her imaginary Edward. I whispered low so only she can hear, be careful, I say. She nods and walks away. Jessica and I watched as Bella went over there and got on the back of one of them. Jessica shrieked saying is Bella insane? Maybe she was as long as it keeps her breathing, I'm okay with that. 

It seemed like it was forever until Bella came back to us in one piece. I was relief that she wasn't hurt. Bella walks back to us, Jessica rushed over to her screaming at her, asking what was her problem? Asked if she was crazy? That he could have been a psycho! She had the F.B.I on speed dial if she didn't back soon. Bella replied was that it was a rush. Jessica called her an adrenaline junkie. I stayed in the back watching it all played out. When they finished their little conversation, we headed to my car. I dropped Jessica at her home. Driving back to the house, I told Bella to never do that. I do not care nor do I want to hear the reason behind her actions, but if she ever does that again she'll leave me no choice but to send her back to Jacksonville. She nods and stayed quiet. I told her if she wants some to feel rush, we need motorcycles. She asked if she can ride mine and I said hell no. She wasn't going to touch my Raven. Bella frowns but I told her we can build ones. However, we needed a mechanic to help us. She said that Jakes knows how too. So that what we're going to do. We're going over to the junkyard tomorrow and get us some bikes. And hang out with some old friends. 


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