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Y'all wanted an explanation and ima give it to you.

You haven't posted on your channel for 2 months after the lie detector vlog and rumors started spreading that you're getting a divorce so you decided to talk about it and be transparent to your viewers since a lot of people came to Scarlett to talk shit.
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"Hey people welcome back to my channel"

"Uh we decided to sit down and talk about our relationship matters since y'all want answers about some revelations on the lie detector challenge i posted 2 months ago"

" Personally, i don't want to talk about this but i just know that the healing process would not start if i keep on dodging the truth"

" This is our first time to talk about this and right now I'm just holding for my dear heart" i joked and force a chuckle

" I just think it's really unfair..i change for you and I'm finding out you did it..i feel like it's a karma on what i did before and now i can feel where i put those ladies into" i started holding her hand but still can't look at her

" I would appreciate it if you told me about it before we we're tied together in a lifetime commitment..marriage is not a joke and i never dreamed of getting a divorce"

" I know, I'm sorry..i was just afraid that I'll lose you----"

" So you decided to wait until our wedding so i won't have a choice but to stay? Don't you think that's unfair to me?" I cut her off being carried away and just wanna burst on how heavy i feel.

"Sorry, I'll let you talk. Just tell me how and where did i go wrong"

" It started when you were away filming with Hiddleston and you were in a location where there is no signal and shits and I just miss having someone"

"A year ago.. I didn't seek for anyone whenever you're filming away from me.."

" I know and that proves me that you really trust me"

" Yet you broke it"

" You know i have trust issues.. you know i only trust once and if you break that you wouldn't get any. How am i supposed to have peace of mind now when I'm away? When you're away.." i said starting to cry can't hold it anymore

" Who is it?" I asked

"*Beep*"

"My best friend?" I said as my body just give up and i hide my face on my hand sobbing

"I t-told him to take care of you while I'm gone... it's my fault" i stated crying catching my breath and she just hugged me sniffing hiding her face at my back

"It's not, its not your fault" she says rubbing my back

" 4 months.. you've been treating me like a shit for 4 fucking months and me trusting you with all my heart was confident that you will never do such things"

*Cut*

" After you go to paris to film for 2 months..he started coming in our house to check on me and i just felt like I'm not alone...we don't have fin at that time and I'm just spending everyday by my self. We we're watching a movie then he initiate a kiss..."

" and you responded"

" I was drunk"

" Drunk or not you know what you're doing"

She just looked down figeting her fingers can't looked at me knowing im telling facts

"I changed...for you, even if he flirt with you it's still up to you if you will flirt back"

" I know that's why I'm apologizing"

"I was filming for 2 months but you said it lasted for 4 months meaning even if I'm here already you still feel lonely?"

" No baby, no.. i was trying to end it even before you came back but he won't let me..he blackmailed me, saying he will say everything to you and i just got really worried that if you find out you'll leave me" she explained crying

" I said that..i-it was was w-wrong and i love you but he keeps on telling me that you wouldn't forgive me if you find out"

" Do you really think of me that way? Scarlett i have loved you since i was just a fan ..even before you didn't know i existed. Do you really think i can Be mad at you for that long? Do you think I'll never forgive you?"

" I was scared because i know you can just ditch and in a wave of your finger you got a new girl"

" Even if i Ditch you, even if i replace you i just know that they won't feel like you. In fact i have every right to broke up with you when i found this out but did i? No, i treated you for the past 2 months as if i didn't know anything."

" I didn't love him, i just feel lonely and he was there but as soon as i realize what I'm doing i quickly tried to stop it but he blackmailed me"

" We're suing him, I don't want to talk when I'm angry i might say something that will hurt you....I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOU"i said quietly

" I need a break" i scoff wiping my tears and get up Leaving her in the room and didn't bother to finish the video