A/N: Hello everyone! Welcome to Part Two. I decided to merge these two books together so I got rid of the second book's blurb, meaning you won't have any idea where the rest of the story is going—which makes it fun! 

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Cobalt Bay, California

September 5, 2012

“Well, this is swanky.”

I glanced around the spacious, fully-furnished apartment full of natural light and softened by romantic yet neutral colors, and grinned at Emma who was peering at a large spiral seashell she’d lifted from a clear glass bowl full of decorative shells, starfish and sand.  

“Don’t you just love it?” I asked happily before plopping down on the pale, blue-green sofa parked across the narrow glass french doors that led to the cozy balcony overlooking the building’s courtyard in the back.

Emma put the shell back down and stood by the window next to the french doors, peering outside. “Oh, I love it, alright. It’s perfect for you with the full wall of bookshelves, the balcony, the courtyard, the office with the daybed, the whimsical wall art. It’s almost too perfect.”

I straightened at her statement. “Well, I did tell them what I wanted in an apartment. I just had no idea they sprung for accommodations and happened to find the perfect place for me.”

“For higher positions, yes, I can totally see that,” Emma said as she sank down on a bright yellow armchair across me. “But for a junior business analyst, I’m not so sure. The linen closet has extra towels and bedsheets, for God’s sakes. But then again, TVG is a pretty big company so who knows.”

“Burkett said not all newbies get it,” I told Emma, recalling the conversation I had with the administrator for the private foundation which sponsored me throughout college. “But since they’ve had their eye on me long before I graduated, I’ve been packaged with a good starting salary, a one-year contract and a year-long paid lease on a decent apartment which I could renew and keep at a subsidized rate for another three years should I stay on.”

I didn’t mention the offer to include car service but I’d turned that down since I preferred the pedestrian lifestyle I’ve gotten used to during college.

Emma raised a brow at me. “Are you sure it’s not someone very specific and important in the company who has his eyes on you?”

I rolled my eyes and shook my head. “I know what you’re thinking, Em. Trust me, it had crossed my mind a few times but the company has over thirty-thousand employees worldwide. I doubt they report a list of interns and newbies to him.”

I picked at the corner of a throw pillow and glanced away. “Besides, we haven’t spoken or seen each other in four years. He probably doesn’t even remember me.”

Emma snorted and got up on her feet right after the buzzer sounded. “Sure, keep telling yourself that. We all know better.”

“Em,” I reminded softly.

“Hold up,” she said, scooting towards the door. “Ty’s here. I’ll go help my poor boyfriend before he crumbles with the weight of your tremendous three-suitcase luggage—your entire life.” 

I smiled and watched her saunter towards the door. “I’ll be right down.”

I stayed in my seat long after Emma left, pondering on the same thought that had been stumbling around my brain in the last six weeks since I signed my employment papers with TVG or The Vice Group.

The last four years of my college life had seemed like a scene straight out of a movie—excellent grades,  a generous bursary, an awesome part-time job, a great set of friends and three job offers before graduation.

I would’ve never entertained the idea of working at TVG had Burkett not been so encouraging about it. He’d been counseling me since day one and I trusted his opinion. Even without it though, the offer was too good to turn down. Between it, a bank and a marketing firm, it was a no-brainer.

Except of course for the minor detail that Sebastian Vice was now technically my employer.

I groaned and buried my face in the cushioned arm of the sofa. 

Four years and I was still nowhere close to completely letting go.

I did my best.

Once all the paperwork for the pawnshop and the Pendley house was done, I tried hard to push him out of my life. I decided to be practical and use all the stuff he’d sent over to my dorm, telling myself that to build tolerance to the pain of the memories, I had to live with a little dose of Sebastian’s memory daily. This was the convenient excuse I used when I decided to wear the emerald necklace every single day in the last four years.

He never came back to Philadelphia.

I never went back to Cobalt Bay. 

I spent the summers either working at Old Nook or staying with Emma at her family’s beachfront vacation home in South Carolina.

