A/N: A BIT LONG CHAPT! BUT HEY I STILL MANAGE TO WRITE A PART 3 OF     'FINE.    , IT'S THE LAST PART THO. AND I KINDA DIDN'T LIKE THE ENDING BECAUSE THAT'S NOT THE ENDING THAT I WANTED. BUT, STILL

I HOPE LIKE IT.

AND I UHM A BIT OF TISSUE WOULD BE FINE, I'M NOT SAYING THAT THIS WAS SUPER, SAD. MAYBE A BIT

ANYWAYS..... HAPPY READING!🤗

It's been a week since y/n came back.

It's also been a week since jihyo can't sleep Wondering on the latter.

Alone in her unit, an eerie atmosphere in saturday night, no one to talk to as you can hear her thoughts.

"Just think of me" y/n's voice rang to her head.

" Think of me when you're alone....."

Y/n glance at me as sending me a wink. I tried to hide my blush since we're on an event right now.

This simple gesture would make my heart flutter.

In that street filled with flowers
I see you today as well
Would it be posible to carry it inside me

" Hon? Can you smile please" she smiles to lense. I scan the photo i take and admire it for a while. Her adorable smile, her eyes that would disappear every time she smile. How her face express so much emotion. I miss it, in fact i miss everything about her.

Alone in this lonely room of mine as my memory plays like a movie inside my i can still remember clearly everything about her.

My heart is sad that it missed
The image of that split second
I regret it, hoping that split second
Will come again.

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" Still the same, y/n" jisoo said. Looking at the maknae with the other two, Rosè and Lisa.

" That's not fair!" Y/n shouts.

" Yeah!" Lisa seconds.

" My gummies" " my chocolate" they says in unison.

" Aww..... Don't be sad bubs...... I'm gonna buy 3 of them for you"

" How 'bout me?" (I'm the hottest okay. OOPS JUST KIDDING. ANYWAY)

" YOU CAN BOUGHT ONE YOUR SELF" lisa look at her in disbelief.

" Come here, baby, y/n. I will miss cuddling with when you get married."

" By the way whose the one your gonna get married to?" Lisa shouts from the kitchen.

" My bunny......" She said smiling from ear to ear.

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" Since your back in korea, are you going to music industry again or something" jessi ask. Interviewing y/n for her YouTube.

" Maybe, produce some..... But, I'm gonna go focus on my modelling." She answers honestly.

" So how's life, i mean you've been on hiatus for a long time. May i ask what did you do in that time?" Y/n takes a deep breath. This subject was bit private but...... The world deserve to know why the sudden disappearance.

" Well first i wanna say sorry for leaving.... And i was in a serious state that time........." Y/n pauses for a while

Am i going to continue it? She ask herself.

" It's ok if you can't answer it, y/nnie."

" aniya, gwenchana. I'm just- well to sum up the things i was depressed and had this suicidal thoughts in me, i was gone to this breakup that leave me to those things. I needed some time to recover that's why "

" Breakup?"

" Yes, i was in a relationship before but, secretly" y/n laughs and try hard to contain her emotions by laughing.

That interview of y/n had gain a lot of views. Y/n's revelation about herself shocked them.

People admire her for being strong.

Y/n stands in the grassy field where her mom lie's and peacefully resting.

" It's been a while now, momma." She purses her lips and tries to smile but, ended up shedding tears.

" It's been a while now....... I was suppose to join in there but, i know you wouldn't want that...... I really miss you mom, i miss your hugs, your foods and kisses. I miss how you would wipe my tears and tell me everything was alright....... I wish you were here......" Y/n wipes her tears.

" Aish! I know I'm still a crybaby aa before but, I'm definitely much stronger now..... Ooh and by the way i have also my ball of happiness which is daehan...... Are you proud of me?"

After she visits her mom, she goes yo place. A very special place, as she goes to this place she was ready to let go of everything. Break the chains that's been holding her back, and be happy once again.

It's getting darker now, as she near the place.

"Jihyo?" She calls as that person look surprised also.

" Y/n" the stain of tears is evident in her beautiful eyes. Her heart clench once she those painful eyes.

" Can i sit here?" The latter nods.

" It's been a while now" she starts. " A lot of things have changed. Good thing this place stays the same....."

" How are you?" The ask staring directly at her.

" I'm fine....."

" I'm glad"

They got silent for a while for y/n it was peaceful and relaxing not thinking about the past but, for Jihyo it was suffocating her as her guilt eat her up. She look at the girl seeing the same sweet girl she met before, the girl that did nothing but, to love her unconditionally.

" Wae?" She ask. The girl look at her. She remembered the day when those eyes, once look at her with full hatred, pain, and pure agony. Jihyo remember how y/n's was so broken.....

" Are you mad at me-"

" Yes" y/n cut her off.

