教師 : If the heart could speak

Jungkook's POV

"Woah Jungkook since when you became fascinated about nail polish?" Jimin gaped at my weirdly painted nail, "and why does each nail has a different color? What kind of a weird trend is this?"

"I am not fascinated about nail polish idiot, I just took Y/N to shopping last day and she did all these to test the colors" Jimin wheezed at this and I looked at him with the corner of my eyes.

"Bro you having a hard time" he laughed and almost rolled around, "It's so funny to see you like this. You are so whipped for her that you look pathetic"

"If you don't stop fooling around I will smack your head"

Y/N's POV

I walked towards the male dorms, I needed to talk to Dev. After the club night Hana has become so distant, she was with him till the end he must be knowing something.

I was about to climb the stairs but luckily I spotted him going towards the cafeteria. "Dev! Wait!" I called out from behind and he stopped on tracks.

I ran towards him and he welcomed me with a smile, "Hey Y/N, what's up?" he said.

"I have something important to discuss" he frowned at this.

"With me?" He raised his brows and I nod.

"Yes, regarding Hana" I was straightforward, "She is behaving weirdly, I last saw you with her making out, so you might be knowing" I asked and his face said that he knew what's going on.

He sighed before starting, "So you saw that, fine. It was Hana who insisted that makeout thing and then she asked if wanna date her and I said no. That made her mad I guess. She started asking did I kiss her and stuff and my answer was simple, she insisted the thing not me" it was so weird and totally a personal thing.

"Umm.... I know it's your personal thing but why did you agree? like you could have expected" Dev sighed for the second time.

"I already had a big rant with Hana regarding this but if you really want to know I would say. I could have done it with any random girl in the club and it wouldn't have been a big deal but I did with someone in our friend circle, why would I do that you think? Because she insisted. At first I thought it would be a one time thing but she wanted to date which I can't because I don't like her in that way to date her. Infact she pulled that friendship card to get my sentiments so I date her, but I am not dating anyone who I don't have genuine feelings for" he was so strong in his opinion.

"But she looks really down, maybe you will get feelings after you get to know each other" I state, I didn't want to force him but Hana got my full sympathy.

"No Y/N, I won't" he replied and it was surprising.

"How can you be so certain?"

"Because I know myself, I know what I am" he smiled, "When you know yourself, when you understand what you want, it's not really difficult to find who you like"

He was right

I walked back towards my dorm, in these few days in the University I got to learn a lot of different perspectives and each one has something to pick up on.

I opened the door, I didn't lock it with the keys because I forgot as usual, but the place is safe, no one would do anything.

I walked in my room and got startled as soon as my eyes fell on the bed. A shopping bag was lying there and I walked towards it.

My eyes got wide as soon as I  saw the wine red dress from yesterday. Jungkook did this....

Inside the bag there was a note, don't put this away, I like this dress you will look good in this.

It feels strange, he making steps, initiating things all this is making me think. What he actually wants? I wish he could be a little clear because I am clueless, I don't wanna conclude anything based anything on mixed signals like this and moreover I have yet to discover what I want.

If that becomes clear, it would be easy to understand myself.

I needed to talk to Jungkook, atleast thank him for this.

I knew Taehyung is taking a day off from his practice so he would probably be in the library. He will know where can I find Jungkook.

I left my room immediately, this time locking it, because everytime I don't lock coincidentally Jungkook goes in.

I quickly scooted towards the library, I was not walking fast but I was running, my mind was messing up real bad. Firstly, Dev slapped some facts on my face without realizing and then Jungkook acting like this. I knew only Taehyung could help me at confusing moments like this, he has slowly become my bestfriend throughout the time.

I walked in hurriedly and went to the poetry section, Taehyung is obsessed with deep poetic stuff so he had to be there, my bestfriend instinct told me that and I was right. He was there sitting and reading something, his eyes locked on the pages.

I walked towards him getting his attention and he looked up. Taehyung didn't miss to smile as soon as he saw me, "Yo, what brings you here?"

I took a seat beside him, "Can you tell me where I can find Jungkook?" I asked my he frowned biting his lips, he was thinking.

"I think you will find him at the practice ground" he said and I shook my head.

"No, not among all those people" I  replied

"Won't be come your dorm for the art thing?" He replied and I shook my head again.

"No, he said he would be busy in the evening with some team work. He has to submit some sports list so he will be making that, and moreover I don't wanna go to his dorm and disturb him" I said and Taehyung was sensing something.

"Anything serious?" He asked.

"I don't know yet, will tell you when I get to know" I replied and he breathed out a chuckle.

"You know the sports building? The building where all the locker rooms are and sports equipments are kept?" He said and I was not sure.

"The five storied building beside the tennis field?" I asked and he nodded.

