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Warnings:
-Mentions rape (in the past)

Sapnap's POV

I glanced at Jimmy when Clay left, slowly walking back to the door. Jimmy cleared his throat and grabbed my hand to pull me back. 'Sapnap, I don't know what everything was about, but I'm really sorry if I've done something that made you upset.'

'No, it's nothing...' I replied, my voice shaking because I was nervous close to him, but also angry and upset because of what Clay said and did to me.

'You know... My relationship with my parents isn't too great either. It's definitely not comparable with your situation, but I understand the hopelessness.'

I smiled faintly and pulled my hand away from him. 'How did you sneak away from class?'

'Clay acted like he twisted his ankle,' Jimmy answered. 'You know, Clay and I aren't a couple if you thought we were...'

'Okay, so you just have sex for fun with whoever seems the most appealing to you?' I scoffed. 'He goes from girl to girl and from guy to guy, he doesn't like anyone. I'm not trying to ruin his life, but I'm done trying to protect him.'

'It's just... we are both pretty addicted to sex and wanted it to be a one time thing, but we saw each other during PE and we just couldn't stop ourselves...'

I didn't reply and swallowed in the hope my throat would get less dry. 'So that's supposed to make it any better? Have a lot of fun together, thank him for giving me detention. I have some human decency and I'll finish this boring maths class for him.'

I walked off and went back to the classroom, slowly walking to my chair as the teacher looked up at me. 'Clay, why did that take so long? I asked you to come back in a few minutes because it was important and guess what, you decide to come back about ten minutes later?'

'Just continue with whatever is important, it's my problem if I get a bad grade, not yours.'

'You can stay for a while after class,' she scoffed, turning back to the board to continue explaining.

'No, I'm not coming to you after school, I'm fine!' I exclaimed, laying my hands down on my table after closing my book.

'You're either coming to me or you'll get two hours of detention,' she answered with a harsh voice, continuing again.

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I lifted my bag up to my shoulders as I walked to the teacher, sitting down with a deep scoff to show I had the same attitude as Clay always did. 'What do you want?' I asked as the last person closed the door behind him.

'You know what I want, Clay...' she started, the look in her eyes suddenly changing to something way different than what she had during the class.

I felt heat rising to my face when she moved closer to me, realising there was apparently something else going on that Clay hadn't told me.

As soon as I thought about him hiding even more for me, I felt anger boiling inside of my chest. I was so frustrated that I moved away from her and glared. 'What do you need from me?'

'I know you are playing hard to get, but you know I like you. You've been flirting with me way too much and I know you told me you haven't, but for me, it felt like that. Can we finally just... have a moment?'

'No, leave me alone!' I exclaimed as I jumped up, my chest tightening a lot because of how much this reminded me of my traumas.

I closed my eyes when a lot of flashbacks started going through my head, my breath hitching as my heart began to beat quicker and quicker, my thoughts completely wandering off to the day everything started...

An ice cold scream made chills run down my spine, standing up to run to my twin brother. I smiled shortly as I saw he was also awake and curled up in his bed.

'What's going on?' he whispered. 'Why did mom scream so loudly? Yesterday, she screamed about twenty times and you went to check but came back so pale and quiet.'

My eyes started watering and I lifted my shoulders up to shrug. I didn't want to think about what I saw yesterday, but after a sleepless night while I cried the whole time, I couldn't think about anything different than that.

'Sapnap? What happened?' Clay asked again, his breathing going faster.

'Nothing,' I lied, but what else could I have said? I didn't want to tell him I saw my father pin my mother down to... have forceful and rough sex with her. Better said, rape her...

I gasped as I shot back to reality, my eyes widening. It was years ago, I was about ten, when my mother was raped for the first time. I never told Clay, not until we turned twelve, an age I wanted to forget about...

I had so much panic inside of my body and ran to the door, seeing her go up to me. However, before she could catch up to me, I slammed the door behind me and started running quicker and quicker, almost tripping over my own feet because my ankle was a lot weaker after I twisted it.

I ran down the stairs and went to the exit of the school so I could leave this place as fast as I could, my chest getting more and more tight because of how fast I was running and the panic inside.

As I came outside, I bumped into multiple people, one of them turning around with an angry glance. I didn't want to pay attention to them, but felt a hand on my shoulder that pulled me back.

'Sapnap...' my girlfriend spoke up, sighing softly. 'Do you realise you've betrayed your brother?'

'WHAT DO YOU WANT, JESSIE?' I screamed out of pure rage, pushing her backwards. 'I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING!'

She chuckled softly and lifted her phone... my phone up. 'You forgot to get your phone last class and let me just know your code. I may or may not have found a video of Clay having sex with a guy! Guess I have proof and if you don't do what I tell you to do, this proof will be spread everywhere I can think of.'

I widened my eyes and grasped my phone from her hands. 'You did not... JESSIE, I'M BREAKING UP WITH YOU, ASSHOLE!'

'Okay, I'll spread the video...'

No matter how angry I was at Clay, I didn't want the video of him to be spread. I sighed deeply and pushed my phone into my pocket. 'I'm going home.'

'No... you're coming with me or... you know what'll happen,' she replied with a grin.

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