" You're going to ask me if I'm angry, yes!."

" You fucking cheated on me! What do you expect me too say, to feel? Be happy?"

" I'm sorry......"

" D-did i do anything wrong for you to do that? I mean, a-am i not enough for you? For as long as i know i gave you everything.

"I wanna shout at you!
I wanna make you feel the pain i feel-"

" Then do it, y/n!! I don't care if you hurt me now! You throw those painful words and whatever the fuck i deserve. " They stop for a moment to catch their breath, y/n stare at her with full of hatred in her eyes. But then, she slams her lips against the older. She miss the feeling of her lips against her. At this moment she can't even stop herself as she gets lost on the latters lips.

Y/n came to her senses and breaks apart. She touch her lips.

For a moment it feels right but, thinking about nayeon, she feels like she betrayed nayeon by that kiss.

" I should've done that....." she Quickly mitters shaking her head.

" i was supposed to hurt you take my revenge for hurting me so damn much! But, i loved you so  much that i can't even do that"

Loved

" I know i fucking messed up, y/n. Give me a chance and i will fix everything......." Jihyo pleads as she hold on tightly to the girls hands.

" I don't think there's anything you can fix..... Giving you a chance is like giving another bullet to gun pointed at my head~"

" I should go now...... I'm glad to see you, jihyo....."

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After tucking her son. She plants a kiss on his temple.

Nayeon pops up on her back hugging her from the back planting her head on the girl. They stay like that for a moment. They didn't speak just a comfortable silence fill the air enjoying each other's warmth. It feels like home, nayeon became y/n's sanctuary since then and she can only feel like this when she's with nayeon. But, something about the girl feels wrong, nayeon can't help but to doubt sometimes........

She feels like y/n wasn't even inlove with her. She feels like she's holding y/n aback....

" Y/n, if, i-if ever you still love her, please choose her...." what the heck is she saying? Y/n frowns and look at the older. Y/n is not the type to be shy or awkward she was the exact opposite people thought she's have too much confidence in her body.

" Bucktooth what are you talkin' about." The girl try loosen up the mood, but the girl with saddened expression remained silent.

" Jihyo......" she spoke

" I know jihyo regrets everything that happened....." y/n sighs as she finally understand nayeon meant.

She said it too many times but, she will said it once again to confirm how much important Nayeon to her.

" Hey, why are you saying this?" She ask gently cupping her cheeks

" I somehow felt it, y/n. I know deep inside your heart you still love her." Nayeon laughs bitterly.

" Are you doubting my love. Again?" Nayeon swallows a lump then look away. I can't believe this!

Nonetheless y/n will! never get tired of confirming her love to her bucktooth*i mean Nayeon

Y/n pull the girl into her chest as she slowly and gently stroking her locks making her melt into it.

" But, we're getting married. Hon, i didn't give that rings just because i wanted to. I'm not going to be with you if I didn't want to. Hon, listen yo me....." The older stare at her intently, the younger holds the side of her face saying these words.

" Hon, when i say i love i mean that....."

" But, why does it like your just, indebted or maybe your just returning the favo–"

" I'm not...." She cuts.

" Maybe your right. I still love her...." Nayeon was not surprise to hear this, she smile sadly. I never stop loving her, the same way i care about her.

Y/n thoughts.

It's impossible to unlove a person. Especially to the one's that takes a place in your heart, the person that once became your sanctuary, the one who make you complete. The one that got away.....

A/n: anyways enough drama.....

" But, not the same love i have before. She still have a part on my heart, it's impossible to unlove a person it's just, the depth of it that changes." Y/n may be a bit younger than her but, sometimes she talks so mature in her age, she's more like a grandma. But still!!

" You pick up the broken pieces and put it back together......" y/n softly said this words brushing some strands of hair.

Only the look of her eyes, was enough. Nayeon sighs in relief not feeling any doubt in her heart. She just snuggle to y/n for a while.

Y/n smiles at the sight

Y/n seals it with a passionate and lovely kiss.

Making her worries disappear. As there kiss become deeper and deeper. Nayeon can assure that y/n's love for her is true

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Jihyo stares blanky at her post her heart sank as she saw your photo tagging nayeon in it. With a caption

5/23/24 save the date

Along with the photo of these.

Comments:

Oh my god!!!

My ship! Finally.

Congrats, i love you.

Aww~ our maknae finally getting married. 😭🥺

This is the first time you post about you and nayeon nonetheless your fans already know that your in a relationship cause they saw kissing a year ago when Nayeon visited you abroad.

She smiles through her tears and tries to calm herself but it just keeps going on.

I should've seen this coming

" Stupid, now your gonna cry like a bitch" she mumbles to herself.

" Let's get married" y/n says enthusiastically. Jihyo playfully scoffs making the maknae pout.

