"Minsun, some of your blood got inside my popcorn bag so now you gotta give me yours." I felt so disgusted with myself. I should've gone to go get some napkins for myself.

The movie wasn't even worth my money and time. An hour passed by and I fell asleep on Jungkook's shoulder.

"Minsun wake up the movie is about to end." I heard a soft voice calling out to me. I slowly woke up to see my face inches away from Jungkook's face.

I couldn't really examine his features in the dark but I could tell he was really beautiful. His eyes locked with mine and I couldn't help but stare at them.

I instantly looked away from him as we weren't really close, I felt embarrassed. I now focused on the ending of the movie.

-

I laid on my comfortable bed, re- thinking today's events. I was ashamed of myself, not just for today but for my self.

I honeslty felt so hopeless, I feared of not being good enough for someone. I didn't even have my first kiss as a 22 year old thats a damn shame.

I don't blame it on my parents, they were very strict on me. I never had friends over when I was a teenager. My parents restricted me from the outside world. They really never trusted me after they feared of the same thing happening to me after my sister got pregnant.

My sister was a teenage mom, she got pregnant at the age of 16 when I was just 6 years old. I was so happy when my nephew was born. My parents kicked her out the house when Shin Taemin was born that was his name.

I only got to see him twice a month, my sister was dumped by the baby's father. It hurt not to see her anymore, she stayed at my aunts house. My aunt was so carefree and took my sister in.

My aunt didn't have any children, she was unable to have children. She was divorced for that reason, so she was happy when she took in my sister. My aunt is a second mom to my sister, my mom didn't get near Taemin.

She thought of him as a mistake, my father was understanding and loved the child. My mother restricted him from visting her. I honeslty hated my mother for that.

She treated my sister like a piece of crap, Taemin is now 17 years old. I see him more as a little brother than a nephew. My sister isn't a single mother now, she's married to a man who respects her and Taemin.

My aunt took my mothers place when my sister got married, she was honestly so proud of her. She managed to get a good job after still having Taemin. My aunt provided for them both, my sister was home schooled by a woman.

She's now a full time nurse, without my aunts help my sister wouldn't be where she is now.

Taemin resembles his biological father, he has the eyes of my sister. He is such a wonderful child, I can't believe he is about to graduate highschool. My sister's name is Shin Daeun she is still very young only 33 years old. She also has a baby on the way, she is currently 6 months in. It's a girl, Taemin is going to be an older brother.

I miss seeing them, but I just saw her last week. I can't wait to get married and have children with my future husband.

I dozed off a bit and fell to sleep with the lights on.

-Dream-

"Honey, you're back home! I've missed you so much." He hugged me tight but my belly got in the way.

"You're squeezing us both, I and Yeonhee can't breath." He just laughed at me and pulled away. "I'm sorry honey, I can't help my self but love both of my princesses." I was married to ...

He really made my heart flutter, I was 9 months pregnant and she could come any time. I and ... got our things prepared for her arrival. I couldn't wait to be a mother, I knew my husband wasn't going to leave me. He was a keeper but he was so hard on me.

I was now a stay at home mom, I didn't work anymore. I wanted my full attention on Yeonhee, ... was okay with the idea of me not working anymore.

We were about to go to sleep but I felt like I peed myself, warmness was coming down my thighs and it soon hit me. My water broke, "... My water broke!" He got the bags and I changed my pants and rushed for the hospital.

I couldn't believe that I was going to give birth today or tomorrow, Yeonhee was coming. I had have been having contractions recently but I shurrged them off.

-15 mintues later-

We arrived at the hospital, and told the nurses my water broke and they rushed me to a room. They set everything up and I was in the hospital clothes they gave me and I laid there holding ... hand.

*... is the father's name*

"This is it, she's coming tonight or in the morning. I can't wait for you to hold her. You've been so excited to hold her, ... I love you so much."

-Hours passed by-

"Push one more time I see her head." I was exhausted, giving birth hurt so much. I gave it my all and pushed and I soon closed my eyes. I heard a baby crying, my vision was going blurry. "Let me see her, is she alright?"

I couldn't hear their voices people were panicking why were they panicking. I saw Yeonhee's face she was so precious, she was healthy. I had her in my arms, my husband was crying, I didn't know I was crying. I didn't know that was going to be my last time seeing them.

"Why is everyone crying? Why am I laying their lifeless? Am I dead?"

"You're dead, you had no choice. Your daughter will live a healthy life with your husband. They're going to be happy in the future but you couldn't make it."

"You're here to take my soul right? Why did I have to die today, I couldn't even kiss them a goodbye. This is the end of my story."

End of Chapter 7