We spend the rest of the day on the beach. We get in the water and swim and he holds me. I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.

We laugh and joke all day. It feels like it's just the two of us. I am falling hard for this man and it scares me because I don't know what it's like to be in love but I have some of the best role models in my life.

We are sitting on the beach enjoying the sun. "I don't know about you but I'm hungry Cam."

"I was thinking the same thing. We have leftover pizza if you want." He said.

"I was thinking more about Chinese." I smile.

"That sounds delicious why don't we go inside and order some." He said standing up and helping me up. I grab the towel and we head up all those steps.

While he was ordering the Chinese I sent mom a text explaining what was going on and that I may be over here late tonight and if they had questions to call Violet that I couldn't really explain it all.

I locked my phone and found Cam on the couch with the tv on. "You like the smurf's huh?" I laugh.

"Yeah, I had it on the other night when I had Julia." He smiles.

"You have her spoiled Cam." I smile.

"I can't help it. I love her so much." He smiled.

"So where do you want to hang your picture?" I ask.

"I was thinking over on that wall. What do you think?" He asked.

"Yes, that would be perfect! Let's do it now while we wait on the Chinese." I said getting up.

"Ok yeah I have some screws and stuff in the garage let me go get it." He said.

I walk to the kitchen to get the frame and carry it to the couch when Cam walks back in and figures out where to put it. Once he's done I bring the frame over and he hangs it on the wall.

We stand back and admire the framed photo on the wall of Cam's dad. "So how old was he in this photo?" I ask.

"I'm not sure twenty-some I'm sure." He said as the doorbell went off.

I walked with him to the kitchen and he opened the door and paid the guy and brought the food in. He went in search of something and I took the food out of the bags and put the containers on the table.

I went back hunting for plates and silverware and finally found them. When I turned around Cam was putting candles on the table lighting them.

"Oh, a romantic dinner in. I love it, Cam." I smile walking over close to him. He reaches out and wraps his arm around me and squeezes my hip bone.

"I'm glad you like it Sunshine." He smiled.

I went back and got drinks and joined him at the table. He pulls my chair out and helps me to sit down.

We open containers and start putting them on the plates. "This looks delicious Cam." I smile.

"I'm thankful that you came over and instead of making this a sad day you tuned it into a happy day." He smiled.

We finished eating and cleaned up the table and put the leftovers in the fridge. "Want to go out on the deck and sit for a while?" I ask him.

"Sounds like a great idea. Maybe we will get a breeze." He said grabbing the blanket for later.

He sits down and I sit close to him so he wraps his arm around me so I move closer to him. As we sit and talk he runs his thumb back and forth under my shirt.

We are laughing and I look up at him and giggle pulling him down for a kiss. When his lips moved on mine they were so warm and soft that I opened my mouth up to him.

His tongue twirled with mine as he pulled me closer until I was straddling his lap. He wrapped his hand around my neck softly and moaned into my mouth.

Goosebumps were on my skin when he made that noise and I could feel him under me getting hard. I moved a little bit on him and he grunted.

"Cam why are we fighting this? I want you." I whispered.

"I'm trying to respect you Sunshine." He said lightly sucking on my neck.

"You are respecting me because I give you permission to take me," I said.

"I really want you Sunshine but your dad will kill me." He sighed looking at me.

"Cam... I'm twenty years old and my dad can't stop me from doing anything. He's not going to kill you it's a part of life." I said.

"I just respect your dad and family so much that I don't want them to hate me." He said.

"You are a man with needs and I'm a woman with needs and I haven't ever done this and I want it to be with you," I said.

"That makes me feel special Sunshine." He said running his finger down my spine.

"So if I go upstairs and get in your bed naked you are not going to touch me?" I ask.

"Now I didn't say that." He laughed.

I lean forward and kiss his jaw and neck and then kiss down his throat dragging my tongue on his skin.

"I can't hold off much longer Sunshine." He whispered.

"Then don't," I said as my hands run down his chest to the top of his shorts.

"I'm not sure you know what you're asking for Sunshine." He said.

"Maybe not but I'm willing to learn," I said getting off him and run into the house and upstairs to his room.

I still have my bikini on under my sundress and I plop down on his bed when I see him run into the room.