Chapter 40:Bipolar

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By the time we arrived at Abigail's place I saw Justin's car parked at the sideway and him leaning on his car.

"I called him telling him you were was awake and he wanted to fetch you at Finn's house but I told him not to since it'll be pretty awkward. I guessed he stayed there waiting for you" Abigail said when she saw me looking at Justin

"Thanks" I said

"What for?"

"You know.... for making me ask him myself. If I didn't I wouldn't have known and I'd probably not get my memories back. Plus everything is settled so I guess we can all relax" I said heaving a sigh of relief

I got out the car and Justin saw me. I walked up and brace myself for whatever is coming my way.

Now we're face to face and I could see the bags under his eyes. He must've stayed all night worrying for me. How sweet of him.

"Before you jump into conclusion thinking that I......." before I could finish my sentence Justin hugged me

"I'm glad you're okay" I didn't know how to react at first but I slowly relaxed and hugged him back "I'm glad I'm okay too" I said smiling

When we let go of each other he was smiling with that adorable smile of his. "And I trust you" guess he really meant what he said when he said he'll change for the better.

I don't know what's wrong with my lately but with the things going on right now I couldn't help but have the urge of kissing him but I know that can wait.

We walked in the house and all three of us were seated at the sofa. I guess they too want to hear what happened. But I'm not sure if Justin will be able to take on the things that I'm gonna say. At some point I realize I can't avoid Finn for the rest of my life because I have a feeling we'll be seeing each other a lot lately.

"I guess you both wanna know what happened" I said looking down at the floor and feeling tired after talking to two people and now I have to explain it to them "so I woke up at my old house. I finally remembered everything and I made things clear with Paige. But I'm not sure about Finn"

"So are you still gonna see the douche" it's obvious that Justin doesn't want me seeing him after this but I hope he could understand that this is my life and I want to be able to choose what to do with it.

"Probably" I said slowly sinking into my chair scared that Justin will have one of his tantrum,but instead he stayed calm and said "Okay"

"Really?" Abigail and I asked in unison with shock written on our face

"What do you mean really?" Justin asked his eyebrows furrowed

"Erm.. I remembered how your reactions was when Jenna went out with Finn" Abigail said with her hands on her hip and her lips puckered like she just ate something sour

"Well that was different...that,that was when we were having a fight and she went out with that douche,which made my possessive side came out cause I'm scared of loosing my babe" He said trying to explain his past behavior

"Aww you're so sweet" I said while walking to give Justin a peck on the cheek "but I guess that's all right. Now if you both excuse me,its already 7pm and I am tired so I gots to go sleep now" I stood up kissed Justin and went up to my room to get some rest.
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The next day I woke up feeling amazing. I didn't know how but it felt like today is gonna be a great day.

Until the moment I stepped into my office. I didn't know what would be worst. The fact that Claire is in my freaking work place or the fact that she seems to be having a great conversation with Justin in the office.

"Errr.... Jenna ar-are you okay?" My secretory Liana asked.

"Yes" I said coldly. My attention still focused on the two of them from across my office. I thank the Lord for putting his office and my office opposite each other so I'm able to see what he's doing.

"Well I'm just asking cause it seemed like you're about to strangle someone right now" I didn't know what she meant until I realized I was practically tearing the paper she asked me to sign

"Owh! I'm so sorry Liana" I said while trying to straighten the wrinkles I caused to the paper but I think I made it worst "I guess I didn't realize I was clutching to the paper so hard huh" I said while giving a nervous laugh which came out wrong cause that made Liana looked at me like I just ate the wrong medication.

I sighed and quickly sign the paper then gave it to Liana while giving her an apologetic smile. I think I scared the poor girl.

Continuing to my investigating and I mentally cursed myself when she hugged him then walked out his office with a huge smile on her face. I wish I could go out there and rip her lips out of her mouth. Let's see if she can still smile after that.

Back to the important matter I couldn't help but wonder what she's doing here. Just as I was thinking of any possible reason why she would come here then Justin called me to his office.

When I stood at his table I could see his serious expression. I guess I should put on a serious expression as well. Well two can play that game.

"Yes why did you ask me to come to your office sir" I said emphasizing on the last word

I guess he didn't realize it cause he didn't seem to show any hint of emotion. He was too busy looking through his computer screen to even look me in the eye.

"I would want to inform you that I'll be having a new secretory tomorrow since you know my recent helper is gonna be retiring tomorrow. So we will celebrate for her retirement and also introduce my new secretory at the same time" he said while typing on the last word then look up at me

"Who's your new secretory huh?" I asked wiggling my eyebrow. I hope this will help lighten the mood

"You will find out tomorrow" ouch so much for trying to lighten up the mood

"Alright then,anything else you'd like to add in?" I asked hoping he'll compliment me on my attire

"Nope nothing else" he said before continuing staring at his computer screen

I walked out of his office with a sour face. Who knew this guy could pummel my mood down just by his face expression and his sentence. Today just didn't seem to be a great day as I thought it would be
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"And that wasn't the worst part! I saw his ex at his office talking with him. But you know what? He didn't have that same serious expression with her. Instead he had that funny side of him. They were laughing and smiling. Gosh I wish you could've seen it yourself Abs. It's like total bullshit all over" the moment I got home I sink into the couch and rant about how my day was to Abigail.

Seems like right now I need to drink a whole bottle of wine right now

"Gosh I'm so angry I could kill a person without feeling guilty and I'll probably kill only one person and its that same woman. I swear Abs the moment she saw him at the restaurant it's like she wants him back" I said while going to the kitchen to grab something to eat. I eat whenever I'm angry or sad and I am just beyond angry.

"I think you need to calm down for a second and think this through" Abigail said trying to calm me down

"What is there to think about? It's obvious they both want each other so badly" I said feeling my anger boiling

"Think happy thoughts Jen. Happy thoughts"

"How can I think happy thoughts at this moment? I'm practically on the verge of exploding" I said while groaning loudly

"You know what,never mind" I said while grabbing my purse and stomping up the stairs like a 4 year old

"Jenna don't you wanna eat dinner?" Abigail asked from the bottom stair

"No!" I quickly slammed the door

I knew I would feel guilty later on for throwing a fit at Abigail who was only trying to help me but at this moment nothing could seem to cool down my fire. But I do feel like complaining to someone.

So I decided to do the craziest thing that any person could ever think of, I grabbed my phone and started rolling the contacts from my phone then close my eyes to press on any random number from my contacts.

But then quickly regretted when I accidentally called Paige. But then I did made amend with her so I guess I can probably talk with her.

After a few rings she picked up "Hello?" I didn't know what to say. It would be very weird calling her today when I just talked to her yesterday.

"Can we meet up and talk?" I asked with my heart beating frantically

"Err.. yeah.. I mean.. of course yeah"

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