Chan POV
It was so exhausting. We did some strength training and I was completely done. Sweat was dripping down my body and I was shivering from the effort. We now had to switch to the next station. As I stood up I felt really dizzy, stumbled a little to the side and bumped into someone. My legs couldn't hold me anymore so they just gave up. I fell to the floor but never hit it.The person I walked into caught me. I looked up and saw in the most beautiful brown eyes i've ever seen...

„Chan? Do you hear me?" my teacher asked concerned and disturbed my staring.
I realized I was lying on the floor, surrounded by a lot of people, my teacher AND my head laid in Minhos lap.
He looked at me concerned and I realized I hadn't answered the question.
„ I'm fine Mr. T. I just didn't get enough sleep last night, thats all." I said hoping he would believe me, and trying to not sound as exhausted as I am.
„As you say..." he said and told everybody except for Minho and me to continue the exercises. We sat down on a bench till P.E. was over. Minho felt that I wasn't in the mood to talk so he just sat there and kept quiet...
When P.E. was finally over we got up and went into the changing room. Again I changed in the toilet...
We hurried to our next class, history. We had it with Felix and Changbin and these lovebirds couldn't stop looking at each other, so I guess Changbin asked Felix out and it seems like it went pretty well. I was happy for them but also a little bit envious. I was craving for someone who would love me and care for me. I missed to be touched, not a hug by a friend but cuddling someone you loved and loved you too.
But no one would ever love me. I'm too fat for that...
My thoughts continued like that until the bell rang as a sign that we could go home.
I stood up and got out with my friends. I walked up to Felix
„Hey and ?" I asked silently enough so no one could hear me.
„ You knew he would ask me?" Felix was visible surprised. I nodded in response and looked at him expectation written on my face.
„I said yes, we have a date on Friday. Changbin said it's going to be a surprise." Felix said and his eyes began to sparkle.
„Uhh, I'm so happy for you guys." I said and with that we went to the others.
„Chan do you feel better now?" Minho asked concerned.
„Yeah I feel a lot better! Thanx for catching me and everything..." I said and started to blush as I thought about what happened earlier.
We all went home separately and again, I walked...
I took my earpods out of my pocket. Yesterday I've forgotten them, but today I had them. I started my playlist consisting of mostly EMINEM, AgustD, YUNGBLUD and some other artist. The first song that played was Broken me from BM. I loved the song. The lyrics spoke to me and I got lost in it as I continued walking.
Music is like an escape from reality. Whenever I feel anxious, stressed, depressed or just bored I can sink into the sound...

Minho POV
Me and Han arrived at home after I had to stay longer in school (Han waited for me). We greeted pur Grandma and I went into my room to do some of my homework. But after thirty minutes of trying to write anything, I gave up. I couldn't get the cute blonde guy out of my head. He was so pretty and kind and when he smiled dimples appeared. They were so adorable...
Is he straight? Or do I have a minimal chance that he maybe also likes boys?
After some thinking, I decided to ask Seungmin. I grabbed my phone and opened the chat:
Seungmin the dandyboy

M: hey Seungmin, can I ask you something?
S:Hi, Sure you can
M:Ähm so it's about Chan. You know him pretty well right?
S:Yes I've known him since kindergarten. why?
M: First of all please don't tell him about that. Promise?
S:Sure, promise.
M:Is Chan maybe, by any chance, you know like gay?
S:No sorry he isn't.
M: Oh ok
S: Just joking😂he isn't gay but Pansexual.
M:Do you want to die?🙂
S:No actually not.
M: Anygays thank you.
S:No problem mate.

So that means Chan also likes boys, and that means I have a chance...
I was so happy about that, and I could also start doing my homework now.
„Minho, dinner is ready. Are you coming ?"
I heard Leni from the kitchen.
Was it already so late?
I looked at my clock
19:57 oh
„Coming" I responded, stood up and went to the kitchen. We ate and Han and my grandma talked a little bit about school, but I was lost in my thoughts. When we all had finished, I excused myself and went into my room. Since I love to dance (just as a hobby) I started dancing a little bit. With that I could express my feelings better and felt free. The emotions went free and my thoughts went quiet.
After an hour I stopped I was sweating and out of breath. I let myself fell on the floor and felt kinda happy. The last time I was in love I got rejected and never really forgot about that. But now with Chan in my life I felt happy again and relieved. Finally I stood up and went into my bathroom. I undressed myself and took a quick cold shower. After that I went into Hans room said him goodnight, and went to bed.
Surprisingly I could sleep pretty fast and had a dreamless night.

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An:
Hey, so a new chapter. Hope you like it :)
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