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Elijah POV

After we were done celebrating our love for each other Jaelynn fell asleep. Watching sleep for about some minutes. Just taking in her beauty and that body. Getting up I walked into the bathroom to shower. Standing there looking at myself in the mirror.

Inner thoughts...

Should I feel bad for what I just did?. Usually I don't but I know I won't hear the end of this. Once this happens I don't think Jaelynn will be able to contain herself.

If you're wondering what I'm talking about. Well I did say I would get my son one way or another.

But little does Jaelynn know the real reason Alexis decided to abort our baby. When Alexis and I were together we were together for a long time. In that time I wanted a baby. Figuring it was the right time. But Alexis didn't agree saying she had way too many things going for her. A baby would just inconvenience everything.

Because I am who I am I didn't bother to discuss it anymore. I just took matters in my own hands and knowing Alexis she wouldn't catch on too quickly.

Then one day I get the call that she's pregnant and she doesn't know what to do about it. I tried everything in my power to convince her to keep it. You know we can be one big happy family.

But of course Alexis being who she is... no one can tell her what to do. She took it upon herself to abort our baby. And she didn't tell me anything. If that clinic didn't call mentioning how she forgot her prescription I wouldn't have known she did anything.

But Jaelynn is a good girl. Yeah she may have some issues with fighting but other than that she's a good girl. Zahrie came from well... Jaelynn was taking her birth control religiously until I found them and well let's just say two went missing. So she would have thought she took the two already. For some reason she didn't catch on and well zahrie is here.

I know Jaelynn just had our daughter months ago but by the time she even (if she is pregnant) has our son zahrie will be one. I don't see a problem with that. Close in age. She's going to kill me but it's okay.

Never having a real family made me want one. And with Alexis I thought it was there but it wasn't at all. But with Jaelynn it's there. No one really knows anything about this. I wouldn't tell a soul... next thing you know someone is trying to blackmail me.

Even though tonight was in celebration for Valentine's Day but it was also a distraction. I had to distract Jaelynn in order for this plan to work. Usually she's in point when I'm trying to be slick but not this time. I definitely took her by surprise.

Remembering when Alexis found out how she got pregnant... she flipped out. Trashing the house and just screaming all types of words at me. In her mind the abortion was like a punishment for me.

I just hope Jaelynn doesn't put two and two together and realize anything. Don't need her trying to leave me again. Then again with kids I doubt she will. Keep giving her kids it'll make it harder for her to leave me.

Don't get me wrong I love my daughter with everything I don't regret her at all. And when I have my son I'll love him the same way. Jaelynn is my heart, my life line... she's my everything.

Now all I could do is wait... and see if my plan is complete. Then I play the dumb role when confronted about why she's pregnant again.

I refuse to have my children grow up the way I did. I better get back in bed before she comes out looking for me. Releasing a deep breath I straightened myself and walked back to the room.

** short chapter—- and I'm an ASSHOLE for writing this chapter 😩😩

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