Dreams In a Haze

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"You will never believe what's happened since you've been gone, Grey. Do you remember when we were young and we saw that movie about the boy and the girl who just couldn't escape each other? You were grossed out when they kissed in the end, but I said that they looked happy. Isn't that the goal? To be happy?"

"Are you asking me, Fluffy?"

"I'm...I'm saying that he makes me happy. He makes me so happy that I don't know what to do with myself. I want to be where he is, to see what he sees, to let him hold me and to hold him, too. I want to experience everything in the world with him by my side and to point to each blazing sky and say 'Do you see how beautiful that is?' I want every second of the rest of my life to be his because that would make me the luckiest soul that ever lived. He makes me so happy."

"Then why are you so afraid?"

"Because I don't know what I'll do if I lose him, Greyson. He's become the best part of me. Without him, I'm nothing. Without him, I'll fall back into that dark place, lost forever, and I'll never pull myself out."

"You're scared that he's going to leave, just like I did."

"No. No...I'm scared that I will."

"Because you don't deserve this happiness."

"Is that true, Grey? That I don't deserve happiness?"

"No one ever gets what they deserve in this world."

"But what if...just this once. Even for a little while, I can be with him. He's my best friend."

"And you're in love."

"Yes."

"Then why are you so afraid?"

"Because...I'm in love."

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