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Myona Marie Simmons
Dallas TX // Wednesday, 5:10 PM.

I walked out my school building drained , I only went to grab work. I was no where near ready to be back .

I got in my car as tears fell out my eyes, Laya picture sat on the dashboard. I kissed it sitting it back down .

I drove back to Bouka house since I had to pick him up, we had to go to a doctors appointment for the baby . Today we could find out the gender of the baby, I let them talk me into having a gender reveal.

I beeped the horn not having the energy to come out .

❤️.

  I'm outside
Delivered.

After a couple minutes he finally came out, I got in the passenger seat. "You okay?" He asked .

"Mhm." I nodded and he kissed my lips.

"Send me the address." He pulled off.

I sent address and he turned his GPS on following it.

After a long drive, we finally made it and we went in.

I signed in and everything then sat down patiently waiting for them to call my name.

"Myona Simmons?" The lady came from the back.

Me and Bouka got up and followed her to the room.

"You are how far along?"

"Five months." I gave her a smile.

"More than halfway done, these last four months are gonna fly." She smiled . "You can sit up there."

I got up on the bed pulling my pants up before sitting down.

She put the sphygmomanometer on my arm and did my blood pressure before taking it off .

After she did the whole little checkup thing, she instructed me to lay back and I did so.

"Are you having a gender reveal or you want me to tell you?"

"Gender reveal." Me and Bouka said at the same time.

"Okay." She nodded before turning the light off then putting the stuff on my stomach.

I decided to just look away so I wouldn't put thoughts into my head .

Once she got done she left out before coming back with an envelope with the ultrasound in it .

"Give this to whoever you're letting throw the gender reveal." She handed it to me. "Have a nice rest of your day, see you next month , then every two weeks after that."

"Okay." I nodded and we left out.

"Let me see." Bouka tried to get the envelope.

"No." I laughed. "You wanna have a gender reveal soooo bad, now you gotta wait."

"It's a boy, I saw the lil weewee." He said shrugging and the lady behind the desk laughed as I signed out.

"No it's not." I said as we left out the door going to the car.

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I walked in the house seeing it was dim with rose petals in the floor leading to the room.

I smiled looking at Bouka. "Go." He told me.

I tooo my shoes off and he shut the door behind us.

I followed the petals as I smiled uncontrollably, I opened the door seeing candles around the bed and gifts on the bed.

"Aw thanksss." I cried as I hugged him.

"You a baby." He chuckled wiping my eyes. "Go through the stuff."

I nodded grabbing the card and I opened it . "Whew, your handwriting is horrible." I laughed .

"Girl, fuck you."

To : The Love of my Life .

You a strong ass woman . Prolly the strongest woman I know . You been going through a lot lately and I can't stand it, this is appreciation. You are very appreciated and I love you with everything in me girl . I'll spin the block on the opps a thousand times for you . Thank you for allowing me to have you in my life and carrying my baby , I love you Myona Marie.

I wiped my tears as I turned  around and hugging him. "I love you more."

"Don't know about all that, Ian mean to make you cry. Why you keep crying?" He wiped my tears .

"Cause you." I sniffed. "This was so unexpected."

"It was supposed to be."

"Awn , you want a lil sex?"

"Ian gone turn it down but that's not why I did this." He laughed. "Follow them other petals."

I frowned looking down at the petals and followed them , they led me to the bathroom where there was more bags and a tub of bubbles and fruit .

"Can you get in with me?" I asked .

"Of course." He laughed taking my hoodie off of me.

He took it back to the room and I stripped out my clothes getting in. He came back , got out of his and got in with me.

"What made you do this?" I asked.

"Appreciation , I said that in the card."

"Oh yea." I nodded grabbing a strawberry out the bowl .

We sat and talked for awhile before doing what we had to do before getting out .

We wrapped in our clothes before he took the stuff off the bed for me . I put only undergarments on deciding to sleep in that and he did the same.

I opened the gifts seeing clothes, shoes and gift cards. I opened the last one seeing it was from pandora.

A necklace with me and Laya picture inside of it and her name engraved on it .

The tears streamed down my face once again, but I wasn't crying because of her, I was crying because it was so pretty.

I handed it to him and he put on me as the tears kept falling .

"This was supposed to take yo mind off her but, you know I had to do it." He placed a kiss on my lips. "Don't cry."

I wiped my tears as I hugged him extra tight. "Thank you, I love you so much."

"I love you too." He chuckled. "I got you forever." He kissed me again. "I got you some food out there, lay down.

I laid down on the bed as I looked at the necklace and he came back with the food.

"You know I can't cook that good, so Gleesh and Symoria cooked it. It's steak, potatoes, shrimp and asparagus."

"You tried." I laughed taking it from him. "Thank you."

After we ate, we brushed our teeth and laid back down. He turned slow music on in the background and we vibed the rest of the night until we fell asleep.

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Dallas TX // Thursday, 4:20 PM.

Today was Laya birthday, since everybody still in the grieving process, we decided not to do much because we would just be crying the whole time . Right now wasn't the time to celebrate.

I put my clothes on after I got out the shower, we were visiting her grave site and having a candle light.

I finished getting dressed putting my shoes on, me and Bouka left making our way to her grave.

It was a silent ride the entire time partly because I didn't wanna talk, I still couldn't even believe she's really gone.

We got there, I held the balloons and Bouka held the two teddy bears we got her .

I got out seeing everybody gathered around, we were the last ones there since I contemplated on going in the first place.

Her headstone was placed finally, it had her face on it . It was beautiful .

"Thank y'all again, for coming out. I don't know what ima do without her but we definitely gone get through this." Daddy spoke.

Tears fell out my eyes as I looked at her headstone, I sat the teddy bears down carefully. "I love you."

"We didn't wanna have a celebration just yet because as you know, it's only been what? Two weeks since she passed? I don't know how I'd be able to celebrate her birthday feeling the way I'm feeling." Her mama spoke.

Yes, her mama. I don't know who that lady is.

"Myona you wanna speak?"

"No." I shook my head . "Thank y'all for coming out though, I appreciate y'all." I gave them a smile.

By the time we left I cried countless times, I never dealt with a death this close to me.

I slept until the candle light, Bouka waking me up. "Get up." He tapped me.

I got up frowning, "for what?"

"Her candle light, come on."

"You went and got more candles?" I asked getting up.

"Mhm." He nodded .

We drove to the house, my mama the only one that stayed there now since daddy moved out.

"I just wanna thank y'all for coming out again, Laya up there smiling." She said as tears fell down her face.

We made her name out the candles on the sidewalk right in front of the house before lighting them.

We let go of the balloons once the last one was lit, "Happy Birthday Alaya!" We shouted loud enough the whole block could hear .

I cried once again, the pregnancy made me ten times more emotional. I went inside to her room walking pass her mama in the process.

I looked around at her stuff, "Can I take something?" I asked dad.

"Go ahead." He nodded.

I grabbed her srapbook that was filled with pictures of her, she had a lot of them. I grabbed her favorite shirt, she wore it every chance she could. Lastly, I grabbed a couple pictures off her wall . She had a whole bunch of pictures but one of them was my personal favorite of just her.

I left out with the stuff saying my goodbyes to my dad before me and Bouka left .

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This book getting a lil sad, Ian mean for it to be THIS sad . I be making myself feel bad, ready to cry.

Excuse the mistakes, 170 votes.

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