I dont care - 34

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Warning this might be too steamy for some of you, so you can skip a few if you want I'll put a notice under the end of the intimate scene .

He pulled back, and looked me in the eyes I could practically see the lust swirling in his eyes "Ella your practically naked, and on my bed what do you expect." He said breathlessly

Just that moment I noticed that I was in fact practically naked, but guess what I didn't care I wanted this, and no one can stop me from getting what I want... well I hope not.

I looked Ryder in the eye to notice he had a mischievous look in his eye which I most surely had the same exact look in my eye hopefully.

"I don't care." I fiercely said giving him no time to react before I smashed my lips to his.

He was caught off guard for sure, but it didn't take him long to recover.

In a span of mere seconds he had me under him with both my hands pinned above my head. He then went on to attach me with wet open mouth kisses starting from the corner of my mouth all the way to my neck. While I was writhing under min trying to get my hands out of his strong grip wanting nothing more than to feel him.

I couldn't help the moans that slipped past my lips I bit down on my bottom lip in hopes that it'll keep the moans in.

"Stop hiding your moans" he all but growled into my neck " I love the sound of them." I obliged to his order.

I was finally able to get my hands free from his hold, and of course my first action was to get his shirt off him. Which I failed miserably at, because of the pleasure he was causing me by all the open mouth kisses he was planting all over my body.

He finally seemed to get the message, and pulled his shirt off. Before going back to placing kisses down my neck while his hands roamed my body. When his lips reached my collar bone area he seemed to slow down as if unsure wether to continue or not.

I tangled my fingers through his hair, and gave him a light tug as a sign of approval.

That seemed to do it for him as the next thing I know he's untying the not that was keeping my robe in its place, and in seconds I was completely vulnerable, and bare to him.

Although weirdly enough the only thing that ran through my mind right then and in that moment was.. thank god I shaved .

His eyes roamed my body before meeting mine "beautiful" he mumbled hoarsely.

Before going back to his attack on my body. He kissed down my cleavage line sucking slightly obviously leaving a trail of hickeys.

My hands roamed his body bit by bit, and god was he a Greek god.

Safe to continue :)) for those who have skipped the first part :D

But all of a sudden it all stopped. Ryder froze mid kiss before shaking his head and mumbling " I can't do this"

After those words slipped passed his mouth millions of thoughts ran through my head. As I quickly re wore my robe in shame.

Was I not good enough ? Was my body not as good as the other girls he's been with? What if he noticed I wasn't worth it . God is he going to brake up with me now??

"Eww Ella you sound like a wuss " my inner voice taunted me.

As if Ryder sensed or noticed how wrong what he said came across. He quickly went on to say " no no it's not you god no your the prettiest girl I've ever met, your also have one of the hottest bodies anyone could ever ask for, any guy would kill to be in my place right. It's jut that ..." he trailed running his hands through his hair as he tried to find the right words.

He leaned forward and took my hand in his while he wiped a tear from my cheek. Ugh I didn't even notice I was crying until he did that.

He looked me straight in the eye while caressing my cheek with one hand, and held my right hand in the other, as he said his next words " I know your a virgin, and I don't want to take something that special under these conditions, I want it to be special for you"

" I don't ever want you to look back and regret it, and I wouldn't use you like that Ella , your emotional right now with all that's happening with your mom, I won't take advantage of you while your in a weak stage." He said causing more tears to spill out my eyes, but for the opposite reason that he thought " of god no Ella don't cry please baby, I didn't mean it in a bad way"

I shook my head stopping him before he does on to apologize any more.

" I'm not crying, because I'm sad silly" I said with a small smile, he scrunched up his eyebrows in confusion before I went on to explain "It's just that no one has ever really cared as much to show me as much affection, and care as you have. I'm just lucky to have you." I said giving him a quick peck on his lips which where now in a full blown smile.

"If anyone here is lucky it's me" he said before kissing my head, before getting up, and disappearing into his closet.

Not much longer he came back into sight, but this time with one of his shirts in hand. He came up to me, and handed it to me. " I'm sure that robe wouldn't be comfortable to sleep in." He mumbled with a slight smile.

I gave him a small smile before getting up, and stepping into his bathroom where I did my business, and everything then before going back into his room I removed my robe, and slipped on his shirt which smelled just like him. For any of you wondering it's a good thing, because Ryder always smells good well in my opinion, and also the fact that he usually sprays the perfume Bleu from Chanel is a bonus.

"Stop it you sound like a creep" my inner voice went on to taunt

"Shut up you love it" I replied before going back to my senses, and stepping out of the bathroom.

When I was back in his room I noticed the lights were off, but I could lightly see the outline of Ryder on his bed due to the slight light coming from under his door. I quickly made my way towards his bed before getting in, and cuddling into a willing Ryder.

He placed his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. Before mumbling " night princes"

I snuggled closer to him accepting all the comfort he was offering before whispering back in a small voice " night"

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An

Hope you liked this chapter. So just thought I'd inform you guys that I have started a new book it's called " The Alpha's mate" its on hold right now I'll start posting chapters once I'm finished writing this one, so if you'd like you can add it to your reading list or anything. I've even posted its prologue if your interested in checking it out.

Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter.

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