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Alyssa : I woke up when I heard my name called again and again . God why can't people understand that a person needs to sleep . I just kept lying on the bed thinking that it would stop soon but it never stopped .

I just wanted to get up and punch that bitch on the face . I was about to do that when I heard Blake's voice

" Hey good morning sleepy head, now get up and eat your breakfast , you haven't eaten anything for dinner yesterday . Also you have to take some medicines."
it sounded like he really cared . I guess he can even be nice and caring some times .

Suddenly I remembered about the meeting . Oh fuck how can I even sleep for so long . I don't really have much time and I even have to convince Blake about the meeting .

I straight away got up and rushed to my room , ignoring Blake . I really felt bad but I didn't have time . I checked the time and it was already 9:00 AM and the meeting starts at 11:00 AM .

I was just going through all of Lisa's clothes to find something formal to wear , the whole room was filled with clothes lying here and there just in a minute . I was still thinking what to wear when I was stopped by Blake .

" Alyssa what's the matter . Are you going somewhere " he asked in a concerned voice while taking swift steps towards me .

" Yes Blake we are going for the meeting with the investors . It's scheduled at 11 right . You should get ready otherwise we'll be late ." I told him as calmly as possible while continuing my search .

In just one swift motion he turned me around so that he could directly see my face as I speak but I was out of words at are close approximaty .

" What are you talking about ? How do you ..... Wait a minute who told you ? "
his eyes were digging holes inside me .
As if they were waiting for my answers . He looked so confused .

" Al speak up or do I have to get the words out of your mouth myself " I could sense his anger through his whole body . I know that I should have asked him before going through his work .

I didn't know what to do so I did the next best thing that I could think of and that was to run for my life . So I just loosened myself from his grip and raced towards the door of the bathroom but he was quick to grab my hand and pulled me towards him and then I don't know how I ended up between him and the wall with both my hands in his right hand while I can't really find the other one but it soon came into view when he held my chin up to look at my eyes .

I don't know why he always does that but now is not the time to ask .
So I just kept on looking down .His grip became tighter and it even started hurting me .

" Alyssa look at me and answer . Who told you about it and when ????" he said holding my chin further up so that he could have a full look of my face as he was so tall and he practically hovered over my small frame .

I looked like a kitten who is being chased by a lion and that to a very wild one .

" Blake, I saw you all tensed up last night so when you were asleep . " I said in a low voice and I stopped thinking how to tell him further or what might be his reaction after hearing all the information.

" and Alyssa " his voice popped out my thinking bubble .

" So I asked Cole if he knew anything and he told me that you were tensed about the meeting with the investors and how important is it . So I might have gone through your files and laptop to help you out as I felt really guilty . You are in such crises because of me and I wanted to pay you back for your kind gesture . I was really worr........." I was interrupted as he started speaking

" pay me back . You wanted to pay me back by sneaking around my files without my permission and chit- chatting with my friend at mid night . What else are you hiding??? Tell me . " he was so furious .

" it's not like what you are thinking I never wanted to sneak behind your back but what can I even do when you don't even consider me as a person to at least share something and we hardly talk to do even that . "
I stated back with so much anger with each word .

" Its a waste to even tell you about it cause you are only going to listen to what you want . So I suggest that you go to your room and change cause we are leaving in an hour ." I said while pushing him a bit .

" No you aren't going anywhere and neither am I that meeting is only a waste of time and it's not like I'll be on roads if it didn't work out . And specially I don't really need your help with anything . You just know how to steal the people that are close to me, first Lisa then my family and now Cole, the only trusted person that I have . And with all this shitty tactics you try on me  you confess that you love me ." He said with as much hatred that one could have .

I was on the verge to cry but we didn't really had the time so I controlled it and said harshly

" you can say whatever you want but it won't stop me from going and it's either you who's dropping me or I could ask Cole to do it and let me tell you that he'll do it gladly . "

He tensed for a bit and then he turned towards the door as he said

" you can do whatever you want cause I don't really give a fuck about it and let me tell something I am neither going and nor I am dropping you over there ."

with that he left and I could hear his door being slammed .

A tear rolled down my cheek but I quickly wiped it up and turned towards my closet finding something to wear as my eyes landed to a mustard pant suit which I then paired up with my white blouse and heels .

After deciding what to wear, I quickly got ready and headed to call out for Blake but his door was already locked so I didn't spend another second before gathering my stuff and booking a cab as I left the building .

I had done this before for my father manier times I use to sneak around with his work as I was always interested in business .
I even knew about the crisis that we went through and that's when I really started helping him bit by bit with his work until I was caught red handed one day by one of his friends but instead of telling my father about it he rather helped me out by giving more informations about the company and I gave him all the files and presentations which he then used to give my father for his meetings and I used to be perfect with it .

I even cut all of my expenses to half and used to wear my old clothes again and again till it ripped off and used to buy all these large sized clothes so that I could use them for a longer time period . Everyone used to think that I was fat or just uncomfortable but no one knew that I just wanted to help dad and Lisa with their career .

But today I was afraid cause now I had no one by my side and Blake's future is at stake and the feeling got worsened as he is not with me anymore or I should say that he hates me more .

Blake : I slammed the door shut because I knew that if I stayed there for another minute I might have done something that I would have regret . I locked the door and just sat beside the door for a while digesting whatever she said .

I felt so betrayed by her . I just started to feel something for her but she destroyed everything . I had accepted my fate and wanted to give both of us a chance but I guess now she is bored with me . She is not the Al who I remembered , who use to always be on my side and supported me . She is not the Al who showed her divine trust in whatever I did . Believed in all my decisions but now she is a total brat, who pokes her nose into each and everyone's business.

I know this meeting was really important for my company and I also know that whatever we do we would never get their support and fundings . But I never wanted to show my weakness to anyone and specially her . I have done everything all alone my entire life and now that she knew about my weakness, I felt all uncovered and weak like I use to feel earlier .

I am never gonna attend this meeting and never gonna drop her over there but what if she ask Cole and they go together . He is a charmer, Al could easily be trapped by his aura and what if they ended up together . Then I would be left with nothing . Even if I don't love her , she is mine right now and she'll be mine till the time we are married .

With that I picked up one of my suits and rushed to take a bath . After I took a shower and got ready I looked over to the side table which remained untouched till now . I remembered that she didn't eat her breakfast and neither did she took her medicines .

I quickly went to her room to at least make her eat something before we leave but her room was empty .
I looked inside the washroom but she was nowhere . I went over to the kitchen but she wasn't there .

That only means that she left with Cole without even asking me first .
Fuck.......

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