↞ Giovanni Maurice Wilson ∥ Gleesh ↠
Dallas TX, Thursday, 6:39 PM.

"You sure you ready?" I kissed her neck and she nodded.

I took her shirt off leaving her in her bra before she took that off too. Taking our pants off at the same time, once we did that I continued kissed her as li Gleesh poked her.

"You sure?" I asked again.

"Come on." She pulled my draws down before she took her panties off.

I went down leaving kisses down her stomach before kissing on her thighs . Then I made my way towards her inner thighs.

I kissed her lips once she she let out a soft moan before I licked her, I swirled my tongue around as she tried to close her legs. "You said you was ready." I grumbled opening her legs back.

I continued licking her, flicking my tongue on her clit before inserting a finger then two, I pumped my fingers in and out of her as she squirmed and her moans grew louder.

"Giovanniii." She whined as her back lifted up off they bed and she threw her head back.

"Gone head." I kept going, speeding my pace up as my fingers pumped in and out of her before she came.

I licked my fingers before kissing her and she pulled me closer towards her before inserting me inside of her.

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"It was on the towel." I told Face.

"What towel?" She looked around.

"I nutted on the sheets." I confessed. "It's over there, take them off so they can get washed."

"All you had to say." She mumbled pulling the sheets off.

"You walking funny and still talking shit, imagine."

"Get out." She mugged me.

"No." I grabbed the other sheet and put it on the bed.

She threw the other sheet into her laundry room before coming back and laying down.

She been here for me mentally, physically and emotionally but Savion still was gone. It hurt so bad to know he was never coming back.

The same day, I cried even getting back on them niggas ain't make me feel that much better.

I hoped his son would make me feel better a little just knowing it's his kid . I couldn't wait till he finally came.

I wanted so many other people dead though, he wasn't never supposed to go out like that. I honestly thought he was gone survive it, then he was gone.

I was taking losses after losses and tired wasn't the word.

"What you thinking about?" Face touched my ear.

"Nothing." I shook my head kissing her cheek.

She sucked her teeth rolling her eyes, "You're lying but okay."

"I'm not." I stale faced her.

"Mhm." She nodded getting up.

"Where you going?"

"Myona out the hospital, bout to go see her and Kali."

"So it's just fuck Gleesh?"

"Yes." She nodded slipping her crocs on and grabbing her keys off the hook and I hopped up.

I slid my feet into my shoes before following behind her and we left out.

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"She mugging so hard." Face laughed holding Kali. "Girl, if you wanna fight just say that."

"I told her the same thing." Myona shook her head. "Act like somebody did something to her."

"Y'all got my niece fucked up, she just don't like y'all." I shrugged.

"Right." Bouka and Kaior agreed.

"Shut up." Myona eyed them.

Kali let out a nasty ass wet fart and giggled when it was done and we all just looked at her.

"Face you changing her." Bouka said. "I was tryna change her the other day and she was shitting as I took the diaper form under her."

"That's nasty." I frowned . "Nevermind, ion want kids."

"Ima just adopt a 2 year old." Face nodded.

"I'm glad you said just you cause ion want them used ass kids."

"Hell is hot." Nazja laughed .

"On god he called them kids used, ian know kids could be used." Bouka laughed.

Face Nazja and Myona went to Kali room to change her and I sighed lighting my wood.

"Fuck you huffing for?"

"I need to go visit Savion grave, this shit fucking with me." I shook my head grabbing the perc out my pocket.

"Gimmie one." Kaior held his hand out and I handed it to him.

"If you can't handle that, you don't need to be taking it" Bouka said to him.

"Nigga I can." He waved him off.

I popped mine before taking a pull from my blunt. "He came to me in my sleep and shit, he ain't stay for long though, telling me he was good and stop being so upset."

"He came to me that same night he died, the dream was weird I woke up in sweat and tears." Kaior said. "In the hospital and all, I laid in that bed looking up at the ceiling for the rest of the night."

"I guess his ass just said fuck Bouka then." He frowned.

"How you taking it?" I asked him.

"Man I be dropping tears listening to music all day, I don't know how to take it."

"You probably not ready for him, Ian think I was ready tho." I shrugged.

"Ion think I am." He shook his head. "Fuck around and kill myself when I wake up just to be with him."

"Was thinking bout that shit too." Kaior nodded.

"On god."

"Ion see how somebody can be here one day and gone the next, then it took me so long to realize he really never coming back." Bouka said. "Ian never lost nobody that close to me."

"My mama death was easier than this."

"Ian seen my mama since I was small." Kaior chuckled. "Ion get why she had me if she wasn't gone be in my life, shoulda just aborted me, this life shit so hard man."

"You talking real crazy." Bouka looked at him. "You got some you wanna tell us?"

"Man nah." He shook his head. "I'm just saying, same days I just be wanting to lay there and die, like ion know, god just put me through so much shit, ion know why he still got me here.. feel like he just want me to suffer my whole life."

"But you still here." Bouka told him. "You ain't here for no reason, I be wondering what my purpose is too but if you made it this far, you here for a reason."

"Right." I nodded but I felt everything Kaior was saying, life ain't what I thought it was. It took a bigger toll on him though cause he was having survivors guilt.

He was telling us he shoulda protected Savion knowing he had already been shot before and a lot of other shit.

I just hope he didn't end his life because of it, that would only leave me and Bouka..

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This book getting reaalll personal but y'all I'm not 100% back, I got back on ig last night && honestly I'm finna deactivate it again.

Just been going through so much && social media well Instagram && Twitter , ain't making it no better.

215 votes tho.