教師 : A shoulder to cry on

Jungkook kissing Aria....

I stepped back, I couldn't believe it, I didn't want to believe any of it but it did happen. How do I deny something I saw with my own eyes?

I pressed my mouth with my hand trying not to make any noise, the tears flushed through my eyes, I felt so betrayed and it came from a person who I thought I could blindly trust.

I didn't waste a moment in staying there and quickly rushed out, I didn't want to see them. For so long he had been lying, this was the actual reason why he was acting distant.

The tears won't stop from falling while I rushed out of the building, there was no way I was returning to the party or showing my face to anyone now. I left the building and walked mindlessly towards my dorm, my mind couldn't comprehend a single thing.

The area was empty and everyone was enjoying the party, only I was the one who left out. I walked fast with my head hung down, my heart was overwhelmed and tears rushed down my cheeks endlessly.

"Leave me alone!" I reacted when a hand grabbed my wrist, I didn't see the person but for a moment I wished it was Jungkook who came after me but I was wrong, it wasn't him, it was Taehyung.

He looked at me with a shocked reaction on his face and let go of my hand instantly. He saw me like that, he saw me crying, there was no way he would let me go without explaining and that was the least likely thing I wanted to do at that moment.

"Y/N what's wrong? Why are you crying? What happened?" Taehyung didn't drop a beat and asked me all that in one breath but all I could do was cry at that moment, I had nothing to explain.

He walked closer, grabbed my shoulders and shook me, "Y/N talk to me! What's the matter?" He was concerned, "Where's is Jungkook? Let me take you to him" he was about to drag me but I stopped.

"No. Please no" my voice shook and he turned to me with his eyebrows knitted together. "Please, I want to go to my room" I cried, I couldn't control any of my emotions.

Taehyung placed his hand on my head and pulled me into a hug, my head rested on his chest while I held into his blazer and he caressed my hair. "Is it about Jungkook?" He asked, I knew he would sense something, it was obvious.

"I ca- can't, it's not a fight, Jungkook cheated on me" Taehyung quickly broke the hug and made me look at him, there was pure disbelief in his eyes.

"What?! I guess there is a misunderstanding...."

"Taehyung I saw it with my own eyes, Jungkook kissed Aria" I hated to recall, I felt paranoid the emotions hitting me in waves.

"What? Impossible, I can't believe" I knew he would say that, I knew no one would believe me.

"I am not lying" I mumbled, Taehyung bit his lips, eyebrows furrowed. "I never thought he would use me like this, was I not good enough that he had to cheat? Why did he do it?" my eye bags felt swollen I was already having a breakdown.

"Hey, hey, hey. Calm down, don't think like that Y/N, I believe you. I don't know why he did something like t-that I am just speechless" he breathed out, "Y/N look at me, don't feel bad about yourself, don't question your worth for anyone"

"I don't know, I feel he used me for so long, I can't think straight" the cries were slowly replaced with hiccups and Taehyung rubbed my tears with hands.

"We can deal with this later, let me take you to your room" that was probably the best, I wanted to ignore everyone at that moment I didn't want to explain anyone anything. I even wanted to ignore Jungkook forever.

Taehyung walked by my side till we reached at my dorm room. The whole building was empty, only two of us still hanging on there. Another bad news hit me when I looked through my purse for the keys and couldn't find them anywhere.

"What's the matter?" Taehyung's deep voice mumbled and I looked for them. My mind was going crazy and I was going berserk.

"I can't find my keys, I dropped them somewhere" I couldn't take all these anymore and and started crying all over again. It was too much for me, I held my head and cursed myself but my friend stopped me.

"Wait, you can inform it to the University reception tomorrow morning and they will arrange a new pair of keys or better change the lock. If someone finds them hopefully they will return. You can stay at Dami or Sora's room for the night" Taehyung suggested and I shook my head, I couldn't everyone would know, they would charge me ask me stuff I didn't wanna answer or face.

"Please Taehyung, I beg you I can't face people like this, please" I sounded pathetic, I didn't know why I was acting like that but I couldn't think of anything better than running away at that moment.

"Okay okay, calm down. We will pull out some way" I was stressing him out as well and I felt bad for that too.  "Will you stay at my place for the night? I will stay somewhere else if you stay at my place" he suggested.

"Where will you stay?" I couldn't be selfish to the only person I had on my side at that moment.

