Around 7 pm the doorbell rang and Cam went to get it and it was Coop, Violet, and Julia with pizza.

"Hey guys come on in Sierrah is in the living room." He said.

They walk in with pizza and sit down while Cam gets plates and drinks.

I was getting hungry again so I'm glad they stopped by.

"So how are you feeling?" Violet asked.

"Hella sore but I'm happy to be downstairs so I can see outside." I smile as Cam hands me a plate.

"Well, you look good." Coop said.

"That's because Cam helped me to shower and he washed my hair," I said.

"Cam is always the superhero." Violet laughs and Julia laughs and points at Cam and starts chanting am am am.

"Is my pretty girl calling me?" He smiles and reaches for her. I can't help but feel sad that I will never be able to give him that.

"So how is the baby?" I ask.

"Growing! I had an appointment the other day and everything was good. I can't wait to find out what it is. We are hoping boy so we have one each and stop but i think it's a girl." Violet said.

I smile at her and look over at Cam and Julia. I can't help but want that. How can I have a complete hysterectomy at the age of twenty?

"I'm sorry Si I wasn't thinking," Violet said.

"I'm fine and believe me I'm happy for you but sad that I can't even give him that," I said wiping my eyes.

Violet gets up and sits beside me and hugs me. "I'm always here for you. I'm sorry this happened but I'm happy to still have my sister. You know you have always been my baby." She smiled.

"I know we have a bond like no other don't we?" I smile and bite into my crust.

Cam is on the floor playing with Julia. We had bought her some toys a while back and he has the blocks out with her.

Coop cleans up our mess and takes it to the kitchen while Violet and I girl talk and well Cam is still lost in Julia.

"Am am am" She babbles as Cam swoops her up and blows raspberries on her and tickles her belly.

"Well, we better go and let you rest we just wanted to have dinner with you," Violet said.

"I'm glad you did and please come back. I'm going to be stuck like this a while." I said.

Cam walked over with Julia and he leaned her down and she put her lips on my jaw. "Thank you for the kisses, Julia. I smile at her and kiss her cheek.

"I'm going to walk them out I'll be right back." He said.

"Feel better Sierrah!" Coop said.

I laid my head back on the pillow and closed my eyes. You have to accept that you can't have children and it will be ok. You will spoil all of your nieces and nephews.

Cam walks back in and sits down beside me easily. "You ok Sunshine?"

"Yeah I'm ok just sore and I really need to use the bathroom and probably get ready for bed," I said.

"I can help with that." He smiles at me.

Getting upstairs was a job in itself. My stomach hurts and boy does it burn when I pee. What did they do to me? I don't even want to know that's scary to think about.

I get off the toilet and slowly get up to wash my hands and brush my teeth when Cam hands me the toothpaste.

"You gotta keep them pearly whites white you know." He laughs.

I smile at him in the mirror and brush my teeth and then slowly make it back to the bed. Cam is waiting to help me. I'm not sure what I would do without him.

I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him before he helps me to lay down and put my legs in the bed.

I watch him walk around and get in the bed and scoot over toward me to wrap his arm around me. "I love you Sunshine! Wake me if you need to get up ok?" He said.

"You know I will since you don't want any golden showers." I laugh and hold my stomach.

"When is your next appointment?" He asked.

"Next week I think. I'll have to look." I yawn.

"Do you need your pain pills? He asked.

"No, I think I'm ok right now. I love you, Cam." I said rubbing my fingers down the side of his face.

He pulls my fingers to his mouth and kisses them. I love you too Sunshine with my whole heart." He smiled.

"You give me butterflies in my belly." I giggle.

"I'd like to give you something else." He laughs.

"Always sex with you I swear." I laugh.

He leans in and kisses my lips over and over. "I can't help it that you're so lovable."

We snuggle up a little closer and doze off to sleep for a few hours when I wake up busting to pee.

"Cam! Cam!" I said shaking his shoulder.

"What is it Sunshine?" He asked sleepily.

"I really need to pee bad. Please help me up." I said.

Cam jumped out of the bed and came around and helped me to the bathroom. I had never been so happy to see a toilet before.

"Thanks! I thought I was going to pee on the bed. I was dreaming I was on the toilet." I laugh.

"Oh man, you would have soaked the bed. Do you need pain meds?" He asked.

"Yeah, I think I do." I sigh.

"I'll be right back. I'm going to grab a water so stay there." He said.

I wait for him to come back before I try to get up. Once I get back to bed he hands me my meds and the bottle of water.

I hate taking the medicine but I know I need to. Cam gets back in the bed snuggles up close to me and kisses the side of my head.