Scarlett pov (Scarlett hates her)

i was woken up by quiet scared whimpers as the heavy rain fall with thunderstorm

we we're having a sleepover on a hotel room with all of the main cast of avengers because this is our last day of shooting

i slowly open my eyes seeing y/n covered by the sheets flinching Everytime the lighting's light hits the room

i didn't know she was scared of thunders, personally i still don't like her but since everyone is already sleeping i just get off my bed joining her going also inside the sheets being greeted by her hiding her face on a pillow

"hey... I'm here" i whispered trying to be reassuring as she slowly show her self looking really scared before pulling me in a hug hiding her face on my chest still flinching Everytime a loud thunder hits

"don't go.....please"

"i won't"

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(in a relationship)

we're in a event casually signing and giving people some autographs and letting them take a selfie with us

I'm full of thoughts concerned about y/n she never attended this events not because she don't want to but she can't, she's just here because this is her last marvel movie that she will act into but at the same time i just can't help but worry

"y/n!!!" a fan coming out of nowhere shouting suddenly pull her in a hug making her lose her balance falling on the ground while the fan is on top of her

i watch as her eyes widen full of fear as she pushed the fan harshly off her. her tears running down her cheeks as she sits trying to back off while shaking

"hey bubs...look at me...i need you to calm down, you're safe. I'm here" i stated going on my knees cupping her face as she still shakes can't make a eye contact

y/n has PTSD she doesn't want being touch unless she say so or she's aware. well in this case...she didn't saw it coming so it triggers her

she suddenly hugged me hiding her face crying, i just caress her head humming trying to calm her down while the securities get the fan

"s-shes here...s-shes here" she cried shaking hugging me tightly

"no, no, she's not... you're safe" i sigh closing my eyes...i just can't see her like this.

"Scarlett she's here.." she says sobbing

"no, look at me... she's gone she will never get near you again"

"i-i s-saw her... s-shes here"

"bubs no... I'm here, you're safe when I'm around you right?" i asked as she nodded and i helped her stand up going back in the car while the security helps us to get through the crowd

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me and colin just had a huge fight..i was sitting at the edge of my comfort rooftop crying when someone suddenly sit beside me giving me a handkerchief

"you know woman like you aren't meant to cry on silence alone" y/n sigh not even looking at me

"I'm not into comflirts" i huff wiping my tears

"first of all I'm not here to flirt. second, I'm not here to comfort you..i know you don't like me as a human being but i can't just walked down on this rooftop knowing someone is crying alone"

"what are you even doing here???" i asked sniffing still getting annoyed by just her existance

"we broke up"

"i knew you're just gonna break her heart"

"she broke mine.." she mumbled making me look at her while she's just glaring at the buildings holding her emotions

"what happened?" i asked feeling guilty for judging her

"letting go someone you love is better than watching them being miserable with you" she stated seems like she's not the y/n i know

"you're strong for doing that" i responded mumbling

"I'm not strong, I'm just used to it. people will come in your life to use you as a temporary happiness but at the end of the day they will leave you and find their permanent happiness...and you're just there stock in the same position left without anything"

"I'm just wondering will i ever find my permanent?" she added now looking at the stars laying down

"sorry for judging you and throwing attitude on you Everytime" i mumbled

"it's fine, i understand"

"can we be friends now?" i asked as she sits back smiling at me

"level it up, best friends?" she asked extending her hand and i just shaked it chuckling

"don't cry over a man it's not worth it...cry over a woman" she joked making me looked down and laugh

"why are you laughing??? I'm serious" she says also trying her self not to laugh. i was trying to give her back her handkerchief

"keep it, Everytime I'll look at that fabric I'll remember you crying. i don't like that"

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we're in this private island and everyone is already sleeping but i just can't so i decides to have a walk at the white sand beach

as i walked out of the door i saw y/n casually drinking staring at the low amd calm waves

"hey" i greeted getting my self a beer on the bucket beside her

"why are you drinking? any prob?" i asked

"i just can't sleep, how bout you?"

"same"

"ohhh i know to not ger bored lets ask each other some questions" i added cheerfully making her chuckle

"mkay..uhhhmm what's your dream partner?" she asked before drinking

"funny, hot, tall, has a great style, loving....oh and rich" i responded as she chuckles

"ok uh tell me some secref you keep but you're proud of it" i asked

"i never had my first kiss" she smiled drinking a beer as i shake my head not convinced

"eh? lizzie? billie?" i asked making her laugh

"no like even if i was known for like playing girls, making out and stuffs i never kiss someone...i just want to preserve it for someone I'll live my life forever"

"you're so cheesy" i teased

"yeah for you but for me it means a lot"

"how about billie? thought you said you're gonna marry her"

"i don't know....i feel like it's wrong"

"what's wrong?"

"i love her, i wanna spend my life with her but even if i force my self to kiss her i just can't...it feels wrong"

i get up and dropping my beer while cupping her face kissing her making her stunned

"scarlet!! why did you do that???" she asked seems annoyed but her heart us skipping a beat...you can clearly tell by her breathing

"it felt right to me"