Chapter 3: Never Again

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A/N: warning, might need tissues.

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The following morning, Bella didn't want to get up. She was too depressed to do anything but she had to. She needed to clear her mind and school, wasn't the best opinion, but it'll have to do. Bella was waiting for Edward to pick us up like usual but he never showed. I knew the reason why but I didn't want to say anything. I really don't remember when they would leave, I was hoping they wouldn't leave at all. Can't a girl wish for the impossible?

Bella was getting worried but I told her that he might show up at school later on. After an hour of persuading her to go to school without Edward, she finally agrees. We were late, but hey, better late than never, right? As expected they didn't show up. I was getting scared that they really left. At lunch Angela said that she was going to the public library to get some books, I asked if I can tag along. I need this book for my English project. She agreed and that we'll go after school. We asked Bella if she wanted to go but completely ignored us. She was to busy staring at their empty table. The gang asked what was wrong with Bella and I told them that she wasn't feeling too well. After school I told Bella that I'm going with Angela, she can go home and take a nap. She agreed but I told her to text me when she gets home. She nods and drives off. I hope Edward just calls or text Bella before she does something stupid.

Two hours have passed and I still haven't received a text nor a call back from Bella. I was being to get worried. I was about to call Charlie but I remember he was with Billy today. And I didn't want to ruin his time for anything. I was walking down the aisle of the library when I felt like someone was following me. I was getting scared who would follow me? I'm a nobody, so why would they follow me. I was in the werewolves aisle when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. Letting out a scream I turned around to see it was one of the boys that hang out with Mr. Wolf.

"Woah, hey calm down. I didn't mean to scare you" the boy said trying to calm me down. He was at least 6 feet tall, with round muscles, reddish brown skin, brown eyes and copper black hair. He had on a sleeve cut dark grey sweater, dark tan shorts, and brown shoes. I wasn't going to lie, he was pretty cute but not my type. He gave a short laugh as I put a hand over my heart, trying to calm down. He looks down at the book I had 'Blood and Chocolate by Annette Curtis Klause' it's about a teenage female werewolf alpha that falls in love with a human male, a meat boy. It's a nice book. I was using it to do my English project on it. He raises his eyebrow, silently asking what is that?

"It's for my English project," I tell him and he nods.

 I turn to look behind him. Revealing another reddish brown skin boy, the one from the other day, a russet-color skin girl and Mr.Wolf himself. I narrowed my eyes at him, What in the world is he dong here of all places? Isn't he a little to old to be here?

"Mmm yeah, names Jared by the way," Jared says sticking out his hand for me to shake. I hesitate for a brief second but then gave in. I shook his hot tempter hand. Seeing that I didn't react to his hot hands he raised his eyebrow at me, which I just shrug.

"Well Jared it's nice to meet you, but I gotta go," I tell him. 

I left him in the aisle alone, Mr. Wolfs goes to talk to him. Angela wasn't anywhere to be found and I just realized that Mr. Wolf's table was three tables away from me. I sigh, just freaked perfect. As Jared and Mr. Wolf made their way to their table, they were staring at me. Why I don't know and I don't care. I looked back down at my phone, seeing if I got new notification from Bella and still nothing. Lost in my thought I didn't see Mr. Wolf come up to my table.

"Hello," a rough voice startles me. 

I look up to see Mr. Wolf there staring at me. He was quite tall, around 6'6 or less, big around muscles, an older face, copper skin with black hair. Just like Jared, he was wearing something similar. He was wearing a dark sleeveless sweater, dark brown shorts, and black shoes. But what stood out the most were his eyes. They were deep dark brown eyes, it was like looking at myself in the mirror. Strange, Mr. Wolf and I shared the same unique dark brown color eyes.

"Mm yes?" I asked him. I was surprised that my voice didn't come out shaking. He stared at me once again until he spoke up.

"You're Amelia, Jacob's friend" he had a deep rough voice that went well with his older face. I nod and once again it went silent. I didn't feel awkward, no I felt a familiar secureness around him. I haven't felt like this since I was a little kid. We both stared at each other in the eyes. Searching for something, he was looking for something and he didn't find it because he's eyes turned sad. I wonder why? Breaking us from our little world, my phone rang. I looked down and it was Charlie. Mmm, maybe he wants me to pick up take out. I look up back at Mr. Wolf silently asking if I can answer he nods and I answered. Charlie was speaking really fast that I couldn't hear. I told him to calm down and to tell me again, but this time slowly. He asked if I was with Bella, I told him no that I told her to go home because she wasn't feeling well. He said that her truck is here but no Bella. She isn't answering nor is she anywhere to be found.

I felt my heart stop. I began to shake, what does he mean no Bella? Where the hell is she??? Mr. Wolf saw my expression and became on high alert. I clicked on Charlie saying I'll be there as soon as possible. I was crying now, shaking I didn't know what to do. Jared and the other boy came rushing over here, asking what happened. Mr. Wolf shaking his head saying he didn't know. I was picking up my things, dropping them in the process. Mr. Wolf stops me and asked me what was wrong. With a heavy heart, I told him.

