Hello dear all :-) As promised I am posting today and hope you'll be happy to read a rather long and intense chapter with something like 4 POVs ... it took some time to fix all of them together, but you'll see about it.

Hope very much you'll enjoy it, so please let me know what you think of it! I want to thank you all for your messages and comments and for reading the interview! You are super sweet just like Jasper!

A special shout-out to Kellynaz as two days ago it was your birthday, right? HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Then, look at the shout out at the end of the chapter!

Dedicated to all of you and in particular to meli0099 for being such an incredible fan and thank you sweetheart for your warm and supporting comments! <3 <3

On the right a lovely banner Klovis made for me which perfectly fit the first part of the chapter, thanks darl! xox

Now ... Enjoy!

DMITRI POV

I woke up very drowsy and my eyelids seemed to feel overly lazy and couldn’t get the idea of going up; I grumbled something then felt the light of the sun coming from the window on my eyes and so my eyelids squeezed shut, but then my entire body registered a warm and smooth presence right beside me and it all went completely clear.

And I was wide awake.

I mean man, completely wide awake.

Jasper, my incredibly sexy and sensual and stunning and sweet and cute boyfriend, was there on his side, his sleeping face looking at me and resting between our pillows, snuggled on my shoulder and one hand resting on my back. I was partially laying on my tummy facing his super cute messy head and inviting lips and had my arms securely snaked over his waist. Man, I could really get used to this, I mean, waking up every day beside my kitty. Wow … no kidding when they say that love changes people. I mean, look at my best buddy and at how he changed with his crazy boyfriend, and look at me: I had completely changed mentality about relationship the moment I realized my feelings for Jasper. What was extraordinary to me was the fact that it didn’t even scare me, not in the least, because it felt natural and only giving me a great and warm feeling of being complete and loved. Man, my kitty might be shy outside, but wow, last night had been wonderful and right now my buddy downstairs was telling how awake he was. But aside the physical attraction, Jas made me really feel loved and necessary for him and I loved to feel in this way, because I knew he felt the same.

I kept staring at him and my hand took to softly caress his side and back, tasting his velvety and vanilla-tasting skin and his muscles slightly reacted to my touch and when my caresses went a bit harder, my monkey let out a darn tempting muffled moan and crap, I wasn’t now completely awake. Now I was ready and set to win the gold medal for the Olympic Games of Sex. I groaned at my being that much horny and turned on, and probably groaned too loud, because Jasper opened his eyes studying my face and with a brownie plus double cream and cheery on top smile he wished me good morning. Thank God, he hadn’t yet realized my state of mind and of hormones.

“Good morning, Dima.” He murmured with a to-die-for super cute pair of dimples.

Oh man, look at his skin and his messed-after-sex hair … argh, stop it dofus and greet your sweet boyfriend.

“Hey Jas, morning. How did you sleep?” Crap, my voice clearly betrayed my state of mind.

He crooked his brows sensing something in me and then decided well to snuggled closer and pressed his tempting and firm body on me. I swallowed pretty loudly and tried to roll on my side to avoid having my kitty feel me completely, but darn it, he sort of smirked and pressed closer.

His hand began to trace lines on my back and his nails teasingly scraped it, making me shiver and growl in my throat. His fingers travelled on my front and up and down studied my abdominals, with his eyes fixed on me and still smiling in that apparent innocent way. Right, I got to see that my baby could be not so innocent in certain moments and damn it, I loved that. His fingers and nails slipped up and teased right my now hard nipple and when I closed my eyes and groaned out not so quietly, my kitty giggled and snuggled closer, my hard and pulsing length now pressing on his thigh.

Oh man, he was going to have me completely gone in a matter of two seconds. I was about to drop on my knees at his feet and tell him to do whatever he wanted.

“I slept very well, tiger…” He nuzzled my neck and heard him inhale. Good God, was this the same Jasper I fell asleep with? “You smell so good.” His lips brushed on my neck and my eyes jerked open.

I took a sharp breath and in a blink pushed him flat on his back. I was now hovering over and for a moment I feared I did something too hasty and harsh, but when his eyes met mine, there was no tension or uneasiness. Only love and desire and that cute and tempting trace of shyness, as he was blushing with wide eyes.