"Yoongi is left for Daegu, he wanted to meet his brother so his room is empty and I got the spare keys. I can stay at his room and you can stay at mine. Because I don't know if you will be comfortable in his room and his stuff" it sounded good at that time and I nodded a yes.

"Thank you Taehyung" he smiled and hugged me tight patting my back.

"Don't say that, I am your friend. And don't worry things would be fine. Let's go" we left everything and made way towards his dorm building and lastly to his room.

He opened the door for me and asked me to be comfortable, "Don't hesitate to tell me if you need anything" he had a warmth in his voice that gave me some comfort.

"I wanna take a shower, do you have spare tshirts and pants?" I asked I was used to sharing Jungkook's outfit but he was not there with me anymore.

"Yeah" he said and quickly pulled out a oversized tee and shorts from the drawers and gave them to me. I wanted to pull off that dress that Jungkook gave me, I felt disgusted at that point. "Take a shower, I am leaving for now, I will bring you the dinner".

Taehyung left the room and I walked towards the bathroom. The unsettling feeling was still there, I felt so wasted, so useless being used by him. Everywhere he touched me, every where he kissed me before was hurting like a cut.

My stomach churned and I couldn't help but throw up. The bent down at the toilet seat and let the bile come out from my mouth, it was because of excessive stress. My head was starting to get dizzy and I couldn't stand straight.

I support myself on the wall and stood up to look at mirror, I looked sick. Puffy red eyes and dark circles underneath, I looked so tired and my face was pale. I sighed. I took the dress off and turned the shower on. The iced cold water felt good on my skin.

After I was done I pulled in the tee and shorts that Taehyung gave me and walked out of the bathroom. His clothes had a different smell, a new one that I was not used to. Taehyung had a stronger choice of sent while Jungkook chose soft fragrances because he was sensitive. I was so used to of Jungkook that I could easily differentiate between the two. And this contrast of them was increasing the emptiness inside me more, I was missing him more. I hated it, I hated myself for still thinking about him, for still loving him.

I dropped myself on the bed and stayed motionless, Taehyung went out to bring dinner but I had no appetite at all. I just wanted to rest and forget everything as if it was a bad dream. It hurt more when the memories flashed one after the other. I still remember what he told my father at that lunch and I was convinced that he was the most genuine guy I could ever get.

"Y/N" Taehyung's voice mumbled from the other side of the door while he knocked seeking for the permission to come in.

"Yes" I plainly replied and the door opened revealing the man behind. He was carrying a container on his hand which had the food from the party.

"The food is still warm so have it before it cools down alright?" He smiled and pulled a table in front of my bed and walked towards his kitchen to bring in a plate. "I brought the pasta, it's your favorite right?" He served the food on the plate and arranged everything.

"Did you eat?" I asked, he was doing a lot for me. Taehyung nodded as a response, "I am sorry, I ruined your party, you could have had so much fun" I was really feeling bad for depending on him so much.

"Hey" Taehyung cupped my face and made me look up, "You didn't do anything, it was my wish that I wanted to help you. Stop feeling bad about it, you didn't ruin anything" Taehyung's words were convincing but I knew he was excited to have fun and I ruined everything. "Y/N stop crying, you will fall sick like this" I couldn't help but feel like a burden for some reason. "Eat something, come on"

"I am not really hungry" I replied and Taehyung shook his head, I knew he wouldn't let me go starving.

"That's no excuse, I am not listening to it. If you don't eat you will fall sick" he took the plate in his hand, the pasta was still hot when he stirred it and shoved some of the food in my mouth. "You need to be strong, you look weak"

"I already, threw up when you were out" I said and his eyes became softened.

"I have some meds in the drawer, take one when you need" I nodded my head and Taehyung didn't leave me until I finished up everything from the plate.

"I will leave now, sleep tight and don't stress yourself. I know it's harder to do than said but atleast for your own good, don't fall sick" he said for one last time before leaving the room. "Goodnight"

"Goodnight"

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The next update might be at tonight, Indian time of course.

I really feel bad for Taehyung, he is just dragged in the drama XD

And guys don't make assumptions please lol it was so funny to see you guys thinking about the reason behind the kiss lmao. None of the interpretations are correct.

And lastly, Tutor is a light hearted Romantic book, so just sit and read without thinking much, cuz it's my job XD. Have fun!

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Jia7Rai