TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT MORNING...

Y/N woke up at 8 AM, brushed her teeth and washed her face before going downstairs to eat her breakfast.

At this time Jimin and Jin were eating their breakfast served by their wives.

Y/N arrived to the dinning room only to see everyone eating peacefully their breakfast.

Jisoo noticed her and smiled widely before calling her.

Jisoo: Y/N!! Come and eat.

Y/N smiled to everyone and sat down on a chair which was beside Jin, across Jimin.

Jisoo got up and spoke.

Jisoo: Tell me what do you wanna eat.

Y/N: Anything made by my unnies!

Jisoo chuckled and nodded before serving the breakfast to Y/N.

Suddently Jimin got up after eating his breakfast and Jennie grabbed his coat and his briefcase.

She made him wear his coat and gave him his briefcase, he then started to walk to the exit door.

Jin too got up to leave for the office and hugged everyone.

Jin: Take care Jennie, Y/N call me whenever you need something and Jisoo take a good rest, don't overwork yourself.

Y/N&Jennie&Jisoo: Ok, bye!!

The women looked at Jin's walking figure fading away and smiled.

Y/N: I really missed him.

Jennie and Jisoo smiled and Y/N finished to eat her breakfast before getting up.

She then walked to the garden after grabbing a bottle of water.

Y/N: What a beautiful day!

Y/N sat down on the fresh grass and started to workout.

She always did yoga for her health's care and self relax.

30 mins later, she finished and got up before heading upstairs, in her room to take a refreshing shower.

After taking a shower, Y/N headed to her closet before opening it and scanning it.

She sighed as she found nothing to wear.

Suddently an idea popped in her mind and she jumped in excitement.

Y/N quickly prepared herself before running downstairs to see where the others girls were.

As she arrived to the living room, she saw Jisoo scrolling through her phone.

Y/N shook her head and walked to Jisoo before sitting down beside her and taking away her phone.

Jisoo: Y/N, what's wrong?

Y/N: Sis, it's not good to use screens when you are pregnant. Do some outing, take some fresh air and love the nature.

Jisoo: Argh, i'm so lazy for that plus i have nowhere to go.

Y/N: Sis, i have something better planned for us.

TIME SKIP...

Jennie: Y/N, why did you bring us here?

Y/N: Sis, don't worry, we will do a lot of shopping for everyone.

Jisoo: I didn't want to come, i'm so lazy!

Y/N rolled her eyes.

Y/N: It's fine, we will also buy some clothes and stuffs for your husbands.

Jennie: Whom you are calling our husbands are your brothers.

Y/N laughed as Jennie scoffed.

Y/N: Yeah yeah, whatever now let's enjoy!

With that they entered a dress shop and bought some dresses for them.

After that they entered a men's clothes shop, where they were going to buy Jin and Jimin's clothes.

Y/N: Wait! I'm the one who will buy the clothes for oppa and Jimin! So i'm going to choose alone!

Jisoo: Yes yes, after all we have the toppest model here who can choose the most perfect styles for anyone.

Jisoo rolled her eyes while talking sarcasticly.

Y/N: I know you will love the result so don't overreact.

Jennie: Whatever, let's go!

The girls scattered everywhere in the shop and started to search for some beautiful clothes, shoes, ties and all.

Few times later, they finished and walked to the counter to pay for the clothes.

The cashier looked at them while smiling sweetly and they did back.

Y/N: How much?

Y/N asked and the cashier was about to reply when suddently she frowned.

Cashier: Wait...it looks like i saw you before...

Y/N looked away while fixing the mask correctly which was on her face to cover herself.

This was the biggest problem whenever Y/N wanted to go somewhere.

A lot of people would recognise her and would run after her.

Suddently the cashier gasped.

Cashier: Are you Kim Y/N!?!

Y/N closed her eyes in annoyance when the cashier found who she was and the girls scratched their foreheads.

Y/N: Hmm...please stay calm, don't shout otherwise it will be a big problem for me.