“Baby, you need to realize the effect you have on me, seriously. Feeling you like this is a damn turn on Jas and makes me want to jump you right here, right now.” Oh that sounded very romantic, you moron.

He widened more his eyes and then chuckled in a relaxed way, slipping his hands in my hair. He gave me another tempting smile and pulled me closer and I wanted so much to attack him with a mind-screwing kiss, but remembered we had just woken up. Ok, my kitty still tasted of chocolate and cream and I had no idea how he managed to do that, but not so sure about myself.

“Really? Uhm…it seems you have quite an effect on me, too, tiger.”

I froze there a split of a second to let his words and the tone of his voice sip deep into my brain. Alright, and into my buddy. Then I gulped down and felt like burning.

“You are such a teaser, monkey.” I said with husky and restrained voice and you know what he did? He just pulled me down completely and gave my lips a soft peck. Oh crap, with that I felt him completely, I mean, completely man and believe me when I say we were on the same page. I pulled back and closed my eyes because it was getting too hot. “Give me a sec, baby.”

“Dima, why you always try to restrain yourself? You did that last night, too. You held back, so tell me why? Is it because of me? Because I am a guy and maybe..”

What the hell? Was he nuts?

“What the hell Jas? Are you nuts? I.. I don’t hold back because you are a guy or whatever crap might cross your mind, but simply because I don’t want to behave like an insensitive and horny jerk. Jasper, you turn me on crazy hell time, but we had our first time just last night and it was your very first time and I mean, I am worried to hurt you and want to take it easy and give you the right time to adjust and feel..hmm..” His lips had silenced me with a hard and grazing kiss, his tongue slipping inside my mouth and having me grinding on him and groaning in his mouth.

Alright, I guess he couldn’t care less I hadn’t brushed my teeth, given the way he deepened the kiss and actually took control over it.

Oh man, was that insanely hot and arousing.

When he broke the kiss looking all flushed and blushing, his eyes wide and sparkling with that sexy determined light, I was a pool of melted Dmitri.

“I don’t want you to hold back, Dima. Uhm well, not saying I am for really wild and hard things..” When he said that he terribly blushed and stuttered on a couple of words and he looked away a moment and couldn’t help finding that damn cute and adorable. I loved his boldness, but I loved in the same way his sweet shyness. “Oh boy, can’t believe I am saying this, but uhm well, ok, maybe, but well, boy no, not sure about the really rough and wild uhm actions, but…” He closed his eyes a moment and took a long, deep breath. “But I want you to be yourself completely…I want all of you.”

Believe me when I say that was as much as a love confession as the words “I love you” were. Someone as shy and calm as Jasper was now telling me that wanted all of me, I mean, he wanted me not to hold back. God, as I said, he made me feel so special and loved and I adored my kitty.

“Jas, you know I love you like crazy? Man, you’re just a continue surprise, a wonderful and stunning surprise and love you so much. Well baby, I won’t hold back if you promise to do the same.” I winked and he blushed to his ears, but then shook his head and giggled.

“Oh boy…sure, promise.”

“Awesome and Jas, no need to worry with me, I am not into wild and hard actions, for sure not like those two horn dogs of Sasha and Travis.” With that he began to softly laugh and his fingers tangled in my hair. “It actually arouses me the idea of you riding me, oh man, that’s a real and damn crazy turn on.” And with that I bit my tongue because I had just talked without thinking first. Jasper stopped laughing and widened his eyes sort of blabbing a “what” and playfully slapped my neck.

“Such a bad and naughty tiger.” He said now giggling. Oh Lord, I loved when he giggled and what he said actually turned me on even more.

“Jas, I might actually like dirty-talking.” I blabbed out again without thinking first. Man, I was hopeless, I just knew it.

“You are terrible, Dima.” He gasped now going thermonuclear, but he pulled me down again and our foreheads touched. “But I love you like crazy, too and I love this easy-going and blunt side of you, it makes everything so easy and natural for me. But uhm well, not so sure right now about the dirty-talking..” Oh man, with those words I knew he would really think about that.

“What about riding me then? Last night you looked so damn sexy, Jas and …” Alright, let’s shut up before saying something not so romantic and sweet.