The only time I came anywhere close to my life that fateful summer was when Ty invited me to join him during spring break in DC on his senior year there. I dragged Emma with me who met Ty and fell head over heels in love with him. Thankfully, Ty was just as crazy about her and they’ve been together ever since. 

Emma had decided to move to Cobalt Bay after graduation to work at her uncle’s advertising company and live with Ty who worked for a publishing house in the city. Having no family (Timothy had barely dropped in on me in the last four years), I suddenly feared being without my two closest friends that it made the decision to accept the job offer from TVG easier.

I told myself the same things I just told Emma earlier—that in a company so big, I doubted Sebastian would ever find out I was working for him.

If he ever did find out, well, then no big deal.

It’s been four years and he hadn’t exactly pined after me—not if the constant tabloid articles of him with a different beautiful woman each time were to be proof.

Except for the daisies.

Oh, yes, the daisies.

Each year, on my birthday, a package would arrive—always the same size, the same kind of white wooden frame—and it would be a simple but romantic watercolor of daisies.

It was unsigned but I didn’t have to think too hard to guess that one.

I had been tempted many times to ring him up and ask why he was sending them to me but I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t risk hearing his voice or seeing his face—it would be too much.

I hadn’t completely buried the past but a coffin was a coffin, whether it had been nailed shut or not.

If we ever ran into each other again—well, I’ll figure it out then.

It’s only been three days since I arrived in Cobalt Bay and this was my first day in my new apartment. I couldn’t ruin this whole new experience with my paranoia.

Pushing my runaway thoughts into the back of my mind, I got up on my feet and hurried down the hall to the elevator just as it opened.

I rolled my eyes and cleared my throat just loud enough to distract both Emma and Ty from their passionate lip-lock.

Emma just flashed me a grin and smacked her lips as Ty laughed and rolled the suitcases out of the elevator.

“Were you just wishing I lived on the twenty-fifth floor or something?” I teased Emma as I grabbed one of the three suitcases and rolled it towards my door.

Emma rolled her eyes. “No, I was actually thinking of how good it’d be for you to move out of our apartment so Ty and I can have the loud, wild, crazy sex we’ve always been dreaming of.”

I choked on my laughter and Ty just groaned, flushing slightly red.

“Did I ever tell you that part of Emma’s charm is her candidness?” Ty asked with a grin as he looped an arm around Emma’s shoulders and pressed her to him. “It’s why I have to keep kissing her. Otherwise, she’d be blurting out things that would make guys go crazy and I’d have a riot in my hands.”

“Ew, guest bedroom is to the right,” I told them with a face, heading to the kitchen as soon as we came into the front hall. “I’ll just do a quick inventory of the pantry then we can go out and get me some groceries, okay?”

When all I got were giggles and grunts, I sighed and took out my cellphone to start a grocery list.

After more than a year of having a long-distance relationship, I understood why the two couldn’t keep their hands off each other. I was happy for them. It was sweet but it reminded me of something I had lost long ago. I felt the pangs but decided I couldn’t resent people for their happiness.

Three hours later, I was home alone, spending my first evening in my new apartment.

The pantry had been surprisingly well-stocked that I didn’t need to get much except for milk, eggs and some produce. After grocery-shopping, we went back to Ty and Emma’s apartment to grab a few more things from my stay there for a few days and then they drove me home.

I made stir-fry for dinner and spent the rest of the evening unpacking the few stuff I brought with me.

The apartment came with cable, internet and phone services so after I was done packing and taking a shower, I curled up on the sofa and switched the TV on.

I watched a little bit of the local late night news and was just drifting off a little when I heard a name mentioned.

“Businessman Sebastian Vice made an appearance at the unveiling of the highly-publicized Hope Center at Cobalt Bay Medical last night. He was the man behind the Saving Hope project which culminated in the construction of the long-term care facility for terminally ill children and the housing services for their families,” the female news anchor stated as the screen flashed to a scene by the entrance of the new, shiny building where many elegantly-dressed people were gathered along with a crowd of families, watching and waiting as the mayor stepped aside from the podium to make way for the tall, broad form I would know anywhere as Sebastian as he came up to the microphone.

