I had let go of Jimin's hand as the door had been answered. "Come on in guys, I also have someone here too." Jungkook let us in his new house. The walls were a carmel cream color, as the floor was oak.

The house had the smell of freshness, and flowers. We were walking through a long hall way to get to the living room. I couldn't help but admire the paintings on the wall, there was some small bookshelves here and there with some small accessories.

The dim lights came to an end when the big wide living room was presented. I couldn't help but gasp at the interior, it was very lively. More like a dream house everyone wished to have, there was a beautiful woman sitting on the leather couch.

She had short curly brown hair, very clear pale skin with very beautiful eyes. The figure anyone would want, very skinny and petite. As in I was the total opposite, I haven't accepted myself as I am afraid of myself.

I didn't like my scars nor my stretch marks, I couldn't bring myself to love my flaws. I didn't have the power in me to love myself. I hated on what was on display, I was very insecure about many things. I was insecure about myself.

I was called many horrible things in college, as I had gained weight. My thighs weren't like the rest, they had stretch marks as they developed to grow. I hated it, I hated how my thighs looked. My scars that I had, I covered. Something I wasn't insecure about was my face, but my whole body was another thing.

The woman who was sitting on the couch was perfection, she had small thighs and a small waist. Her slender arms and hands weren't nothing like mine, I couldn't stop to compare myself to others. She was wearing a nice flowly romper that was lace, white and pretty just like her.

I had gotten out of my daze and made myself to the couch, "Hello I'm Shin Minsun and you are?" I said to the woman who I just had compared myself to.

"I'm Choi Dasom, Jungkook's old time friend. Also Jimin's as well, or moslty everyone's friend." She said with a warm smile, I couldn't help but to have built such jealousy in me.

"I see, tell me about youself." I had to swallow the jealousy in me, as I stroked Darling. Darling was keeping me at peace, he was a comfort spot for me at the time.

"Well I work for a very good company me and Jungkook are now very good co-buddies. I didn't know that we would have a chance to work together. He is also someone I met in College but he had to move to Busan I'm sure you didn't know that." She said as she threw a non interested look at me.

"I see, but I may correct you that I did know that. It's also nice to know that both of you are quite good friends Dasom. I'll excuse myself as I have something important to say to Jungkook." I quickly excused myself from Dasom who seems to be rough around the edges and walked towards Jimin and Jungkook.

"Hey guys, I brought myself and Darling over here. I got something to tell you Jungkook!" My spirits were now changed as I had left the stuffy atmosphere behind. "Oh really now what may that be?" Jungkook said as he took his final drink from his bottle.

"I got the job, it's all thanks to you Jungkook. I would've never had gotten it if you didn't set me up an interview!" I said as I side hugged Jungkook as I had Darling in my arms. He laughed warmly at me as he returned the hug, "That's good news Minsun, but it's all because of how smart you are." He said as he ruffled my now messy hair.

We had parted ways as Dasom made herself over to us, "I see that you all are having fun without me. May I be included into this fun, conversation we're all having?" She said in a sweet tone, the air had become tense as she arrived, "Of course, we were just congratulating Minsun on how she landed a full time job for herself." Jungkook said as he distanced himself away from me.

"How have you been Dasom? I've seen that you changed your hair color once again got tired of the blonde?" Jimin said in his sweet like manner, smiling with his eyes.

"You know it, I had gotten tired of being a blonde and getting mistaken for a foreigner. So I changed my hair color, how have you been Jimin?" Dasom said as she sat herself down on a steel stool.

I overheard their conversations, as I carried Darling in my arms. Darling was still a kitten and slept most of the time in my warm arms that provided him warmth. My mind filled with negative thoughts about myself here and there.

I noticed how her laugh was, it was childish like. How she carelessly put her leg over the other and tucking in her hair behind her ears. How her eyes had glistened in shimmer and happiness. Who was I to ruin that? She had a strong connection to both men, maybe even a stronger connection than mine and Jimin's.

I hated thinking this way, because in the end I convince myself that it's true. True that I never will be perfect just like her, how easy she gets. How her smile brings others happiness while mine brings uncomfortable laughs and strain smiles.

How she doesn't have to try to make others laugh or smile, while I work my ass off to make others smile and laugh. How I have to put on a fake image in front of everyone I had known. Just so they won't see how truly broken and pathetic I am.

Because I loathe  myself.

End of Chapter 13

A/N: The things stated in this chapter reveals more about Minsun's character. As you can see she has self conflicts with herself. I just wanted to say, it takes time to finally accept yourself and your flaws. I know this topic is hard to talk about but everyone goes through this.

At one point in our lives we're going to cherish our scars and stretch marks. Our imperfect bodies because we are ourselves. Our flaws can be turned into something much more powerful than what we create them to be. Take your time to discover your inner beauty and flaws, because once you do. You'll fall in love because you know you aren't meant to be perfect you're meant to be yourself. You don't need to be categorized into someone's meaning of being perfect.

I also want to state on not to hate on Dasom because she herself has a story to tell as well. All of the characters have a story to tell, I just don't want you to hate her. No it isn't going to be Dasom being a bitch and trying to take Jungkook's attention and the others as well. You'll be surprised on who she truly is.

I just wanted to state all this, all of this got deep and I myself talk about matters people don't want to talk about. If you want to have a serious talk with me so be it, I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter.

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