“Oh boy, well, uhm..must confess I liked it, too. Uhm well, very much..I felt it was me driving you in that way and not the other way, so it gave me a strong feeling.”

Man, Jasper was indeed perfect for me; he was my other and complementing half.

“Hmm, baby…give me a sec and how about we already try to make you feel that strong feeling again?”

I had a super moronic grin on my face and couldn’t care less to wipe it away. We were making breakfast now, me pancakes and Jas coffee and I believe scrambled eggs and wow, it felt the best. Damn, we just had a super hot love-making and oh man, my monkey could be such a daring and sexy teaser and the way we just … argh, snap out of it dofus, and concentrate on the pancake you are making right now, the only thing you know how to decently cook. I just hope it’s going to taste not too bad.

But hey, cut me some slack, k? You have no idea how terribly arousing and sexy my kitty was. Err, I knew for a fact last night had been his first time, but well, trust me when I say that it was quite impossible for me to believe it, if you catch my words. Man, Jas had a talent for that, no kidding dude and good God, did he know how to tease me and have me going insane. Argh…snap out of it dork, you’re seriously turning into some sex-addicted. No, wait a moment, wait a damn moment. Let’s make a clear point here. I wasn’t turning into a random sex-addicted, hell no. I was turning into a sex-with-Jasper-addicted, yeah, that was. I grinned and chuckled and then cursed at my own idiocy. Man, I was so far gone.

I grunted and shifted stance when my own moronic and turned-on thoughts had my buddy going happy; Jee, Jasper in the shower was about to kill me. Ok, we didn’t do anything in the shower, simply washed and it’s been already amazing he agreed to shower together, so only hot water went through, but damn it. Water dripping down his lean and sexy body was enough to have me going on full power and I think I controlled simply because we are at the beginning of our physical relation and wanted to savor it bit after bit.

Jasper’s body completely naked and water-dripping, his hazel hair wet and brushed completely back with his head tilted back to enjoy the shower…argh…I was going to burn and err..what’s this smell? Oh shoot, the pancake! Damn, I didn’t burn it, right? Is it going to taste fine? Oh I so hope it’s not going to taste complete crap, given how I sucked at cooking.

“It’s going to be super yummy, tiger.” Jasper out of the blue purred in my ear, handing me some butter and I almost jumped out of my skin. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn’t hear him approaching me.

“Err, you passed on a new stage of the force and now you read minds?” I asked him furrowing my blonde brows. He giggled in my ear and then pecked my cheek.

“Nope, still at the same level as you, but somehow I can guess what’s on your mind and you were staring at those pancakes with such a funny and concentrated expression, almost mumbling something probably in Russian, that uhm, it was quite obvious. They smell delicious and I am honestly very hungry.”

“Wonder why, baby.” I offered him a wicked smirked and winked and he blushed. Ah man, how cute was he when acting all shy and timid. My fluffy and sweet kitty.

“Oh boy, not my fault, it-it is you affecting me that much and uhm well..” He surprised me with a quick kiss on my lips. “I loved it, you are amazing tiger.”

Now dudes, you have no idea what means for a guy to hear from his sweet half that they loved it and that we are amazing and great in bed. It boosts our ego and pride and as well our hormones to no end. And my man just said that not just one time, but three times. Damn right, I counted them and not because I was a moronic jerk with a larger than life ego that lived to hear that, no. It was because for me it meant everything hearing that from his lips and knowing that he loved our love-making and the way I went around. I wanted to give to Jasper everything and make that everything perfect for him.

“Hmm, Jas I loved it, too…you’re incredible and you sure know how to drive me crazy. I mean, I seriously never felt like this before.”

And that wasn’t the same and sappy crap you dish out to a chick for the peace of mind’s sake. Those were sincere and honest words. I truly never felt so much pleasure before and so damn hot; and I wasn’t someone like Sasha that always said how boring sex was and how he never really enjoyed it. I did; well, right now I should say I thought I did, because man, sure it had never been like now with Jasper.

“Uhm, really?” He asked studying my eyes with his chocolate and scrutinizing sweet candies. My man could be quite darn mesmerizing when setting his eyes on yours. I blinked a couple of times like a moron and smiled at him.