Cashier: Sorry sorry Ms. Kim, i'm just so happy to see you. It seems so unreal!! Once again sorry.

She started to bow as Y/N shook her head.

Y/N: It's ok, just tell me the price.

The cashier nodded and Y/N payed for the clothes.

The fan asked for a photo and an autograph to which Y/N couldn't say no and gave her what she wanted.

Soon they bidded their goodbyes and Y/N sighed in relieve after that she wasn't caught by everyone.

Jennie: My sister is really famous and i'm so proud of her.

Jennie said with a lot of love as Y/N smiled emotionally to her.

Y/N: Thanks sis.

They smiled to each other before heading back to their homes.

TIME SKIP...

Y/N was cooking in the kitchen the dinner as Jennie and Jisoo were sitting in the living room.

It was almost Jin's and Jimin's coming back to home's time so Y/N was doing her best to finish the cooking on time.

Jennie and Jisoo offered to her some help but she didn't accept.

After sometimes, Jin and Jimin finally arrived as Y/N too finished her cooking right at the same time.

Jimin and Jin entered in the living room and sat down tiredly.

Jin: Ouf what a tiring day!

Jennie: Are you both ok?

Jin nodded as Jimin just stayed quiet while taking off his jacket, shoes and tie.

Meanwhile, Y/N too arrived to the living room while sighing tiredly.

Jin noticed her presence and smiled to her.

Jin: Y/N! How are you?

He asked happily and Y/N smiled back.

Y/N: I'm fine oppa, by the way i just finished to cook the dinner.

Jin nodded and suddently the driver came with a box.

Driver: Mr. Park, you forgot this in the car.

Jimin hummed and took the box from him and he went away after bowing.

Jimin then got up and gave the box of cake to Jisoo.

This time she was not going to accept this.

She then got up while sighing.

Jisoo: Jimin, this is too much! Why do you always do that?

Jimin didn't speak and stayed still.

Jisoo: Jimin, please understand, i don't feel confortable when you always bring things for me and not for your brother, your wife or your sister-in-law, Y/N.

Jin: Yes Jimin, she is right. Think about the others- no no at least think about yourself.

Jimin stood there with a blank expression but inside of him, he was dying to say that he cared for them.

He finally gathered his courage to speak a little bit, but still as cold as ice.

Jimin: Hyung, i owe you a lot.

He paused for a while and spoke again.

Jimin: I don't know how to repay you back for all the things that you did for me...

Jimin: You are the only one who knows my real past and you are the most important to me.

Jimin: In my value's scale, you are the at the toppest. And all of these gifts are nothing compared to your love toward me.

With that he put down the box of cake, on the table and walked upstairs.

Everyone were shocked because this was the very first time that he spoke that long and told them what was happening in his mind and his heart.

JIMIN POV...

I took a shower and went to the library before entering in and locking the door behind me.

I then walked to my desk and sat down before starting my work.

I was feeling strange, a feeling of heaviness, a feeling of being pressurised by something.

I ignored those feelings and continued to write down on my file.

Suddently i felt something sliding down along my cheeks.

I frowned and touched my cheeks only to see water on my fingers.

Was....i...c-crying...?

My vision blurred at this thought as i felt my cheeks getting wetter.

I cried...after 10 years...?

I suddently felt my heart getting heavier as i tried to stop my tears.

I got up from my chair and started to walk from here to there while breathing in and out heavily.

I put one hand on my waist and the other on my forehead.

Jimin: Why am i crying? Why am i crying? Jimin, you are not weak! Don't cry!

I was telling myself to stop but looked like my heart was stubborn.

I was trying hard to not cry but i guessed that i loosed.

I couldn't held down anymore and fell down on my knees before bursting into tears.

I cried my heart out and continued for i didn't know how long.

It felt like, i was lighter, all of my emotions were now breathing peacefully.

I leaned on one of the bookshelf, still on the floor as my tears continued to fall.