My chest tightened as it always did when I saw his pictures and read articles of him anywhere.

This was the first time I saw him in something other than still life.

He was dressed impeccably in a black suit, his hair cut shorter on the sides, the dark waves neatly combed back, his face clean-shaven and still as sinfully handsome.

I lost track of what he was saying and what the news anchor said after that.

My eyes were glued to the screen, desperately watching for every shot that zoomed in on him, observing every change in his expression, every movement of his piercing green eyes.

The last time I fully paid attention to anything written or said about Sebastian was later that fall four years ago just after we said goodbye in school. 

There was an article in one of the national gossip magazines reporting on Sebastian’s startling domesticity with a mystery girl he was seen with going around a farmer’s market, traversing through stores at the mall and strolling along downtown hand in hand. The only photo they had of us was Sebastian carrying most of my shopping bags while I had my arm looped through his as we wove through the crowd in the mall. We were mobile so the picture was a bit fuzzy and my face was fortunately leaning towards him while his was quite visible considering his height advantage over me and the fact that he was turned in my direction, smiling down at me. I panicked upon reading that and wondered what was going to happen next but there was never a mention of anything else after that. I always figured Sebastian cleaned that up nicely.

When the news feature ended and the screen changed to the weather, I blinked out of my daze and slumped in my seat, groaning loudly.

This was not a good way to start my new job working for a man I was still obsessed with.

My world had just gotten so much smaller and if I wanted to survive in it, I had to learn how to deal with the fact that he was going to be around, whether I liked it or not, whether it was good for my sanity or not.

I turned the TV off and marched into the bathroom to brush my teeth and braid my hair.

As I stared at my reflection in the mirror, I wondered if he would recognize me when he saw me.

I haven’t changed much.

My dark auburn hair was shorter, cut in more stylish layers, but still tumbling past my shoulders and down my back. I lost a lot of my baby fat and was now a bit leaner and more fit, thanks to a very active college life and working on my feet all day at Old Nook. My breasts and hips though were a different matter, having rounded a bit more throughout the years. My face was really the same and so were my dark brown eyes except that they were now a bit sad. I knew this because Ty told me the first time we saw each other again during that spring break visit.

“It doesn’t matter whether he can recognize you or not,” I told myself as I laid the braid over my right shoulder. “Your worlds will never collide again.”

I believed that.

Or at least, I was fervently praying it was true.

I climbed into my bed and rolled to my side, staring at the spray of wild flowers painted on the wall next to my bed. There were random murals all around the apartment—of flowers, seashells, even a nostalgic carnival scene in the office.

For a moment, I forgot my doubts and fears.

I turned the lamp off, closing my eyes as I pulled the covers over my shoulder.

For the first time, in a long time, I had a smile on my lips as I waited for sleep.

I had a new life to live.

There was no room for the past.

Sebastian would one day fade into nothing more but a distant, bittersweet memory—I just needed a few more years.

As consciousness started to slip away, my last thought was, Who are you kidding?

***

Monday came out of nowhere.

I had four days to get settled in, lay out my schedule and get ready for my first day at work but I still felt like a jumpy, frazzled cat the night before.

I slept fitfully through the night but fortunately, the only evidence of that were the slight shadows under my eyes that were easily covered up with some concealer.

I got up early, showered, made myself a nice, hearty breakfast and packed my lunch. I wore a plum-colored silk blouse, a simple black pencil skirt, a cropped black and gray tweed jacket and sensible black heels. I made it to the bus stop down the block from my apartment with several minutes to spare.

In no time, I found myself standing outside of a tall and imposing glass building that bore the minimalist stainless steel sign The Vice Group above the wide entrance doors, just below the larger abbreviation TVG right over it.

I signed my papers in Philadelphia, at Burkett’s office where David Chambers, one of the HR people from TVG, flew in to meet with me and a few other candidates they were looking into for other jobs in the company.