“It’s the truth, Jasper. Not saying for the sake of it and you know that. I mean, I suck big time at pretending and putting on a poker face and anyway, wow kitty, can we do it again?” I was mostly joking and he pulled my earlobe gasping and blushing.

“Dima, bad tiger, bad tiger.” He chuckled and shook his head. Err, he didn’t exactly say no, right? “I am hungry now and you’re about to burn that pancake.”

“Oh shit.” I turned off the flame and turned around the pancake to see whether I messed up or not, but lucky me it was intact. “It’s still edible.”

He brought a plate and I dished the pancake there with the others and sat them on the table and then realized the eggs smelled so yummy that my stomach began to growl like a really pissed off Chewbacca. Jasper placed the pan on the table and my mouth watered at the sight of it: scrambled eggs with cheese, ham and a bit of veggies we didn’t use last night. My man could kick ass with his cooking.

“Man I am starving.” I grabbed the maple syrup and jam and finally sat down to enjoy breakfast. My first breakfast alone with my boyfriend. I poured coffee for him and myself and then we dug in our food. Hmmm … so yummy.

“Hmm, baby I love your cooking, so please, make more breakfasts for me, k?” I said after gulping down a huge portion of eggs. He giggled and nodded.

“Uhm ok, if you make for me pizza again and pancakes.”

Oh I actually knew what I could try to make for him.

Brownies.

Oh yeah, man.

Brownies with cream.

Oh they are going to taste so damn good on his smooth and vanilla-chocolate tasting skin and then…err, Dima, you’re worrying me, seriously. I shook my head and offered him an idiotic grin and we continued with our breakfast. Jasper then stood up and went to look for an extra spoon for the jam and out of impulse I grabbed his wrist and jerked him right on my laps.

“Dima?” He asked me eyeing my curiously.

“Just sit here with me, if it’s not too uncomfortable.” I told him. Jas looked at me a moment and then beamed.

“Boy, it sure isn’t uncomfortable for me.”

ANATOLY POV

I parked the bike outside the garage and then stretched my arms in the air. It had been a damn long night and the police almost caught us a couple of times, but we were faster and just left them behind. Ha, my gang won the races and it was all because of me and it gave me such burning pride to know it was my doing, my ability in touching the limit and actually surpass it, putting the bike down with my knee and elbow scraping the concrete, the rear wheel slightly disheveled, because I loved to sideslip and feel the chill of adrenaline going down my spine and irradiating in my veins.

In those rare times, I felt alive.

I spotted my brother’s jeep inside the garage, as I decided to use the back entrance to avoid annoying meetings and sure as hell that loser was still in bed right now with his pathetic little b!tch. A sigh left my mouth and my feet stopped in front of the door, while my forehead banged it.

Again.

Why it couldn’t be over? Why I had to have those feelings and emotions all over again? They were wrong, disgusting, revolting and utterly sick.

But again, they were howling into me.

And it was his entire fault. Their fault.

F*ck it. Who was I kidding? It was MY fault for being this pathetic and sickly wrong.

With caution I opened the door and looked around to see whether that scary bastard of Oleg was around, since haven’t seen him creeping around for a couple of days and sure didn’t see him last night. Right, he probably was with my father and mother, away for some business trip or whatever the like and of course, that came first. So see? I was soon forgotten and left aside. But who cares, I was used to that and so even Oleg wasn’t different, even despite his words and talks. After assessing the bastard wasn’t around, I made it upstairs and when I managed to cross the living room, I heard voices in the kitchen. My skin irked and I felt sick.

It was that loser of my twin brother laughing like an idiot with his “boyfriend” and that little dimwit just giggled like a sissy. What he saw in him? What the hell?

Pathetic Anatoly Denisov, utterly pathetic.

You knew what he saw in that kid, Jasper, perfectly well, because you realized that, too. Sure, I beat the crap out of him and of his friends, but … there was something in him and it pained me to admit how Dima actually changed since they got together.

Yes, it pained me.

And it enraged me insanely.

The door was left open and my body stood there petrified at the scene in front of me and felt a slimy and evil grimace rise on my lips and face, making my eyes twitch. They didn’t obviously see me, as usual, as they were lost in their disgusting fag world and occupied with giggling at each other like a couple of retard idiots. What a revolting view. What an