↞ Marion Leon Simmons ↠
Dallas , TX // Tuesday , 2:37 AM.

"Laya! Laya!" I yelled seeing her laying there with blood gushing everywhere .

She shot herself in her chest.

I rushed as I panicked grabbing my phone calling 911 .

"Shes gone." I said to myself as I picked her bleeding body up .

I looked at the gun and automatically knew it was Marions. Yolanda had left awhile ago to spend the night somewhere else.

There was a two notes sitting on the bed , I grabbed it .

The police banged on the door and I ran to it letting them in .

"She's in the back." I informed them and they ran back there .

Dear Dad and Myona , I love yall with everything in me . I'll never be the same without Marion , we got so close over the time , I loved him more than myself . Myona I love you and I'm sorry I never got to meet my niece or nephew. I'm sorry to yall and everybody else because this is selfish of me . I'm so sorry but I can't take it , I dont wanna be here no more . Dad , you and mama aren't gonna be the same without Marion and I don't have anyone to turn to . If I wake up , okay but if I die , please don't be upset . I'm up in heaven with Marion and we're watching over everybody . I hope you and mama figure everything out , I hope y'all find y'all way back to each other even without me and Marion . I'm so sorry , I love yall forever
Love , Laya .

There was another letter and I opened it .

Dear mama , I just want you to know I love you , regardless of what happens after this , any decision you make moving forward , I love you . I'm sorry I did this , I really am but I lost myself as soon as I seen Marion in his body bag . I miss him so much and he hasn't even been gone that long . I'm sorry , , if I could tell you a thousand times I would but I don't want you or anybody to be sad . I'm okay now , I'm at peace . I'm no longer hurting without Marion , I'm with him . I love you so much , please fix things with Myona , for me .

Love , Laya

I cried as I read her letter , I got in the back of the ambulance truck looking at her with her eyes closed .

She looked as if she was at peace now .

Two kids in less than 24 hours ?

I questioned myself as a bunch of different things ran through my head . Could I be the same without my daughter and my son? Why didn't Laya come talk to me ? Was it my fault that she did what she did?

We finally got to the hospital and her mama pulled up right behind us . "What happened !? What's wrong with my baby!?" She rushed out the car .

"She killed herself Yolanda , she's gone." i shook my head handing her the letter .

She sobbed and I held her as we walked in the hospital .

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"She made it through surgery , we put her on life support , it's not a high chance that she will fully recover from this though , we're gonna pray and hope she survives." The nurse said . "She could , the chance just isn't high."

I wiped my tears as I listened to her . "Can we see her?"

"Yea." She nodded and we followed her to the room .

We seen her laying in the bed with a bunch of tubes hooked up to her then a breathing mask on her .

I froze in place just staring at her . As a grown man , seeing my daughter , somebody I'm supposed to protect like this . It broke me .

Yolanda sobbed touching her "My baby!" She screamed and I stale faced her .

Don't even gotta do allat , she ain't dead .

"Who's gun did she have!?" She turned around yelling .

I'm not finna do it , not in here . Not today .

"Marions." I said .

"Why wasn't you watching her!?"

"Yolanda , if you gone be up here doing all this , you need to leave . It's bad enough I got a damn son who hat ain't alive no more . You wanna argue about my daughter!? We don't even know if she gone survive and this the shit you worried about?!"

"Marion , if I left . You was supposed to watch  her!"

"Nobody told yo goofy ass to leave!" I retorted.

"Maybe if you wasn't tryna arg-"

"Yolanda." I exhaled . "I was tryna argue ? Huh? Me ? What made me wanna argue if that's the case? Right , that DUMBASS shit you said about my daughter."

"Now she just your daughter?"

"I'm gonna have to ask you guys to leave." The nurse came in the room .

"Ian going nowhere till my daughter awake , Yolanda , you need to leave . You don't give a fuck bout her anyway."

"I don-okay." She nodded shaking her head . "I'll be back tomorrow." She grabbed her purse and left out with tears in her eyes .

I pulled up a chair next to her and held her hand rubbing it .

"I'm so sorry." I said . "I'm sorry as hell man , i shoulda been there for you .. and I hope it's not to late cause on my life ima be a better man for you and it's sad as hell I gotta say this cause I shoulda been there from the start Alaya." I talked to her . "I wish I could take all yo pain away , if I could switch places with you I would . So fast . Laya , I'm not gone leave yo side , if you gone cut out on me , just watch over us , I need you girl." A tear slipped out my eye.

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↞ Myona Marie Simmons  ↠
Dallas , TX // 4:12 PM.

"She in the hospital?" I asked , my heart dropping . "What happened?"

"Myona , I don't wanna tell you cause you pregnant and you could loose the baby from too much stress , we gone go up there but ima let yo daddy tell you." Bouka said and Symoria stood next to him .

"I'm sorry." She said with tears in her eyes .

"She not dead." I shook my head tryna get rid of the thought .

All three of us got in the car and my heart raced , I tried not to think of the worse the whole ride but nobody would tell me anything .

We got up there and I seen my daddy in the lobby and he hugged me .

"She tried to kill herself Myona."

"She what?" I let go of him . "Is she okay?"

"Life support."

I instantly broke down and he gave me a note and I read it as tears fell on the paper.

Once we got to the room and I seen her , I broke down even more . "What led up to her doing that?"

"Me and yo mama was arguing and I guess she felt like since Marion was gone and you wasn't around , she had nobody to talk to." Daddy said lowly as he looked at her .

"Arguing about what? It was that bad?"

"Yo mama said some stupid ass shit and she thought I was finna let it fly."

"What she say?"

He looked at Face and Bouka and they nodded before stepping out .

"She said they shoulda took yo-"

"I don't even wanna hear the rest." I scoffed waving him off .

"I wasn't playing favoritism-"

"I know , it was just her . I don't know what's wrong with her." I shrugged letting Face and Bouka back in .

"You good?" Bouka hugged me .

"Mhm." I lied nodding my head .

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