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Two days had already passed since the dreadful news you received and the pain that came with it was unbearable, it was too much for you to take in leaving you in an hollow, in a maze full of never-ending sorrows. You lost the ability to react, the numbness, the helplessness being a huge barrier to let your emotions out. All you could do was sit silently watching everything with pouring eyes.

The day was same as any other day, the sun had risen, the birds were singing and the streets were busy. But if something was missing it was the presence of the most precious person in the world that made your days happier and life meaningful and right now the happiness was missing. You could see the colours disappearing slowly from your life.

Tears of pain and desperation fell from your eyes, black clothes covered your body just like the day that felt dull and dark to you even with the eye blinding sunlight.The sadness clouded around the people who were present in the graveyard attending the funeral of someone too precious to you. The emptiness in your heart was scaring you, the pain of your heart being squeezed violently was the most prominent thing you felt.

The scar was too deep and fresh in each of your hearts.All mourning over that one person who was sleeping peacefully in front your eyes but nothing that felt peaceful to your soul. All hopes of seeing a better day in the future, slipping off your hands. The only hope that kept you going even when your life was at it's breaking point and now even it was being taken away from you.

You stood there looking at the casket as tears fell from your eyes continuously but no sound felt your mouth. You still couldn't make yourself believe that your father, the person who showed you the world today was not there with you anymore. The person who had been in your life when no one else was, even when your mom left the world while giving birth to you, he stayed beside you and raised you up, made you the person you were today.

You lost the person you loved the most in this world, the person in whose arms you found peace in. Your father, your only home, his love and warmth made you feel secure, but now you lost your only home and you where left with nothing but emptiness. You had no one to listen to your pains, your complaints about life. After a bad day you would always sit beside him and rant about your life while holding onto his hand, even he when all he could do was just listen.

"Dad, I hate going to school, the people in my school are very bad, they always pick on me and I hate it. Why am I so weak dad?"

You cried pouting your trembling lips and your father sat there smiling at you.

"They pick on you because they know you are better than them, they are just jealous of you, munchkin. You aren't weak, you are the most strongest girl, my precious baby."

Wiping your tears he showered you with encouraging words and it made you smile. Your father's words were enough to make you believe in yourself.

"You are my super hero, dad."

"And you are my angel, munchkin."

"Do ever you miss your mother, munchkin?"

"Yes sometimes but when I look at you, I forget about everything. You are all I need dad."

"Dad I don't say this a lot but I love you a lot."

He smiled at your words with his eyes glistening with pride and joy.

"I love you too my favourite daughter ."

"Dad, I am your only daughter."

"That's right and you are my favourite."

"Dad are you happy with mine and Taehyung's relationship?"

"Y/n, your happiness is what matters to me the most. Since your childhood I had raised you up very delicately, you are the most precious soul who needs to be taken care of all the time, I know how sensitive my daughter is. I always want the best for you, my little girl and I know Taehyung can keep you just as happy as I have tried throughout my life. He loves you and I couldn't ask for more."

"Dad, are you at home?"

"Dad?"

"Dad!"

Tears fell from your eyes as you looked at your father's body laying on the ground, lifeless. You felt your soul leaving your body, as you held onto his hand desperately.

"Please dad, don't leave me."

By the time the burial was done, you didn't wait for anyone before walking off the cemetery, aimlessly wandering around the busy city. A frown accompanied your pale and emotionless face as you mind played the flashback memories of your childhood life.

The snowfall begin as people hurried to make a run to their homes leaving the streets empty. The temperature was dropping quickly and you made no attempts to cover yourself, the will to live anymore slowly and steadily leaving your mind.

An hour later you found yourself standing in a deserted park, looking into the distant. The same park you grew up playing in, the park your father brought you every afternoon to play with him.The thick air of melancholy surrounded you as your eyes shredded more tears. Slowly you could feel the temperature of your body dropping, eyes feeling tired and vision slightly blurry.

Jungkook followed your steps and decided not to pressure you with his presence. He knew you needed some alone time but he couldn't just leave you to wander around when your mind was in complete mess. It was paining him physically to see you hurting like that, you were at your toughest time. Losing a father, he could only imagine how much painful it must have been to swallow that reality. The emotions bringing tears into his own eyes.

His steps coming to a halt with yours as they reached a park, it was old and deserted leaving him wondering if the place was somehow connected to you. The coldness increased making him shiver at the feeling as he found himself looking at you worriedly, your wardrobe wasn't enough to keep you warm and what worried him the most was that you weren't even reacting to the cold as if you were completely numb to everything.

"Y/n-"

Just when he was taking steps to approach your figure, a tall frame came running forward taking you in their embrace, that person being Taehyung. Jungkook halted his steps completely and backed away a little, longingly looking at you both, yes you probably needed Taehyung the most at that moment. Nodding to himself he decided to leave you both there ignoring the tug in his heart, but stopped again with the words leaving your mouth.

"I said leave me, Taehyung!"

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It was hard for me to write this chapter :)

Until next time❤