I then felt that crying was a cure too, i felt myself as lighter as a tissue paper.

In fact, crying is not being weak but just a emotion.

A emotion that everyone needs to calm themselves down.

Everyone thinks that if a woman cries, it's because she can.

She have a difficult life so she can, she have to take care of the house so she can, she have to take care of the children so she can, she have periods every month so she can.

But what about the man, why if he cries then he is weak in front of the society?

Why is he being told that he is weak and can't do anything if he cries?

A boy, when he is a child and he falls.

He comes to his mom while crying and saying "Eomma, it hurts!!".

But the mom says "No, you are a boy so you can't cry!".

Why?

Don't we have any emotions, don't we have any feelings, or we don't even have a heart?

A man too can cry when he is tired, he can cry when he wants to.

Not only the women but also the men can cry.

Every men have responsabilties to take care of just like a woman.

Like work hard so he can give pocket money to his wife and pay the house bill.

So he can give everything that their children ask for, without seeing the price twice.

If only there was someone to understand me and my feelings...

I hated myself for being like this toward everyone including my own wife.

She cared for me and i could saw that but i didn't even try to thank her once.

I just couldn't love her, if i could then i would already fall in love with her.

But we were married for almost 1 year and i couldn't even love her once.

I felt like i was destroying her life and also mine.

I felt myself again and again tearing up after remembering about my parents.

They might hurt me and burned my feelings, but i couldn't stop myself from caring for the others.

I didn't want the others too to go through what i have been because i knew how much it was difficult and painful to live like this.

I closed my eyes and felt really relaxed now.

I also noticed that i never gave some time to myself.

Waking up in the morning, washing myself, eating my breakfast, going to my workplace, working the whole day without eating my lunch, going back to home at night, eating my dinner, working again then sleeping directly.

Was this my real life?

I just wanted to go somewhere, where there was no one, just myself.

No one, nor my phone, nor family issues, nor my workload.

Just me...

I suddently opened my eyes when i heard a knock on the door.

I sighed and got up before walking to the door and unlocking it.

I opened the door only to see hyung.

He looked at me with the same eyes of 10 years ago.

He approached me and put his both hands on my both shoulders.

I sensed love and careness in his touch.

Jin: Jimin...are you ok? Why do you have red and puffy eyes?

Jimin: I'm fine.

Here we go again with my cold tone.

AUTHOR POV...

Jin looked at Jimin with deceptive eyes.

Jin: So now you are going to lie to your own brother?

Jimin: There's nothing to hide so i can lie.

Jin sighed before hugging Jimin tightly.

Jimin felt so happy, relieved and relaxed after crying and being hugged by Jin.

This was now he understood that the heart related relationships were more meaningful, beautiful and deeper than the blood related relationships.

He hugged Jin back and the older smiled after this action of him.

He caressed his hair and pulled out of the hug.

Jin: Can you at least tell me what you were doing this late?

Jimin: Working.

Jin: But it's already 1 AM, you never worked this late.

Jimin was shocked to hear that he cried for 5 hours straight.

Jin: And you didn't even eat your dinner, you must be hungry. Hopefully tomorrow it's sunday, so a day off. At least sleep enough so you would be more refreshed.

Jimin hummed and left the room as Jin looked at his walking figure fading away.

He then turned back toward the desk and approached it.

Jin scanned the whole room and the table more precisely, but found nothing special which prooved that he worked that long.

He sighed.

Jin: This guy will make me psycho one day.

He then walked to the exit door before turning off the lights and coming out.

He closed the door and walked downstairs to serve food to Jimin as Jennie, Jisoo and Y/N were already sleeping.

And the maid were already at their homes.

So Jin was the only one awake to give him the dinner.

As the older came down, he entered the dinning room only to see Jimin already sitting on the chair.

He quickly walked to him and served him the food as Jimin stayed quiet the whole time.

Soon he started to eat and Jin sat down beside him, trying to talk to him about random things even though it was complicated.

TBC❤❤.