-Episode 13-

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February 6, 20**

(Y/N's POV)

I haven't heard much from Jimin in the last two months. I look and feel miserable which hasn't helped me with projects I have to do for University. I didn't have any of Jimin's motivational texts to give me energy or feel better. I was tired from crying and working on assignments till 4:00 in the morning.

All my energy was gone and i lost a lot of knowledge because I space out every lesson . Then I felt my phone vibrate inside if my pants pocket. I looked at the screen to see a text from Jimin.

Jimin:
๐Ÿ“ฑ- Good luck at Uni sorry I haven't been able to talk to you. The members have been working me hard because I've missed multiple practice's. Remember I Love You and I really miss you.๐Ÿ’—

I felt tears threaten to escape my eyes as I read.

Y/N:
๐Ÿ“ฑ-Thank you! I Love and miss you too! ๐Ÿ’“

Small tears fell but they weren't very visible. I didn't notice the lesson was over till the teacher tapped my shoulder looking at me with a worried expression.

Teacher:
Miss Lee are you okay?

I'm guessing she saw the tears running down my cheeks because before I knew it she was hugging me.

Teacher:
Y/N if you need time to work on your mental health you can. I won't assign any assignments to you till your mental health is in check.

Y/N:
T-Thank you Miss

I hugged her tightly with my tears soaking into her dress.

Y/N:
T-Thank you s-so much!

Teacher:
Your welcome my dear. Now go home and get some rest.

Y/N:
okay.

(At Home)

Once I got home I laid down on my bed about to close my eyes until my phone started to ring. I looked at the caller and Jin popped up, confused I answered and heard worried yelling from the other line.

Jin:
๐Ÿ“ž- Y/N! Thank God you answered. Please get to the dorms now!

Y/N:
๐Ÿ“ž- W-why?

Jin:
๐Ÿ“ž- because Jimin's health is going in a downward spiral he's been begging us to let him see you.

Without a second thought I drove over to the dorms and knocked on the door. Jimin answered it with puffy, blood shot eyes. His eyes widened with realization that it was me in front of him.

He looked skinny and pale which was a hard sight to look at, Jimin jumped into my arms and cried into the crook of my neck making the blue shirt I was wearing a darker color. I held his waist and rubbed his back softly.

Jimin:
W-why are y-you here?

His words were slight muffled but still coherent

Y/N:
Jin called me and told me about your mental health.

Jimin:
I-I missed Y-you so much.

Y/N:
I missed you too, Jiminie.

He lifted his head from my neck with a small smile, hiccups escaping his lips. He started to lean in slowly and held the back of my neck. His soft plump lips touched mine, relief evident in the kiss.

I smiled at the feeling of holding him again after 2 months of crying myself to sleep, because I couldn't help the fact that my lover was getting hate because of our relationship. Once we pulled away I carried Jimin to the living room couch which was easier than expected because of his unhealthy weight loss.

I sat down while Jimin moved his head over to my lap where he fell asleep from exhaustion, about an hour later from talking. No one was home yet so I decided to cook dinner for all the members and I. I made a little extra for the fact that Jimin might be hungry later tonight or the others wanted extra.

I heard the sound of the front door open and close after a few seconds, Jin walked into the kitchen smelling something delicious in the small room to the right of the living room. After he saw me he ran and hugged me tightly.

Jin:
Thanks for coming and for getting Jimin to finally sleep.

Y/N:
No problem and also I couldn't help but think of the condition Jimin was in.

Jin:
yeah I'm just glad you came to help.

I finished cooking the food, about an hour and a half later. I started to set the table, as I was just about to finish putting the last plate down I felt Jimin's arms wrap around me. I lean my head on his shoulder while giggling.

Y/N:
What you doing Jiminie?

Jimin:
Not much just loving you~

I blushed slightly at the comment but quickly recovered. I felt soft lips on the back of my neck, smiling at the sensation.

Y/N:
Ready to eat Jiminie?

Jimin:
Yes of course!

I sat down the last plate and fork, then sat at the table next to him. The other members entered the dining room, tired looks on their faces. Jimin started eating but he hesitated. I leaned down and whispered in his ear.

Y/N:
*Are you okay?*

Jimin:
*u-umm y-yeah*

He looked down a little embarrassed by his obvious hesitant expression, I held his hand under the table rubbing comforting shapes because I know he isn't okay. I saw a small smile on his lips but his hesitant expression still remained. His face grew more pale and sickly as he continued to take multiple small bites.

I brought my vacant hand towards his forehead, He was burning up and his skin looked very pale after each bite. I finished eating minutes later, I could tell he didn't want anymore so nice calmly asked if he wanted to go to his bedroom. Jimin nodded lacing his fingers with mine and I leaded him to his bedroom.

Y/N:
Jimin please tell me the truth. Are you okay?

I watched as tears protruded from his dark brown eyes.

Jimin:
N-no I'm not o-okay. I couldn't see you or text you because of practice and I-I haven't been eating much because I don't have an appetite anymore. I cried everyday waiting for you to c-come back to me. And after all that I realized..... I can't l-live without you. Whenever your not around I feel like I'm being j-judged and that I disappoint everyone.

Jimin took a deep breath, biting his lip.

Jimin:
But your always impressed by me and that made me feel wanted and that I'm w-worth something. I love you and when you left I felt nothing but sadness I didn't t-take care of myself I was forced to do things I didn't want to do and the o-only thing that kept me going was the thought of you coming back one d-day.

I hugged him tightly crying into his shoulder

Y/N:
I'm so sorry J-Jimin I didn't mean to do this to you I t-thought that if I left you would have a better l-life.

His grip tightened like his life depended on it. I slowly walked to his bed to which I laid him down softly laying next to him. I threw the blankets over us holding jimins body close to mine. I kissed his nose while I let him cry into my chest

Jimin:
I love you so m-much.

His crying calmed down and his heavy breathing lightened.

Y/N:
I love you to Jimin.

-To Be Continued-

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