"B-bb.. b-bella's m-missing," I say with a shaky voice and teary eyes. 

The boys went stiff and looked at each other, having a silent conversation. All three of the nod, Mr. Wolf gently pulled me up, took my things and told me he was taking me to Charlie's. That he and he's friends are going to help out. I nod and went with him. He drove me to Charlie's in his truck. We pulled up to Charlie's house, cops were all around looking for Bella. Charlie was outside with Jake, Billy, and some other men. I ran to a worry Charlie and hugged him. Telling him it was going to be okay that we'll find her. He gave me a small sad smile and kissed my forehead, thanking me. I nod and turned to Billy and Jake, he came to hug me. Mr. Wolf told me he'll be back that he's going to look for Bella. Billy, Charlie and I nod and thank him. Jake was a bit suspicious as to why he was there. I explained to them that I found him and his friends at the library.

Another two hours, still not a word of Bella. We came inside the house waiting for any updates. I was being to think that something bad happened to her. What was she doing in the woods all alone? Until we heard a scream calling out for Charlie. We all ran out of the house to see what it was. We saw Bella in the arms of Mr. Wolf, Charlie went running to get his daughter from him. I stayed behind with Billy and Jake to give Charlie a moment. He looked back at me saying he's taking her to her room. I nod as he walked away. I didn't move away from my spot. A Native American middle age man came up to Billy, nodding at Sam who moved in front of me.

"They're gone," he tells Billy. 

Billy and Sam nods but Jake and I were confused, who was gone? Jake asked who was gone. Before responding he looked at me and at that moment I knew who he was talking about. I whispered no, shaking my head I couldn't believe it. I covered my mouth to suppress a sob, I didn't believe it. Sam was holding my left arm from me leaving. But I manage to escape his hold. I ran to my car, that was parked on the other side of the house. I didn't stop as I heard my name being screamed. I drove all the way to the Cullens house too see if the man was lying. I wouldn't believe it. Is that why Bella was like that? If it was then I could understand.

As I pulled up at the driveway, I ran inside the house, leaving the engine on. I didn't care I just wanted this to be a dream. I walked inside, the door was open and it was my worst nightmare. The furniture was covered with a white blanket. There was no sign of them ever being here. This place was once filled with warmth and happiness. And now its cold and bitter. I checked every room and every damn room was empty. No signs of them. I was looking for a letter, maybe they left one for us? But no there was none. Maybe they left one at my house. 

So I drove back to my house. Mr. Wolf was already there waiting for me in front of my house. I didn't pay attention to him as I ran inside. He followed me and I search everywhere. I destroyed the entire house, looking a nonexistent letter. I was in the middle of the living room, panting, crying. I got the nearest lamp and threw it at the wall. I screamed at nothing and at everything. I picked up more things and threw them across the room. Sam came to hug me but I pushed him away. I screamed at him to leave me alone. That I didn't want to see him. I didn't want to see anyone. I wanted to be alone. I screamed at him to leave. TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!

THEY LEFT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING. HE LEFT ME! HOW COULD HE? WHY WOULD HE LEAVE WITHOUT SAYING GOODBYE? WAS I NOT EVEN WORTH THE EFFORT? DID I MEAN NOTHING TO HIM? WAS I NOTHING TO HIM? HE WAS PROBABLY LAUGHING AT ME! HE DIDN'T FEEL ANYTHING FOR ME, HE WAS JUST HAVING FUN WITH ME. OF COURSE, WHY WOULD HE EVEN FEEL ANYTHING FOR ME WHEN HE ALREADY HAS A BEAUTIFUL MATE. I WAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO HIM.

I slid down the wall crying till there were no more tears. It hurts so much, why does it hurt? I don't want to feel anything, please someone can you make it stop! It's like someone ripped out my heart like I have this massive hole in me. I just don't want to feel a thing. Please, some help me. I don't want to feel like this. I began to cry harder, I felt so empty and all alone.

But once I finished crying I wouldn't cry for them nor for him. They left me without a single goodbye. I promised that when or if they come back, things aren't going to be the same. I picked myself up, went to wash my face, changed clothes and left to Bella's. She needed me, I couldn't afford to cry and feel little of myself. Once I closed my door, I was closing my heart. No one will make me feel this way, no one will make me cry like he had made me. I promise myself that I will never be this weak for someone ever again. NEVER AGAIN

Outside Amelia's house, Sam watched from behind a tree, as she broke down. Threw things across the room, saw how hard she cried, heard how she screamed out his bloody name. A name he would always hate. How dare he and his kind hurt her. She's a good person. She didn't deserve to be treated like this. He hates him and his family with a burning passion. He felt like he had failed, failed her in his promise. He made her a promise when they were little, that no one would hurt her. But he has failed. That night he made another one, promised that he'll do a better job at protecting her. He wouldn't let her cry like that ever again. NEVER AGAIN, would she feel alone.

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