Chapter 4-

SCHOOL NIGHT HAUNTING

LIFE! What do you think is the reason for your birth? Purpose? Agenda...

There has to be something right? Why do we live in a place called earth? Why not mars? Why are we here and why do we feel sad, anxious, happy, excited in every different situation, they all have their joy and different experience right! LIFE is a beautiful mess to live; and so was mine...

Let me come to my part now, I guess I had enough of world theories put forward and express my view but what about it? Why I am even writing and sharing it is because it's one hell of a story and I think you all shall know about it...

ALL GOOD REASONS TO LIVE!

There was a day where this confused guy would have ended his life long ago but, then he got all good reasons to live smile, and spread his energy around this world. Amazing right! Too many people will be going through these situations at least once which lets us end all these worldly matters. Be in a peaceful situation right with no worries no cellphones no people. Let's not do it! Anyhow, guys life is beautiful, and you just need a purpose to live with all due respect do not let it end with a sad ending. There is always a happy ending? No! There's no end to your imagination, your soul, your voice, spread it, live it, and enjoy it! You don't need to stop it right here or after some years, this body of yours will fade away but you, my friend will be eternal in this matter of the world, millions of people are there with you just hold to it and work through it!

Day (somewhere between 17-20 years of age) where there was all the fuss, where I was thinking to just end it! Sadness was much around me, ever lived alone? No, I didn't mean staying alone No! When everyone is around you and still you feel alone, the worst place for a human to be!

When people around you are just for time being and you needed someone to share your day with, speak and say what is in your heart and you don't have anyone.

At this time I was feeling the same, days were passing and I was just assuming things were right, lack of maturity, lack of confidence, a guy with lack of communication skills! A person with hundreds of people around him but still he was searching for someone, don't give me that look I'm not talking about the soul mate thing, I'm talking about a connection of friendship and love which are extinct these days!

F~ can't say the name for privacy purposes but F~ was the person I got that time. From eating together to sharing things and even staying together F~ was there but I didn't know what was the purpose of F~ to be around with me?

(Mainly to create fictional drama)

Felix was the guy I got as a great friend of mine in high school with all those good memories thank you! But wait until those all turned into bad ones...

We shared the same interest, even the same birthday month and it was joyful to be around with him, from bunking classes together to having night outs He was there! I was living great moments of my life.

Felix! He was dark tall and not handsome but he was my friend and he was smart, really smart!

Day 1- It was after winter break never spoke to him before, Felix was a guy with silence and sincerity being bullied by a senior he saved me! Guess what I have been bullied a lot of times but that's a different story to tell (spoiler alert) I'll let you all know about it soon...

Being bullied was the most hated thing for me, like why always me, No one knows until yet, some people are just born to be bullied in school I guess! Well, that doesn't matter now after being at this stage in life. It was sports day and believe me I suck at sports, I was the guy who provide refreshments to my mates, it was not my game!

"Pass the ball Dumbo," said the high school senior I wished I had heard him at that time but I was busy with looking and questioning why winds blow from the right and why I'm not flying (the gravity concept was just being explained by our teacher and I wanted to prove it wrong) dumb right! I know anyway, "pass the Ball! HEY! YOU!" Yelled the senior to me, but you know where I was busy right into my imagination.

"Can't you pass the ball, Hey you?" While on the way towards me and I did completely not know of it.

He came towards me and pushed with a force, I was still confused about what is going on until a punch came! Right into the eye and it was all blackout for me, lying on the ground I heard Felix saying "Leave him alone or I will complain to the teacher guys" and there was the moment of spark when we both became best of friends!

Since then we shared a lot of things who knew that my best friend wanted everything which I own without even asking it!

We started sitting together in the midterms and it was joyful, we created notes and studied together, exams were tough I guess but with the help of Felix, it went well.

Then the day came when everything changed for my entire life, and I still regret my friendship with Felix.

The guy I trusted the most, spending most of the time with him went rogue and against me, in the term, you can't even imagine...

Why! I don't know maybe better grades, appreciation, I still don't know but what I know is that the fear, I go through it comes into my mind when I hear the word MAYA.

Camping days of school, a trek to Bangalore everything went well until I saw her No! she isn't a girl, a friend of mine she's one of the reasons I am alive and fighting but, she's a reason behind my idea of killing myself.

I was all into the mud, playing with my mates and having a lot of fun but then the maiden called "COME FOR DINNER" we are serving, we all rushed to the bathroom for cleaning ourselves.

Mirror! I first saw her in the mirror, Still standing and a finger towards me with an indistinct voice she said "Y..O..U" ever went so cold that you could not even move, I was scared to death who was she? And what is going on, were the questions on my mind...

I fainted in the washroom and it was just the start. Then I saw her again in my dreams standing with a smiling dark face, she was dark with red blood on her lips and hands, dark hair and cold she was someone still I see sometimes around me, now people know why my hands are always cold.

Speaking of her she was sent by someone to distract, kill me, I don't know what is the purpose of her but after school, she rarely disturbs me. Although I can feel her around me as it's late night and especially on full moon days.

What should I have done? At first!

Where I saw a girl standing opposite to me in the mirror and pointing towards me!

To inform my parents? Talk to Felix? I think you know what I did!

It all begins with the school...

THANK YOU, FELIX!

For Giving me the scariest of dreams of my life which will everlast forever...