Chan POV
Lunch
How I hated that word. It made me feel stressed and panicked...
„Channie your coming ?" Felix asked, too excited for my taste.
„Sure, lixie."
He smiled by the nickname, took my hand and pulled me to the cafeteria. We entered and a disgusting smell off food hit me.
Felix walked to the queue to grab something to eat.
„Hey lix, I'm actually not that hungry I'm gonna sit down ok ?" I said and went to our usual table. Minho, Changbin and Han were already there. Luckily nobody commented my missing food so I just set down next to Minho. After a while the rest of the group arrived and they talked really loud, until Hyunjin placed a plate with some fries in front of me. I looked up really shocked and desperated. Hyunjin stared me blankly in the eyes and put a fake smile on. The others saw the scene but couldn't interpret it. I gave him a fake smile back and thanked him. The others started eating again but I was just able to stare at the food...
350 calories
No way I'm going to eat this!
Without realizing I had started to bite my lip. I shook out of my trance when I bit a piece of skin away... I felt it start bleeding and panicked,again.
„OMG! Chan your lip is bleeding!" Han screamed out. Loud enough for everyone at our table to hear. I took Minhos napkin and covered my mouth. I tried to stand up but Hyunjin, who was sitting next to me, grabbed me and pushed me back down on my chair. He grabbed my hand and pulled it away from my lip. I don't know what he saw but it didn't please him. He was shocked took my arm and shoved me to the bathroom. Minho was the only one to follow, luckily. Hyunjin took me to the sink and said I should wash it out a little bit. I did, realizing the worried impressions on their faces...
After the small incident we had school again and I didn't had to eat. Now I was walking home with music playing in my ears.
When I arrived home I could see my father was there since the door stood open. I entered the house and hurried upstairs to my room. I closed the door and sat down on my bed. The thoughts started to become louder since I'm alone now, but I was used to them so I laid down on my bed and without realizing I fell asleep after around five minutes.

Timeskip to the next day:

This morning I wasn't woken up by my alarm like usually, but by my father
„CHAN! Make me breakfast I'm hungry!"
I hurried got dressed and packed my back in like ten minutes. I went downstairs and made my dad some food. While I was cooking he stared at me, at my body and I felt so bad. Then he spoke up
„You know, you should loose some weight. You're not pretty and no one will like you looking like that..."
As soon as I heard these words tears started to build up but I managed to keep them inside of me until I went to the bathroom. There I just let the sobs escape my body and started crying really bad. In front of the toilet I fell down onto my knees. Still crying I pushed two fingers down my throat until I started vomiting. I've eaten something small last night that came up now. When I had finished I stood up and washed my face and brushed my teeth with shaking hands. I stopped crying and luckily you couldn't see it anymore, so I took my shoes and started walking to school.

Minho POV
Han and me arrived at school. Jeongin and Chan were already there so we greeted them. Chan looked really bad again. I gave him a hug and could feel the bones peeking out his body...
The bell interrupted my thoughts and we went inside. First I had physics with Chan and Hyunjin. After that history with Seungmin and Changbin. And then maths with Chan, Changbin and Felix.
Ring
The bell rang as a signal for lunchbreak. Today I wanted to see if Chan would eat and if not I would try to make him. He just looks like he is going to collapse every second.
We arrived at the cafeteria and I grabbed food for Chan and myself. We sat down with the others and all of us except for Chan started eating. I looked at him. He seemed stressed out his eyes on his plate like the food was his enemy.
Maybe it was...
I put my hand on his thigh and looked him in the eyes
„ Chan, please eat something."
He nodded and slowly started eating. He ate really slowly and stopped after he had eaten half of the already small portion.
„ I'm full." he said and stood up after that. He said he needed to use the bathroom. After he lad left I looked over to Hyunjin he looked really concerned like he knew something. That was the final thing that caused me following Chan.
When I arrived at the bathroom I opened the door hoping to not see what I was expecting. I entered the room and my heart shattered at the sound of someone throwing up. I ran to the cabine to see Chan hovered over the toilet. I grabbed him by his shoulders and pulled him back. He got scared and as soon as he saw me he started to cry really bad. I sat him down, flushed the toilet, grabbed a piece of toilet paper, cleaned his mouth and sat down next to him. I put my arm around his shoulder and pulled him over to sit on my lap. He burrowed his face into my hoodie and hold onto it like his life depended on it. After some time he calmed down a little bit I decided to speak up...

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Hi, I'm sorry that this update is so late. Hope you like it anyways :)
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