A/N: words like this, they're thoughts 

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Three days past since Bella left, in those three days I been with the pack. I've been helping out Sue, Harry's widow, in anything she needs help with. It's the least I can do since I practically killed her husband. Jake isn't really talking to me, he kind a blames me for Bella leaving. I mean she's an adult, she can take care of herself and plus she has seven vampires with her. Also I been staying at my own house, it's closer to the Rez, and Sam would have one of the boys to stay with me. He'll take one room while I stay at my room. In those three days, three new members joined the pack. Quil finally turned, Leah and Seth Clearwater turned right after finding out their father's death. Quil is happy that he's finally back with his friends and he was surprised to see me with them. Seth accepted his faith as a tribe warrior and Leah, well she doesn't like us. I mean I wouldn't either, if I had to join my ex-boyfriend's pack as he's engaged to my cousin. Poor her and here I thought I had it rough. 

Around 2 am, I received a text from Bella saying to meet her at the Cullens in 20 minutes. Why in the world, does she want me to go there? Should I or should I not? I sigh, getting up, I put on a sweater and my ugg boots. I silently walk downstairs trying not to walk up Jared, who's currently in charge of taking care of me. I was proud of myself, I managed not to make any noise. I opened the front door and my smile dropped. There were Sam and Jared with their arms crossed. I sigh great and here I thought I could actually be a ninja.

"Look, I'm only going to see what she wants. If I don't go then she'll blow up my phone or they'll come here to my house. I'm pretty sure you guys don't want them here right?" I tell Sam and Jared. After a while, Sam sighs and nods.

"Text me when you're there and when you're coming back. One of us will meet you at the borderline, okay?" Sam says to me. Just to piss him of more I salute. 

"Yeah, yeah anything else, dad?" I say teasing him. 

He points his figure at me, warning me to watch it. I laugh and go to my car. As I drove over there I couldn't help but wonder, why did she want me. They could do whatever they're doing without me. Couldn't a girl get some beauty sleep, nowadays? It took me 27 minutes to get there. As I pulled up their driveway, I couldn't help by remembered the good times I had with them. So much has happened in these four months. I sigh and climbed off my car. Walking up stairs I notice that it was silent, that was unusual, especially at the Cullens. Has something happened? Is that why they called me in? I was getting worried so I ran inside without even bothering to knocked. I ran to the living room, while everyone was giving me a confused, worried look. Oh thank god, they're all here. Out of the nowhere, I felt a hand on my shoulder and what I saw terrified me. I saw some pair of red eyes. Just like his, those damn eyes that still hunt my nightmares. I let out a loud scream, backing away, I had tears in my eyes, tears threatening to fall out. Carlisle came rushing to my side, trying to calm down. 

"W-what the hell! W-who's that! Why is his e-eyes f-fucken r-red?!" I asked stuttering, crying as Carlisle hugged me. I stayed in his arms crying for a good 20 minutes. I couldn't help but feel safe, feel at home, being with him is all I want. I didn't realize how much I missed him. After I calmed down, Carlisle and I went back to the living room. I apologized for my little show back there, I turned to the new dude. 

"Sorry I screamed in your face," I say ashamedly. He chuckles. 

"Don't worry, it's my fault. I shouldn't have scared you. I still forget that my eyes are red" he big buff guy said. He could pass as Emmett's twin. They were both buff, tall, but I think he was taller by two or three inches. However, Emmett had a baby face but this dude didn't. I said if Emmett had grown older another five or six years he would look exactly like him. Oh, and he has blonde hair. 

"Names Kellan by the way. You're Amelia right?" he asked me and I nod. I didn't want to be here any longer not because I don't like them. It's just I don't want to see those red eyes any longer. I turn to Bella.

"So, what's up?" I asked her, she looks down for a second and looks back up, sighing. Everyone gathers around. Alice and Jasper at the far right side of the living room, then it's Rose and Emmett, Esme and Kellan and then Carlisle and I. 

"You all know what I want. And I know how much I'm asking for" Bella begins to say. "The only thing I could think of, to be fair, is to have a vote." She finished off.

"You don't know what you're asking...." Edward says, but got hushed by Bella. I let out a little laugh at that. Edward looks at me and playful glares at me. 

"Shut up," Bella tells Edward, once again making me laugh but I covered my mouth with my hand. Bella turns to Alice. "Alice?" she starts off with her. Alice walks over to her and hugs her.

"I already consider you as my sister," She says to Bella but looks over at me, "yes." One point to yes, I guess. We turned to look at Jasper. 

