JUST ANOTHER MINUTE: SANA

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" Y/n-ah, please come back, we're all worried. Please just come home sweetheart" Nayeon's voice wavers through the phone. I kept silent for a second, I can't stop myself for being sad as I broke into a fit of sobs.

I heard Nayeon Unnie sniff on the line.

" Y/n, please go home I'll go to your place. You can't stay like that. She needs you–"

" I need her too!" I burst into tears

" I will Always need her! I swear unnie, I need her too. And I can't accept the fact that i will wake up one day without her by my side." I sob, a few bottles shattered. I can no longer recognize my room. A lot of broken chair, broken bottles represent my shattered heart

" And that's why you need to come home. You need to spend time with her, y/n please listen to me. You know how Sana can easily get scared. She needs you y/n-ah.''

" You should spend time with her, we don't know how long she will stay–"

" I'll come. Just stop saying that she only have a couple of time. She will live i know that.........." she promised






I took my keys to my house. After days of staying at my apartment. I make myself presentable and took all the things that Sana likes.

I plaster a smile as genuine as i can even though i want to break down at any minute.



I arrive at there rest house here in Japan. I took a lung full of breath before i enter her room.

Her mom smiles at me, a tear falling in the corner of her eyes.

" You're beautiful, just like what my Sana always tell me. Get inside she's been waiting" i give a curt nod before i twist the doorknob.

Our eyes locked immediately as the door creek open.

Her smile reached her eyes. Her brown orbs starts to water. Her body still attached to bed her weak body made contact with mine as i wrap my arms around her.

My Sana.

I didn't want to let go as i keep hugging her.

" Mianhe~ mianhe~ I'm sorry i didn't come. I should've get here sooner. I'm sorry i took long enough to come. I'm so sorry, hon."

I sob as she kept caressing my back while kissing my head passionately.

As much i want to stop the stream flowing out my eyes I can't, as much i keep my walls and keep my walls resistance I can't. Seeing my person like this...

Is excruciating.

All i can do is stay


Flashback

" Y/n chan come here" she called. I look up and i saw her standing infront

"Sana-ssi, annyeong!" I happily greet her.

Sana has been courting me almost a year now. She's very persistent i must say, with the amount of patient she had even though i kept on rejecting her

" Good morning my girlfriend" i squint my eyes and she has this cheeky adorable smile.

" You're funny Sana-ssi you could do better. Future girlfriend you mean? Your just courting" she smirk and lean closer a little too close, i can feel her warm breath on my nose.

" You said it y/n."

" Said what?"

" That you are my future girlfriend, so does that mean that you'll say yes to me in the future?" I was taken aback. I indeed say that

I blush, i hide my face away from her. I hear her giggles.

" So? Are you already falling for me? Yes or yes?"

Aish why did this cute creature exist? God did love me for giving me this adorable shiba inu. What a lucky hooman am i

" Can you stop teasing me"

" Nope, you're just so cute when your cheeks turn like this." She puff her cheeks as it slowly turns red. I giggled at her silliness

" Stop that you're holding your breath too much. How can i be your girlfriend if you would die infront me like that"

" Then I would look adorable in my funeral if that happens" i smack her arms harshly.

" Stop joking like that"

" Mianhe......."

" So? My future girlfriend, when do you plan to give me your precious yes?" I pretended to think for a while.

" Well............ Based on my calculations it would probably take a 235,675, 987,097 hours" she looks shocked and dissatisfied with my answer but, she quickly shrug it off then give me a genuine smile.

Along with the sun shining her brown orbs, the side of her eyes creases, her white pearly teeth flashes everytime her lips curve into a smile.

It would make my heart flatter everytime she would do that.

" Okie, y/nnie. That shouldn't be long enough" with strong determination in her eyes.

I took all my courage and shake of the nervousness out of my system i hook my arms

I captured her lips which made her stop.

" idiot, I'm just kidding. I'm just waiting for you to ask me again."

" I think you're not yet ready so i didn't bring that up"

" You're so cute, do you know that?" She nods

" Now, are you gonna ask me or not?"



Present

" Remember that day, the day we became a couple. I was so happy that day, also in that day you joked about your life. I was so pissed at first but, how can i stay angry at you. I'm already inlove with you at that time."

Did i do something wrong? I kept asking god all the time. Maybe he probably got tired of my questions

I always thought he love me so much for giving Sana in my Life, but, i also think that he just makes fun of me.

After giving that happiness for a while he will take her.

My questions is Why, Why would you make me feel loved then break me, why would you make me happy then take it.

Why her?

