↞ Myona Marie Simmons ↠
Dallas , TX // Saturday 12:10 AM.

I stood there and sobbed as they pulled the plug on Laya . The machines stopped and nothing changed . She was gone .

Her body just laid there and I couldn't move , I didn't understand .

Symoria hugged me as my mama stood there with tears in her eyes .

"This yo fault." She muttered walking past my daddy and I frowned .

"Who she talking to?" Symoria asked .

"I don't know." I wiped my tears as they fell carelessly. "I'm sorry." I stood there next to her body. "I wish I could have been there." I cried . "I'm so sorry."

After they did what they had to do , they took her to the funeral home.

My daddy put some of his saved up money he had for buying a house towards her funeral services . He had a lot saved but he put more than enough down so that she would be buried properly .

"You going to Bouka house?" Symoria asked.

"Yea , let me ride with you back to ours so I can get my homework though." I said as we walked out .

"Okay." She nodded and we got in the car .

We rode back to the house and parked before getting out the car and going up the stairs to our apartment .

"I put it in your room." She nodded .

I went in seeing my room all cleaned with a couple snacks and drinks on my bed . There was a couple bags and I looked through them seeing gender neutral baby clothes and tears fell out my eyes as she stood in the door way.

"It was the least I could do." She nodded as I got up and hugged her.

"Thank you." I said as tears fell out my eyes. "I appreciate you so much."

"Nazja and Nadiya got a couple of those bags too."

"Okay." I nodded. "Let me make sure to tell them thank you too, when did y'all do this?" I said as I pulled my phone out my pocket.

"Earlier today."

"Thank you." I said again after I sent Nazja and Nadiya a text .

"No problem." She smiled. "Yo homework should be over there on your dresser."

I grabbed it and put it into my bag before zipping it up .

I grabbed another bag and put more clothes into it. "You can come over there to Bouka house and see me, I know Gleesh be over here but dang." I joked chuckling.

"Girl." She laughed. "You stay over there with Bouka, Thought you was tired of me for a second."

"No, this baby just be kicking my ass." I shook my head. "And he just be helping a whole lot."

"Glad he ain't no deadbeat."

"Oh, he know better." I got up grabbing the bag.

"Okay, you ready to go?"

"Mhm." I nodded grabbing the picture of me and Laya when she was first born .

We made our way to Bouka house and got out going in seeing Bouka laying down on the couch staring at the ceiling."

"What's wrong?" I tapped him and Gleesh walked out the room.

"None." He shook his head getting up. "I didn't know you was coming back."

"Of course." I sat down next to him sitting my bag down.

"I'm sorry." He apologized taking the picture out my hand. "That shit crazy."

"I know." I mumbled and he handed it back.

Face and Gleesh left and we went to Bouka room before closing the door and laying down .

He held me as I laid there holding my tears back. Only thing I was thinking about was Laya .

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↞ Giovanni Maurice Wilson ∥ Gleesh ↠
Dallas , TX // Saturday , 3:20 AM.

"T-y." I dapped him up soon as we got back in the house.

"Wassup, why you ain't come when you said you was? Face was getting on my nervesss." He dragged.

"I had to handle something." I laughed . "What she was doing?"

"T-y, stop lying." Face mushed his head causing him to drop his IPad .

"Face." He mugged her. "If it's cracked some more, you buying me another one."

"It was already cracked." She made a face. "You can't do that." She said before he picked it up.

"You lucky." He pointed .

"You worked today?" I asked her .

"Mhm." She nodded . "It's better."

"You work at pink don't you?"

"Mhm." She nodded. "They boujee in there though."

"I bet they is, that shit expensive."

"Not really."

"Fifty dollars for a damn shirt is expensive."

"It's not fifty." She laughed.

"Might as will be."

Me , her and T-y talked as the Tv played in the background. It was always better when T-y was around.

"No, cause he had my daddy thinking you was my boyfriend."

"Y'all migh-"

"No." I shook my head.

"Don't say it like that." Face frowned .

"Girl." I waved her off. "T-y yo sister is mentally retarded." I told him and her jaw dropped . "Pick it up." I pushed it up.

"Retarded ain't the word." He laughed .

"T-y, go to bed." She pointed . "You always taking his side, next time just go to his house."

"I will." He nodded.

"Finna find me a new brother too." She mumbled.

"Only if he can fight."

"We gone find you a new big sister." I told T-y. "She can't replace you."

"Okay bye." She stood up. "Cause y'all ganging up on me like I did something to y'all."

I pulled her making her sit back down on the couch. "Stop being so sensitive."

"We just playing." T-y told her. "Don't cry." He changed his voice teasing .

"Stop." She stale faced him.

"Girl I'm tryna help you." He threw his arms up standing up . "You drank all the juice boxes?" He asked going to the kitchen.

"If they gone that mean Giovanni drank them."

"Who's that?" He frowned turning around .

"Gleesh." She pointed to me .

"I did not drink all the juices." I defended myself. "It's like two more in there."

"Don't get on my bad side Gleesh." T-y pointed .

"Boy." Face laughed. "It's time for you to go to sleep."

"Why?" He came back with a juice before plopping down on the couch.

"You ain't gotta go to sleep." I assured him. "Who she think she is?"

"Ion know." T-y shrugged . "Needa chill out."

"Okay, now when y'all wake up dead tomorrow don't say nothing."

"How ima wake up dead?" T-y asked confused .

"I'm going to sleep." She waved us off getting up. "Cause y'all ain't finna keep treating me like that."

Waving her off , we turned the tv on plugging the game in and I gave him one remote , I took the other one.

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They not getting together no time soon , sorry.

Yaal acting up with these votes , ain't never😂. Anyways 165 votes .

Excuse the mistakes .

Go read my other book "Remorseless".