Chan POV
„Channie ? Can you please come for a second ?" I heard Felix calling for me. It's been four weeks since I had moved to him and his boyfriend. A lot had happened since then. First Mr. T was sick and everything went worse. Till the day I tried eating in his office for the first time. After that I made a lot of progress. I had started eating lunch everyday. It wasn't much and I still had trouble eating one meal a day but I could keep it inside.
Mr. T had weighed me every werk but I refused to look on the scale. I knew I slowly gained weight and didn't know how to react to it. One part of me told me every second, that I was to fat and should throw up everything. But then there was this other part of me that told me I was getting stronger.
Also Minho and I had talked it out. And I knew that I felt more for him than a normal friend should. But I didn't know how to react to it.
„Channie, we're waiting."
Oh, I must have spaced out
I went to the kitchen where Changbin and Felix were already sitting at the table. It was Monday and we had to leave for school in 30 minutes.
„Come, sit down." Lix pointed to the empty seat. But something was different. I had a plate with a fried egg on my place.
„What is that?" I said while sitting down.
„We talked to Mr. T yesterday and we all think you should start eating something small in the morning." Changbin stated.
He and Felix soon found out about what me and Minho were doing during the lunch breaks and Minho decided it would be best if we told them since I live with them.
„Ehm..., I d-don't k-know"
„Come on Chan, you can do it." Felix said with an encouraging smile on his face.
I nodded and slowly started eating. It tasted good and it was easier than I thought. It still took me a lot to eat it but after twenty minutes I had finished. I looked up not sure if they would be disgusted that I ate like a whole egg, but both looked at me really proud. That actually made me smile a bit.
„I'm so proud of you Channie." Changbin said and put his hand onto my shoulder for a second. Felix nodded and smiled widely.
We soon left for school, and soon it was time for lunch. Minho and I went into Mr. T's office, were I told them about my first breakfast in like weeks. They seemed really proud of me and Mr. T said I should also be proud of myself. He weighed me afterwards and said he was content with the results.
Then we all ate together, I had a small portion of some vegetables and a little bit of rice. I finished pretty fast today and Minho and I were able to enjoy some of our break outside the office.
We went up to the rooftop since nobody was ever here. Minho was walking infront of me when he suddenly stopped and turned around.
„Chan? I have to tell you something." he sounded really serious.
Was I too annoying?
Did I became to fat? Was I a bu-
„ I hope you don't hate me afterwards, and you also don't have to answer, you can just leave if you want to, but...b-but I... oh fuck why can't I just say it." he rambled the last part and went through his hair with his hands.
„You remember when I told you that I like you? I still do and...and I wanted to ask you to be my boyfriend, so would you... would you like to be my boyfriend?" he looked up and all I could do was nod.
„Y-yes I want to be your boyfriend." and with that Minho leaned forwards put his hands on my cheeks and soon I felt his lips on mine. It was amazing. It felt like a firework just took place in my stomach and I was so happy. He ended the kiss and embraced me.
„I love you Channie." he whispered in my ear.
„I love you too." I said. And then he kissed me again, and it felt like I was in heaven.

Minho POV
It's been another three weeks since Chan is my boyfriend. I'm so happy and proud of him. He makes progress everyday. Sometimes he has a bad day but he is getting better and tries every day, and that is what matters.
We are currently in my room and looking out the window. We actually wanted to go for a walk, but the weather had a different expectation. It was storming and raining but Chan seemed to enjoy it. He once told me, that he liked that kind of weather a lot.
„Hey Chan? Why do you like Thunderstorms ?"
"Because it shows that even nature needs to scream sometimes..."
Wow, that is a deep answer, but it's true...
„Chan? I love you, and I hope you know, I will never leave you." I said and meant every word I said.
„I love you too Minho, you know that you saved me right? And I will forever be grateful for that." he said and I felt tears building up in the back of my eyes. I didn't want him to see them, so I just embraced him into a hug. And like that, cuddled together under a blanked, infront of the window, we fell asleep...

Chan POV
I woke up in the middle of the night. It was still raining and I heard a thunder, but I enjoyed it. I was cuddled into Minho and felt safe. He was the person who saved me. With him I can laugh and I feel like I'm home. He is my home, my everything.
I thought about me and everything that had happened the last months. I know it was a hard way till now and I had a long way to go to be healthy again. And even if it would never be like before, I knew I would keep trying and someday I would be okay...

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An:
So guys, thats it. It's the final chapter and I hope you like the end. It's more open but it felt right for me to write it like this. I hope that everyone of us will be ok someday and I hope you all take care of yourself.
I'm really thankful for everyone who read till here and I hope you liked this book, it was my first one, but I'm sure I will write another one.
Sooooo, please take care, love y'all :)
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