"Yes that one. Go to the terrace of that building before twilight, Jungkook watch the sunset from there everyday, he is alone at that time" Taehyung responded.

"You sure he will be there" I was just anxious.

"Yes, he will. Just reach there as soon as the light starts to break" I sighed, what was happening?

Taehyung smiled at me, "What are you thinking?" He caught me off guard.

"Nothing, there's much time left" I mumbled and dropped my head on the table. I closed my eyes for a moment, maybe I was overthinking about all this. I just hoped to get an answer.

A hand landed on my head and caressed which made me open my eyes. I looked up to see Taehyung smiling, "Don't stress yourself, things will turn out fine" he doesn't really know what was going on, even if he could hint he doesn't know the whole thing. But the way he had my back assured me.

"I found a cool poem by an anonymous poet, it's beautiful wanna hear?" He asked and I agreed thinking that it could help me to think less, but I was wrong.

"It's a song of love, it's a flow of ecstasy.
Life is nothing but a story about you and me,
We have to attain something and lose something,
The meaning of life is coming and going,
We have to steal a lifetime from this short life.
Life is nothing but a story about you and me,
It's a song of love"

This is not helping...

I walked up the stairs. It was the exact time Taehyung asked me to. My heart was pacing up with each closer step I took towards the terrace.

The sunlight was breaking, a misty yellow and warm light surrounding everywhere, it was the golden hour as we all say.

I reached the terrace, it was quiet and empty except a boy standing on the other side and leaning on the railing, he had his back face towards me, Jungkook.

I didn't know how to greet him, he would totally be surprised to see me. I didn't know if I was invading his personal space and whether he would be pleased about this.

I breathed out and walked him, "Jungkook" I mumbled and he turned around. His eyes widened for a while after seeing me.

"Y/N? You here? Is everything fine?" He asked and left his place and walked towards me.

The moment I looked into his eyes I realized it would be harder than I thought.

"Yeah, I j-just came to thank you like for the d-dress" I blurted out and Jungkook smiled. "Sorry if I disturbed anything".

"No, you didn't" he responded, "I stay alone here to watch the sunset, you didn't have to put efforts to come here all the way" this suddenly made my cheeks turn hot for no reason.

"I wanted to urgently thank you" I quickly respond, I didn't want him to anything else.

"Who told you though? That I will be here" Jungkook asked.

"Taehyung did, I asked him about you" he nodded.

"So, would you like to stay here till sunset? It's beautiful" he smiled and I agreed to wait with him.

I thought I would be clear and straightforward in asking him but why I was thinking so much.

Jungkook and I walked towards the cemented seat that was in the middle of the terrace.

The light has broken, the sun was close to the horizon. The daylight turned in a orangish shade tinting everything to its color in which it fell.

It was amazing, no wonder why Jungkook rushes here everyday to see it.

I looked at his face, he was glowing and a smile tugged in his face. Should I ask him now?

"Umm... Jungkook?" I mumbled lowly.

"Sunsets are beautiful aren't they?" He smiled at me, I bet he didn't hear what I said just. My heart was picking up his pace I don't know how to place my words correctly without any misunderstanding.

Steady Y/N, Steady....

"I came here to ask something" I breathed out and suddenly a lump formed in my heart as soon as he questionably raised his brows, "Why did you suddenly buy me that? And your other actions as well, they are difficult to understand" I said without stammering.

"Because we have been together for so long, so these are just genuine emotions" He faintly smile, a few minutes left till complete sunset and night sky.

Genuine emotions,

So is there's nothing special, it's just genuine emotions for him. Guess I was overthinking.

I nodded.

It's good right? He and I are just friends, it should be only genuine emotions.

I looked at the floor of the terrace, darkness was falling upon.

"When you know yourself, when you understand what you want, it's not really difficult to find who you like"

I think I don't know myself well, I still don't know what I want, that's why I am so clueless.

It's only Genuine emotions, nothing more.

We are still friends

Jungkook's POV

"God damn Jungkook how can you be such an idiot!" Jimin screamed at me as soon as I told him what happened.

"Wait what wrong did I do? I played it safe with her—"

"You fucking idiot! Who asked you to play safe when she came running to you by herself! You had the best chance to confess and you lost it..... such a dissapointment" Jimin threw his body on the couch, frustrated.

Did she really come to me?

"You could have just kissed her and things would have been better" I looked at him, seems like I really missed big this time.

"How to compensate?" I quickly ask, he must be having a solution.

"Wait till it happens again, if she came to you then she definitely feels something" Jimin response and my heart pick up a strange pace, she really felt something? Finally.

"But you have a problem to solve Jungkook, you don't know Y/N well, how she feels, what she thinks at times, what makes her flustered and all. Girls are like math problems, if you don't understand your problem how will you solve" Jimin sounds like the wise men from past.

I need to understand her more

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