Why me?

" Sana-yah~ you said you won't leave me, right? But, i know that's impossible, cause death is inevitable........." Silent envelope us, no response coming from her only the sound of beep coming from the machine.

" You promised......" Her grip around my hands tighten and i look up from my position she gave me a small weak smile.

Beautiful

" Mianhe, y/n" fear arises within me as her hands loosen a little.

" Gwenchana, it's alright love. I'm sorry for being selfish......... I just– i love so much"

" I love you too, always"


Flashback

" Y/n, my love! Aren't you done yet?" I'm one more step away to finish

" Just a little more, just a few minutes more, my love!" I shout back

I took my perfume

" Be faster, Nayeon Unnie will be mad if we're going to be late in her wedding day"

" Can you wait for me a little more, besides I'm almost done."

I hear the door creaks. Her head peeps through the door.

" Hello~" omhygod! Wtf why, my girlfriend so cute and hot at the same time.

" Can you wait for me in the garage? I promise I'm almost done. Sorry for making you waiting, love."

" Nope, that's fine. I'll probably wait for you here"

I swear she's so understanding and patient.

So thank god for giving this girl to me.

" You're so beautiful, i love you~"











Present

" Just a little more, just a few minutes more, my love." I stand up and kiss her temple. For past weeks she can stay at there house but, now that her body is too weak that she needs to be confined.

For now it's too late to cure her illness the cancer cell already spread into her body that even a chemo therapy can't fight it.

She's like a ticking bomb that just waiting to explode. Her family kept doing everything to make Sana happy until her last moment.

I didn't leave her even it pains me to watch her suffer and hurt everyday.

I want to take all the pain, i want her to rest. But– I can't afford to loose though i know that every day that pass by her body wants to give.

She wants to fight, i can see it in her eyes it's just– her body wants other wise.

With the sleeping shiba in my side. Fortunately sleep is not visiting me at the moment. I don't want to sleep fearing that when i wake up she would not be here.

Sticking a few strands of loose hair behind her ears. Drops of tears escape at the side of my eyes, praying to god that she would give the courage to stay strong and train my heart to endure all the pain, the goodbyes that'll come.

" Can you just wait for me a little? I'm not ready yet" i plead.

" Just this time, i pray to god. Just–" I can't take it anymore, i ran outside the room leading me to the roof as i release scream and cry for agony.

Now, can someone tell me, how do i say goodbye?

Is it just me, that the sky looks grey rather than it's usual sunny day, is it just me, that the music sound nothing but, bland and boring one.

I feel like the days is going fast but too slow, I'm happy but, I'm also sad.

I think there's only one answer.

I'm not ready to let go of Sana

" Hello my love, so what's our agenda for today?" I ask cheerfully. She didn't answer but, she try so hard to smile.

" We can watch netflix since i bought my laptop. Though we don't have any snacks with us"

"Y/n-ah~"

" Hmmm? What is it?"

" Can we go home?"

" But–"

" Please, I'm getting bored in this place. Plus, i miss our home."

" Okay, I'll tell mom about, I'll call them."

Sana's mom break down as i tell her Sana's request. We want her to live, to stay with us longer but, with her simple request, our hearts shattered as she already accepted her fate.

With a heavy heart we got back to their house and spend her remaining time.

" Y/n-ah! Let's create more memory"



                       

                                          


And so we did.

We paint, watch her favorite films, and danced

Her body so frail as i carefully sway her. The warmth radiating from her that'll soon be gone, a beautiful song that will come to an end

" Y/n, my love?"

" Yes"  she looks at me as her orbs connects to mine an urge of electricity flows

" Can you hug me, I'm feeling a bit cold" i wrapped my arms around her protectively, a soft vanilla scent, her locks as soft as always.

I kiss the side of her head as she leans her head a bit.

She looks up once again.

" Y/n, I'm feeling tired, i can't hold anymore, I'm afraid that you're not ready yet."

" Sana– I, it's fine Satang" i gave her a soft smile

" Does my Satang wants to rest?" I ask her as if i was talking to a child, i want to ease the tension and to prevent myself from breaking down

" Ne, m-mianhe y/n-ah, it's j-just–"

" Shhhh~ don't worry my love, i will stay by your side, I'm ready." A smile of relief. We sat at the hood of my car, i let her sit infront and lay her back on my chest.











November 25, 2019. 9:46 pm.

A beautiful song finally came to an end, as the listener shed uncountable of tears.

Listening to the final note was also her final beat.











" Can you give me a little bit of time, i still can't let go of the rope. Jebal~"







































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