Auria's POV

My eyes tiredly flutters open and I felt so high for no reason. It was dark with only a dim light ray shining from somewhere and I found that I couldn't move that much so I just laid staring at the unfamiliar white ceiling above me.

Staring off into wonderland for a bit with my mind blank that was until reality can hitting me like a bus and my hand immediately went to my stomach as unknown emotions wash over me and my tears came and I thought I couldn't move a minute ago but I got so worried about my baby.

With me crying and hugging at my stomach I didn't even notice the movements around me until I was engolfed in warm strong arms and I instantly felt safe as I cried into his arms while he whispered sweet nothing into my ear.

It felt like hours and none of us said a word he just allowed me to have my moment while he offered his comfort. When that event happened the moment I lost consciousness I felt like that was it and I wasn't gonna be able to see my little baby I thought it all ended, I thought she finally won and that god has forgotten about me it all was truly awful so to know I'm alive and the fact that I feel my baby it was overwhelming in the most perfect way. Now I am mad at myself because I was not able to protect him and anything could've happened even the worst. I hated that I just allowed her to do that to me and that made me mad at my reality, she could've killed me and it's worst that my baby would be harmed also and it's all because I panicked and got scared just because Olivia stood there in front of me. I should've stood up for myself and for my child but I cower and let her have her way I'm so useless and stupid.

"Baby, calm down okay you're fine" Zaiden says holding my face between his palms while I cried still as I couldn't gain control over my emotions and I just now heard the heart monitor and it was going on a marathon. "Olivia, S-She could've h-hurt him Zaiden a-and it's all b-because of m-me" I tell him hiccuping between words and he looks at me sadly.

"But she didn't, he's fine and you're okay that all you need to worry about now" he says looking straight at me while I shake my head violently "you don't understand I-I got scared I c-could've tried to stop h-her but I didn't " I tell him and he sighs.

"Look I know you're hurting but it's not your fault okay and I took care of it there's nothing to worry about, you're the most amazing person I know baby and you did good in protecting him and staying strong for all of us, yes things could've gone a different way but it didn't and you pulled through and you're alive both of you..." he says staring into my eyes which I know as I could slightly see from the dim light. "You stayed alive Auria because you wanted to protect him and you did because you're here, this is not your fault my love it's all on her and I won't allow you to take the blame" he finished and even though my body was kinda weak I launch myself at him wrapping my arms around him being careful of the tubes in my arms.

Once we pulled apart he wiped away my stray tears and smiles at me even though he looked tired making me feel bad for waking him up. I am so lucky to have someone like him in my life I absolutely adore him and I appreciate him so much for being by me without judgment.

He let's out a cute yawn and I smile at that "I'm sorry for waking you" I say softly while he shook his head "don't apologize my love" he says sweetly and I decided on going back to sleep as I really did still feel tired even though I don't even know how long I've been out for but tomorrow is another day. "Come on" I say going to lay down and he followed suit laying on his back giving me access to lay on his chest which I did and he wrapped his arm around me soothing my hair. "I love you so much" I tell him drawing small circles on his chest with the tip of my fingers "I love you baby" he says lowly and I realize he's somewhat already dozing off and I did the same right after him.

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"Did you inform the doctor?" I heard someone ask as my eyes slowly opened to the brightly lit room. "Yes I did mom, he said he'll check on her once she wakes up again" Zaiden says as I blinked rapidly to get my eyes to focus.

"Zaiden?" I ask trying to get up but my head was pulsating must be from all that crying I did last night, in seconds I was surrounded by all the familiar faces with all of them looking worried which bothered me as I'm used to them always laughing even jolly'O Zalia looked sad.

I wanted to hug them and tell them that I'm fine because I truly am I don't want them to worry. I tried getting into a sitting position once more but this headache won't let me "don't move baby it's okay, can someone get the doctor in here please " Zaiden says and I look at him as he help me lay back down. He got me a cup of water with a straw and I drank almost half of it this baby must be thirsty, like his dad....not the time Auria....

"Why are you guys faces like this?" I asked looking from Zalia to Ezric to dad then Alianna "I'm fine I promise " I say trying hard to convince them "well you better be you freaking scared the shit out of us, I almost went to meet god himself" Zalia says smiling and that made me smile too and she hugs me gently like I was a box of expensive glass.

"I missed you" she tells me pulling away and that got me wondering how long it's been since it didn't feel all that long but whatever "how long was I uhm..." I say trying to find the right words "two days" Zaiden says and I look at him not really surprised "two days too long " came Ezric's voice as he walks up beside me kissing my head making me smile "are you sure you're okay?" he asks and by the look on his face I know he wasn't talking about me hurting physically but after that talk with Zaiden I feel fine I'm not gonna blame myself because the culpability lies on Olivia. "I'm fine seriously " I tell him with a smile just as the door push open and Gen walks in along with the doctor and Nathan.

He came greeting everyone and immediately started checking every thing on me. He took some blood which he says ought to be used for testing for whatever almost killed me I might as well have some trauma after this I've never seen so many needles in my life.

He checked for the baby's heartbeat and whatever else he could get before giving me some sort of pain medication and you guess it of course it was in an injection, after what Olivia did I should be scared of letting people do that but I have to get over this as early as possible because I have to think about getting better and making sure my baby is healthy.

After the doctor pulled Zaiden away to talk about whatever Gen came rushing over along with Alianna and Nathan they all looked so stressed it's concerning even when I continuously told them I'm fine after some time which was like thirty minutes Nathan pulled Alianna away with her complaining about him being needy and I had to laugh at them while thinking, is that what Zaiden and I will be like when we get older, nah Zaiden will most definitely be a grumpy person. Soon I was feeling hungry and hospital food is a no for me so Ez and Zalia went to get me something from else where after Alianna warned them not to get me pizza and anything like that.

Zaiden has yet to return and I was missing him a bit even though it's been probably 40 minutes don't judge me it's been two days and I'm needy. Maybe I'll take back what I said about him being grumpy when we're old.

I was in my thoughts before a figure came standing over me and I look up to see it was dad I hadn't speak to him since I woke but it seems he was waiting on the right time. Once a smile appear on my face he sat on the bed and since I was now in a sitting position he pulled me a hug. Since last night this was the most emotional hug I had and I could feel everything he had to say without him speaking.

"I'm so sorry little angel I know you must be mortified by this whole event" he says lowly and I know my situation was affecting him so I pulled away so I could look at him, I don't want him to feel guilty and I need him to trust that I'm okay. "Dad I'm fine, I know this is hurting you and everyone else even when you guys try to hide it but you know I've been through worse and I came out just fine and I can't let this affect me not in my condition " I say gesturing to my belly.

"I know it's been a rough few days for you but I'm okay I'm alive and I'm safe" I say looking at him sincerely and she smiles at me and nods bringing me for a hug once more "you're a very strong girl little angel I'm very proud of you " he tells me and this brought a smile to my face "I love you dad" I say pulling away once more "and I love you angel" he says kissing my head making me smile.

He goes to stand from the bed just as Zaiden came walking back in and he stops to speak to Nathan a bit before he came over to were I was. "You've been gone for so long" I say pouting at him and he smiles down at me "I'm sorry baby that doctor talks endlessly " he says sighing and I lightly laugh at his annoyed look "okay come give us cuddles " I say gently rubbing my belly "you don't have to ask twice" he says jumping on the bed and wrapping his arms around me softly stroking my baby bump.

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A//n

Okay here's another one for yah I'm trying to make up for pass times it's literally 2:21am where I am but I shall make the sacrifice to deliver to you my babies😁

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