I took a deep, shaky breath and steeled my spine before making my way up the front steps, flashing my work badge at the security staff who flanked the doors.

Inside, the building was as luxurious and intimidating as it appeared outside, the front lobby full of employees milling about as they too started their work day.

I headed up to the large reception desk and smiled at the three women behind the granite counter. 

“Hi, my name’s Cassandra Collins,” I said warmly. “I’m the new junior analyst reporting to Tamara Hayes. It’s my first day.”

“No kidding,” one of the women, a tall, very skinny red-head with a severely tight ponytail and the name tag that said Sasha, muttered with a roll of her eyes as she punched into her computer. 

“Since you have your badge, head up to the fifteenth floor and take the third door to your right,” she told me in a bored, condescending tone. “All of Tamara’s toddlers are in there. She’ll come find you when she’s ready.”

I pursed my lips in an effort to keep myself from snapping at her. It wouldn’t do well for me to end up in a cat fight at the front lobby on my first day on the job.

“Thank you, Sasha,” I said with extreme politeness before heading for the bay of turnstiles and badging my way through it. 

People bustled into the elevator along with me and I kept a friendly smile on my face as I took in each of them discreetly.

“First day?” 

I glanced at the guy behind me and caught him grinning brightly at me.

He was tall and athletic with a blond crew cut and coffee-brown eyes. He was dressed in black slacks, a light blue collared shirt and a navy blue sweater over it.

“What’s the dead give-away?” I asked, smiling back.

“The fact that you’re standing too close to old Mick,” he answered in a whisper. “He’s the guy in the red polka dot sweater. Any woman who works here knows to keep a good distance so he wouldn’t accidentally bump into her.”

I stared at the man at the front of the elevator in the said shirt as he moved his head to a jolly rhythm, listening to his head phones. 

“Don’t fall for that,” a woman on my left, a petite asian beauty, shook her head at me with a smile. “Gabe’s just pulling your leg. Mike’s as sweet as anyone’s grandpa.”

Gabe chuckled. “Well, thanks for nothing, Lynn. I was just having some fun with her.”

Lynn just rolled her eyes and extended a hand at me. “I’m Lynn Park. I work over at accounting. The guy who’s giving you a hard time is Gabe Lucas, our IT manager. Unfortunately, if you want to report him for his faulty sense of humor, you’d have to go higher up.”

“Oh, come on now, I was just being friendly,” Gabe said with a casual shrug. “What’s your name, by the way, and where do I have to go to hunt you down to have lunch with me later?”

My eyes widened slightly at Gabe’s brazen attitude but I couldn’t find myself offended.

He was cute and funny and seemed perfectly comfortable with people’s reactions to his teasing tactics. 

“I’m Cassandra Collins,” I said, shaking Lynn’s hand then Gabe’s since he nearly grabbed mine as soon as I turned away from Lynn. “I’m a junior analyst at the Business Strategies department.”

“Oh, you’ll love Tamara!” Lynn gushed. “She’s a sweetheart. A tiger but a sweetheart.”

“With very sharp claws if you rub her wrong,” Gabe muttered before Lynn slapped him on the arm. 

“You put a rubber centipede in her coffee! Did you think she was going to be happy with you?”

I couldn’t suppress my grin as Gabe rubbed his arm where Lynn hit him.

“Thanks for the warning, Lynn,” I told her as she headed for the open elevator door. 

“Let me know if he keeps pestering you,” she said with a grin and a wave before disappearing out into the hall.

“I’m not all that bad, you know?” Gabe said more quietly as we settled into a corner now that the elevator was nearly empty. “I just like to spice things up around here. We all work too hard.”

“Well, if I’m in dire need of fun, I’ll know who to look for,” I said, chuckling just as the elevator stopped and slid open at the fifteenth floor. 

I paused on my way out and beamed at Gabe. “Thank you. I’ll see you around, if you don’t get into serious trouble before then.”

His face broke into a broad, sunny smile and I laughed again on my way down the hall, hunting for the third door.

The room was vast, lined with rows of cubicles around the center and edged with