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𝐅𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

[𝟶𝟻:𝟶𝟸 ᴘᴍ]

You watched the blurry sceneries passing by, the view offered by the train window. Your heart feeling deserted and life meaningless, once again. The last four months passed in a blur which you spent being in and enjoying Jungkook's company, especially the last one month. Not once in those whole four months Jungkook left your side, always taking care of your necessities and of you. You didn't know how but somehow you became habitual to his presence in your life.

It was the eighth month since your marriage which was about to end in just four more months. Even the thought of having to leave him felt like daggers shooting through your heart. Four days before when you saw Jungkook and Taehee together, you could clearly see the dreadful fate waiting for you ahead. The heartbreak and the disappointment that would follow with it having to watch your him and Taehee together, you didn't have the courage to face it.

Your selfishness to avoid any more heartbreaks had forced you to distant yourself from Jungkook. You knew this was stupid but at the same, it felt like the most natural thing to do after your last encounter with him. It had been four days since the both of you started ignoring each other which started with you ignoring him first. The first day he tried a lot to approach you and eventually by the third day he stopped trying.

In the last four days you saw him being busy with his phone most of the times aside from being busy with his work life. It felt like you were back to day one again, the times you both spent ignoring each other's existence completely. The only difference between now and then was that, at that time when Jungkook ignored you or even if he was cold towards you, you didn't feel anything but now even his silence felt like suffocation to you.

Today was their afternoon concert in Seoul but this time Jungkook didn't feel the need to invite you. Somewhere in your heart you were glad but at the same time you couldn't help the little disappointment to creep in your heart. You have never felt so much confused in your life. You weren't someone who'd get hurt over every little thing but nowadays you felt emotional over every little thing. You wiped your stubborn tears out of pure frustration, cursing at yourself for being so pathetic.

"He's are not yours to keep, he will always choose Taehee even with his eyes closed."

[𝟶𝟽:𝟻𝟻ᴘᴍ]

•ᴊᴜɴɢᴋᴏᴏᴋ's ᴘᴏᴠ•

Four days, fours days went by with both of us ignoring each other. Well technically it was you who stopped talking to me first and I took those four days as a chance to prepare myself, encourage myself and most importantly understand myself and what I actually want. I was scared to say the least, 'What if I get hurt again?' Was the only thought that kept on brushing through my mind but at the same time I wasn't ready to give up, not until I gave it a try.

In these four days, I spent my time talking to Taehee, my best friend and somehow it did manage to help me to gain some motivation and confidence. I was happy to have Taehee back as my best friend, the person who I practically grew up with. I was about to take a big and risky step, and at this point of time I needed support from a friend and some comforting words when I couldn't ask from you. It was either sink or swim and I was prepared.

Taking several keep deep breaths, I rubbed my face with the back of my shaky hands. The nervousness building up inside my body felt too much, it made me feel dizzy. With one last deep exhale, I got off my car and walked directly to the elevator, ready to except whatever my fate had stored for me.

•ᴇɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴘᴏᴠ•

[𝟶𝟾:𝟷𝟷 ᴘᴍ]

You finely diced the vegetables before putting them all on a bowl. Heating up the pan, you glazed it with some butter before tossing the vegetables on the pan. You waited a little for veggies to soften before adding the seasonings to it. Lastly adding the rice to vegetables, you smiled satisfied with the final result. The whole kitchen danced with the aroma of the freshly made fried rice.

Just as your hands moved to grab more vegetables to dice, you suddenly screamed feeling two arms snaking around your waist. You tried to get out of their but stopped when the familiar cologne reached your nose. You froze feeling him bury his face on your neck, pulling even closer to his body. You felt your heart ready to jump out of it's cage when you felt his soft leaving a gentle peck on your neck, you shivered closing your eyes shut.

Gulping down softly, you turned to face him while still being in his arms. His eyes shone with the kind of warmness you have never seen before, they looked more beautiful than they ever did, with the new emotion twirling in them, and surprisingly you exactly knew what that emotion was. You shuddered feeling his hand cupping your cheek as he bent down to leave a lingering kiss on your forehead before joining his forehead with yours.

"For next few minutes, you won't say anything and just listen to what I have to say, okay?"

His soft breath brushed against your lips as he spoke, looking directly into your eyes and you nodded your head. You were hypnotised with by his stare, his stare full of warmth, adorable and most importantly love. It all suddenly felt like a dream, your heart telling you not to blink or this moment might just disappear.

Pulling away from you, he grabbed your hand making you follow him to the living before making you sit on the couch. Crouching on the floor right infront of you, he held both of your hands in his, lovingly. His eyes never once wavering from you, as he took a deep breath before speaking.

"Shit, I am scared."

He nervously chuckled with his ears turning bright red. You couldn't help but coo seeing his enduring smile as the sides of his eyes crinkled smiling along with him. He took another deep breath before starting to speak again.

"Y/n, you are the most selfless, kind and pure human being I have ever met. You are special in every way and you always make so much efforts to make everyone feel special around you. You make me feel special, Jeon Y/n. Ah, see even calling you by my surname is giving me butterflies. I love it when you take care of me. I love having you close to me. I love spending time with you, I just love everything about you.

I hate it when you are angry and when you ignore me like you've been doing for last four days. I don't want us to get divorced, not now and never in the future. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't want other guys to look at you and I don't want you to simp over Jimin. I want you to give your all attention and love to me. I want to hold you in my arms and never let you go because I  love you.

I have loved you since the first day you walked into our practice room. At that time I was too shy and I didn't have the guts to approach you and eventually you slipped away from my hands. Now that I have you with me and beside me, I don't want to let you go, Y/n. What I feel for you now is stronger than anything I have felt before. I don't want to stay without you not even for a second and that is only if..you want to stay with me."

By the time Jungkook stopped speaking, his eyes were already glassy with tears and you were sure, your own eyes were teary now. You were speechless, your heart skipped like millions and trillions of beats at once. Jungkook looked down when no words left your mouth, he was ready to hear your rejection.

"Jungkook."

His heart stopped hearing your soft call and he immediately looked up to meet your eyes shinning under the lights. Your hairs messy and tangled, and face completely bare yet you still looked the most beautiful in his eyes. He held his breath knowing what was waiting for him.

"I love you, too."

Jungkook's eyes widened in surprise at your confession before he blinked twice to make sure he wasn't dreaming. There he broke into tears, burying his face in your lap, those tears of his were of happiness. He could feel his insides bursting out with the euphoric feeling of knowing that finally you were his and his only and he looked up again.

"I am not dreaming, right? You did say that you love me, right?'

Jungkook asked looking at you with so many emotions in his eyes and shook your head at his question, smiling through your tears. Moving your thumbs to wipe the tears escaping from his eyes, you put your lips against his, pouring all your love into the kiss and Jungkook instantly responded to your kiss. Your lips moved gently against each other as if both of you were scared to hurt one another.

"I love you, I love you so much."

He mumbled, smiling against your lips. It felt magical to have his first love in his arms, kissing and admitting his love without having the need to hold back. He didn't have to hide his feelings anymore nor stare at you secretly, anymore.

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Until next time ❤