" What?" Jihyo ask the sulking y/n.

" You're reaction though, you don't wanna get married to me?! Huh! Aish I'll just ask nayeon unnie."

Jihyo glare at her which makes shiver and cover herself in pillow.

" Say that again and I will never ever say yes to your proposal." Y/n spring with an adorable smile.

" So your going to say yes?" She ask hopefully the girls. Jihyo heart pumps faster heat rising to her cheeks.

" Maybe or maybe not~" she tease the younger.

" Oh come on~' y/n whined.

Jihyo pulls her down yo her lap and hig the girl tightly peppering her face with a lots of kisses.

" When the situation is fine, I won't hesitate to say yes...."

That night, jihyo regrets everything and how bad she feels about it.....

She know that the person she truly love has moved on....

And starting and living the life you've been dreaming about, but with her....

Because of her fucking mistake.

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" mommy? Is aunties meanie?" Daehan ask y/n.

" No bubs, they will going to love you. Just give it to them when we arrive" she said pertaining to the invitation.

" Mommy look! It's you in there!" Y/n laughs at kid when he saw the billboard.

" Am i pretty?" She ask.

Daehan nods.

" But, nayeon eomma said she's the prettiest"

" Aish..... This kid. Glad that i love the both of you. If not not i will seriously tie you guys together." Daehan scrunch her nose cutely then said.

" Oh no Mommy you can't do that....."

" Right, I can't."

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They hop off the car and she put on daehan's mask and cap to avoid some paparazzi and for the kids safety. They go inside the building were the girls live.

" Omo! Omo! He's so cute! Come here, bubs!" Jennie squeals

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Y/n was somewhat nervous, her hands are sweaty. You may wonder.... Well nayeon push her to give jihyo a invition and talk.

Yes, nayeon wants them to talk to have a closure.

"Just go and talk to her!" Nayeon's words rang repeatedly in her head.

Y/n knocked and welcome by a shock jihyo.

" H-hi"

" Oh hi, come in"

It was awkward to them, sitting in just a small distance didn't help at all.

" I guess your here because nayeon wanted to." Y/n clears her throat before opening her mouth.

" Uhm, y-yeah" she stutter.

She's still cute as before

Jihyo thought while looking intently at y/n.

" She wanted me to give you these"

Oh right nayeon wanted.... Not you

" You shouldn't have...... I know you're still angry.... And things will be awkward which is happening right now....." Y/n just laughs and shrug it off.

" No I'm not, well maybe at firts. But, i totally ok now, i already forgiven you"

" Thanks....."

" I'm also here to talk–"

" Okay! But, maybe can we go out or at a cafe or something" y/n nods.

Welp they end in han river with coffee in there hands.

They lean at railings and let the winter breeze hit their face.

It send them a bit chills but, nonetheless it was relaxing.

" You know i miss going in here specially with you" jihyo blush at her statement but still smile.

" You remember before that we used to sneak out in the middle of the just to a small date in here.... It's dangerous but, it's fun" you laugh at her and feel nostalgic about that memory of you together.

" Yeah! That's fun! Oh how i miss those moment's" you said unaware of it.

You sigh and look at her.

" Happiest memory is the saddest one because it'll remain as a memory and will never happen again" jihyo is not aware the latter is staring directly at her..

" Did you regret it?"jihyo nods.

" Very much~ i was so stupid! I was trying to find what's best for me. I choose him because i think he is better than but i was wrong......" Tears wells in her eyes, it still pained looking through her glossy eyes. Knowing that she's hurting from the past you pull her into comforting hug patting her back, like you used to.

" i wish, i just focus on making myself better for you than find someone better maybe none of these would happened."

" I was so selfish to someone else when you're here giving me all of you"

" I wish i make myself better~" 

" Stop blaming yourself, stop hurting yourself jihyo-yah. Maybe it's time to forgive yourself and......

Move on....."

" But, can you spend time with atleast a day. Just a day please."

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Jihyo prepared some food and somethings for picnic. She was all smiley and happy as she was spending time with y/n.

They got into a lake far from the city of seoul it was a private area that they rented to spend the day.

The was happy, they had fun chatting with other crack some joke or a playful banter until the night came.

They lay together under the light of the moon.

Jihyo stares at the admiringly her sparkle as the stars illuminated in her eyes.

She wants this moment to last.

A single drop in her eyes as she didn't this moment to end....

Y/n heard her sniffing and quick look at the older.

" I didn't want this to stop...." She cries. Y/n pity the girl but, she can't mutter a single word.

" Ji"

" I love you...."

" And i can't l-lose you"

She just kiss the latters crown.

" Ji, you're not gonna loose me, okay?" The younger holds the side of her face.

" But you gotta move on...."

For the last time she holds y/n like she don't wanna let go forever.