"Yes, it would be nice not to kill you as much," Jasper says joking with her. But apparently, Bella took it seriously. Oh Bella how can you be so naive? Then it was Rose turn and we all knew her answer.

"I'm sorry. I am truly sorry to Bella, Edward, and Amelia for how I acted. And I am grateful that you were brave enough to go and save my brother (wait, what?). But this isn't a life I would've chosen for my self. And I wish there was someone who would have chosen 'no'  for me. So, no" and just like Alice, she looked at me when she said her answer. Bella nods, fully accepting her answer. So the yes are winning, what a big shocker. 

"I vote hell yeah," Emmett says as he picks up Bella for a hug. He turns to me "and we can pick a fight with these Volturi some other way." He winks at me and walks next to Rose. What the hell happened back in Italy? Next was Esme turn. 

"I already consider you two as part of the family so yes," Esme says smiling at Bella and I. Why is she mentioning me?  Apparently, Kellan is allowed to vote on this.

"I may not know much about you but I do know one thing. Is that you guys love each other very much. And a life without love isn't a life at all. So hopefully we can get to know one another throughout the years. I vote yes." Kellan says, making me really think. Is love really all that important? We all looked over at Carlisle, waiting for his answer. He steps up to Edward, who was sitting down on the stairwell. 

"Why are you doing this to me? You know what this means. You should know what I'm going through, you should be on my side" Edward says to Carlisle. 

"You have chosen not to live without her, which leaves me no choice. I won't lose my son nor lose her, again." Carlisle tells him. Oh man, what happened? Why did he lose Esme?   It went silent, I was being to wonder why they're all staring at me. 

"Oh, I get to vote?" I asked them. I really didn't think I had a say in this. Bella nods and I sigh. But the 'yes' won, why my vote? "Wow, so this is why you dragged me out of at 2 am," I say sighing. I rubbed the back of my neck, damn what do I say? 

"Didn't I say from the beginning, that Bella was going to want to become one of you? It was kinda obvious, really. A vampire falling in love with a human and vice versa" I say with a bitter laugh. "I agree with Hercules number two, a life without love isn't a life at all. These past four months have been hell for the both of you." I paused before looking at Edward. 

"Edward do you really believe you can get through your immortal life, knowing that you let, Bella, the love of your life go? Because if you can then I'll take her from you and give her to someone who's willing to give her the world." I see Edward tense a bit.  I walk over to him, I placed both of my hands on both of his cheeks. 

"But I won't because that same person who can give her the world is also the same person who isn't willing to give her a small part of his. Edward, my dear boy, think about all the happy years you'll share with her." Once again I pause before giving him a kiss on his forehead. 

"I vote yes, just because I know in a few years you two will be extremely happy, being vampires together." I finished telling him and he nods. And with that said, I walk to the door but Bella stops me. 

"Where are you going?" she asked me. I turn to her. 

"I'm heading home, to my place. Mr. Wolf is being bossy right now." I say and she frowns. 

"You're not staying?" she asks, I turn to look at everyone. Bella may have forgiven them but I haven't. She got her goodbye from the one she loves, even though it was a sad one but I didn't. I wasn't worth his time. I shake my head.

"If you guys are going back to school, just a heads up. Edward, we're learning about Anne Frank, once again. Alice, we're doing a painting on Van Gogh. And Jasper in history we're just watching movies about WW2. Oh and Kellan, I'm happy that you found your mate, Esme. Welcome to Forks, see you guys around." I say shocking them I figured out that Esme and Kellan are mates.

 I mean when you spend your time with wolves and their imprints you get an idea. And besides, when Kellan was saying his speech he was looking at Esme, the way Sam looks at Emily. With pure love, adoration, and happiness. No wonder Carlisle said that he wasn't going to lose her again. He rather have Esme with someone else than lose her completely. We're both in love with people who wouldn't love us back. 

Carlisle POV:

She shocked me, how did she know that Kellan and Esme were mates? We all watched her leave the house. We heard her car pull away and we turned to Bella, asking for an explanation. Apparently, she didn't know that they were mates because her eyes were wide.

"Y-you're m-mates? B-but I-i thou-" Bella says stuttering by trails off. It was silent not knowing to what to. 

Edward took Bella home, everyone left to their own rooms. I went to my library, where Amelia and I shared most of our time. Was Esme correct when she said that I won't be able to fix the damage to mine and Amelia's relationship? Hopefully, I'm not too late. Hopefully, I still have a chance to show her how much she means to me. How much I missed her when she wasn't with me.