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Warnings:
-Severe bullying/sexual assault (short)
-Transphobia

Yael's POV

I lifted my legs up high as I locked the door behind me, ready to spend another hour in the school's bathroom instead of going to class like I was supposed to.

My eyes felt heavy, a stinging feeling made me want to close them. I rested my back against the wall of the stall, repositioning right away because the bruise on my back started to hurt pretty badly.

I stayed quiet for a while and closed my eyes to relax as I suddenly heard someone walk into the guys' bathroom, slamming his hands on the door of my stall.

⚠️ Severe bullying + transphobia

'Get out of that stall, NOW!' he screamed out loud, slamming the door so hard that it started to shake. 'YOU'RE NOT A GUY, YOU'RE A DISGUSTING GIRL PORN STAR!'

My eyes stayed closed, my knees lifted up so I could attempt to sleep. I didn't even care about the screaming voices on the outside of the stall. I knew he couldn't get into the stall since the door was connected to the floor and the ceiling.

'If you don't get out of the stall right now, I'm going to make sure you will never be able to get out anymore. I'll wait for you with a group of people until you have to go home. Either, face me alone or get beaten up even worse than last time.'

I breathed in through my nose and decided to stand up because I knew he would actually do this after it happened about ten times before. I swallowed and straightened my posture as I opened the door, looking at Immanuel in front of me.

Without words, he wrapped his arm around my neck and grabbed his wrist to push his underarm tightly against my throat to choke me. 'If you ever use this bathroom again, I won't be as gentle as I am this time.'

He pushed me back into the stall and made me kneel down in front of the toilet, pushing my head down in it. I gasped and tried to fight so he would let go of me, but I knew he wouldn't until I stopped fighting.

So instead of fighting, I stayed quiet and held my breath as he pushed my head deep into the water, lifting me up after that. 'Want some extra bruises? Come on, take off your clothes. Didn't you like to do that a lot in the past?'

I knew I had to ignore him because it was what had worked the best over the years. I walked past him and grabbed some paper towels to clean my face from the gross water that was dripping down.

'I hope you accidentally replace your injection with testosterone with a knife once so you'll stab yourself and bleed out. I know you're too much of a pussy to do that, so I'll do it for you if you want.'

I tried to let the comments not hurt me and washed my face, slowly walking to the outside of the bathroom to get away from him.

'You'll never look like a guy, you're genuinely so fake. You don't have a dick and it's so easy to see you're a girl. You just need to accept it, okay? Accept you're a girl and we'll leave you alone.'

'I'm a boy,' was all I managed to say, my voice high pitched and squeaky from the nerves.

⚠️ Sexual assault

'Oh, really?' he asked with a laugh on his face, pushing me against the wall with such an impact that I heard my back crack. I hitched my breath and closed my eyes when a headache came up, his hand going down to my sweats. 'Want to test it?'

I tried my hardest to ignore him, but his hand was pushed inside of my sweats, his other hand on my mouth so I wouldn't scream. At this point, this happened so often that I didn't even attempt to start a fight anymore.

I knew it was pointless and would result into something worse such as being beaten up or even penetration, if he wasn't already planning on doing that to show me I wasn't a guy.

However, this time, it seemed to be different than the other times. After he touched my private parts, he moved his hand back up with a smirk and grabbed mine, pushing it into his pants.

'This is what a dick is supposed to feel like, disgusting girl...' he started, then he took a deep breath and suddenly became to scream as loudly as he could.

I gasped and tried to pull my hand away, but he pierced my skin with his nails and made me grab his dick, forcefully moving it as he kept yelling for help.

⚠️ Over

'Let go of me! I knew you shouldn't be allowed in here, rapist!' he screamed as some of his friends and a teacher ran into the bathroom. He let go of my hand and I quickly pulled away, but everyone saw my last action.

'I didn't do anything, he made me touch him and-,' I began, but the teacher grabbed my by my arm.

I was roughly pulled with her in the direction of the principal's office, my eyes filled to the brim with tears because of how unfair this was. The pain inside of my body kept getting worse and hurt me so deeply that I couldn't stop thinking about suicide anymore...

As I was dragged to the office, I grabbed my phone and went to Clay's phone number because I knew, no matter how addicted he was, he would always be there for me when I needed anyone.

Yael
not sure if I can't hold on for any longer. can we please see each other again? I need someone :(

Because of my need, Clay seemed to realise the importance and went online a minute after the text arrived.

Clay

I'm not going to scool so I'm frie. what hapend and can I do aniting for you?

Yael
my bully sexually assaulted me and then accused me of doing that to him. I have to go to the principal and I know I'll be expelled. no one wants to believe me and I'm hated by everyone...

Clay
I'm with my freind and he just telled me he knows you and if he is rigt, you're going troug a lot. is it truw that you know the name Robbie?

My heart skipped a beat as I remembered the documents on my uncle's phone, Robbie being at the top because his, and my, document was added most often to.

Yael
yeah... I know him :(

Clay
he know you as a gril so are you sure it's him? also, I'm going to come to you. can you give me you're lowkation

I sent him my location and ignored the previous question, knowing he would leave me as soon as he knew I was transgender...

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