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Warnings:
-Self harm (burning)
-Blackmailing
-Panic attack

Clay's POV

~ The Next Day ~

Staring at my phone seemed a nightmare, my heart pounding quickly as my eyes felt painful from crying. I felt a knot in my stomach, as if I could throw up any second. At the same time, I was breathless and anxious, a pressure on my chest, like a rope was tightly wrapped around it.

My eyes went down to my phone again, the list of challenges I was forced to do by Austin becoming more clear in front of my eyes. An automatic spark shot through my body, the nausea worsening again while I shivered.

I really didn't want to do any of them, but knew the consequences when I wouldn't. Austin had shown me too often what he was capable of and I didn't want to test his limits, losing everything I finally built.

However, the challenges were more than insane. I knew people would think I was a psychopath and personal information would be spread all around the school. If I would lose people because of the sex videos, I would likely lose them this way....

I wiped a tear away when I read them again and again... and again. I was decently sure I read them over twenty times, but I was still not used to what was about to come. It felt like my last spark of hope, Bradley's love for me, faded away as well.

My interest to see him was leaving, turning into shame and fear. Fear that was so powerful that I hadn't opened his chat either, the sweet messages left unread. My heart was aching to think about how he would have to feel...

Yesterday, we had a great day together. We kissed a few more times, played soccer and I had dinner with them. Eventually, I fell asleep in his arms and when I woke up, it was already time to go home. I loved being around him and he knew I did, that was what made it even worse that I didn't know any other way than to ignore him...

My eyes seemed to be pulled back to the challenges, scanning them as I swallowed, my mouth dry. I breathed out and laid down on my bed, empty eyes staring at the screen for the hundredth time...

Austin
I've got some challenges for you :) hope you'll enjoy them!

Austin
1. Take pictures of Shirley at multiple places. If she asks what you're doing, you'll have to say you're in love with her.
2. Get kicked out of class five times in one day (if you're send home, you lose :p)
3. Cut some of a girl's hair without her catching you (or you lose again!)
4. Swear at a teacher, the most rude words please :)
5. Hit a student tomorrow and start a fight

6. Make a scene in the cantina and make sure everyone is looking at you
7. Throw a table during the class (recreate a tantrum please ;p)
8. Insult all of your old friends and tell them you're way better off without them (personal reasons)
9. Be transphobic to Yael and make her cry!
10. Insult Bradley's religion (yeah, I know you're in love with him and that his religion is very important)

Austin
did you think that was it? ;p not really, those were the easy easy ones. heres some more for you!

Austin
11. Yell at your foster parents and tell them you'll never like them and hate them more than your psycho dad ;)
12. Kiss five people in half an hour (or you'll lose, isn't it funny?)
13. Tell everyone in our class how you've lost your virginity (you can't lie, you told me it was to a guy, remember?)
14. Convince everyone you have a foot fetish and ask them for pics :p

15. Send pictures of your cuts (bleeding) in the group chat (I know you cut yourself :O lol)

Austin
a little bit worse right? wasn't it, sorry! here's the last ones :)

Austin
16. Spread your own nudes around the school
17. Jerk off in the shower at soccer (they won't like that!)
18. Jerk off to someone's feet and record it, I'll see if I spread them or keep it, but expect the first :)
19. Have sex with a girl and record it
20. Leak the conversation (and pictures) you had with Jimmy on the dating site
21. Recreate a solo porn video and post it online
22. Force Bradley into sex and record it (extra point if he gets along with it ;))
23. Cheat on Bradley with Jimmy (your brother's love!)
24. Have a threesome with at least one guy. Record it please :)

Austin
fun right? if you complete all of them, there's one more thing to do in the end. you'll see when you get there ;) have fun! oh, I forgot to mention, you have a week!

⚠️ Panic attack

My hands were shaking, my breath hitched and my phone fell down on the floor as tears rolled down my cheeks. It seemed like the walls were caving in, I needed to get some fresh air and get out of here.

I jumped up and was about to run off as my door was opened right before I left, my father walking in.

'Clay, are you ready? We are about to leave for your appointment about the dia-. Oh, honey, are you crying? What's wrong, sweetheart?'

'N-nothing,' I replied quick and steady, my head turned away. 'I need to use the bathroom before we go.'

'Clay, you can always talk to us, right? I know you've gone through a lot, but-.'

'SHUT UP!' I screamed from frustration and pure panic. I ran past him to the bathroom and slammed the door behind me, running around to get some of the anxiety away.

Without me even realising it at first, I began to hyperventilate. I got more lightheaded, my feet began to feel heavier and my head was pounding. I swallowed, trying to reduce the feeling of nausea.

However, I started to feel worse and worse and opened a drawer with such force that some stuff fell down on the floor.

'Clay, are you alright?' my dad asked with a demanding voice. 'I'm going to come in if you don't answer me.'

I stayed quiet and grasped onto a lighter in the drawer, one to light some candles if anyone took a bath in the evening and wanted a romantic mood.

⚠️ Self harm (burning)

But, I wasn't using it for some candles and lifted my sleeve. It revealed my arm covered in cuts, cuts I had recently made because I was feeling so hopeless and angry at myself for everything I had done in the past.

Without thinking about the effects, I pushed the burning flame onto my skin, a soft wince coming from my mouth when I saw my skin slowly burn away.

'I'm going to open the door!' my dad exclaimed as I heard him stick something in the lock of the door. I quickly turned off the lighter and pushed it back in the drawer, my sleeve moved down.

'That's not necessary,' I scoffed as I opened the door, looking at his sweaty face from the nerves. 'Just chill out for once...'

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