After good comes bad

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Minho POV
„I like you too Minho..."
When I first heard these words I couldn't believe them. But he looked at me with his beautiful eyes and I knew he said the truth. I moved close to him and pressed my lips on his smooth pinky lips. It felt so good, I was in heaven...
The doorbell interrupted us
Ugh
and Leni opened the door for Han. Who came into my room
„ Oh hi, Chan! Didn't know you would be here, but it's great." he greeted Chan. Han left the room he would be going to Seungmin, so we had our space. We sat down on my bed and I took Chans hand in mine.
„I'm so happy I met you. I don't know how I can show you what you mean to me but... I-I want, to ask you-ähh... something..., would you-would you like to be my... boy-boyfriend ?" I cursed at myself after saying that, it was too early, way too early.
Fuck, he' going to say no. I'm fucked...
„Ehhm... yeah?"
What?!
„I would ehm... like to be your boy-boyfriend." Chan said while looking down. His cheeks became red and he looked so cute.
This can't be real!
Chan agreed to be my boyfriend.
In this moment I felt so happy. I bend down to his height and cupped his face with my warm hands. I looked deep in his eyes, then lowered them to look on his pink lips. I kissed him again, slowly and emotional. He was a good kisser a little bit shy.
After an hour of cuddling and sweet talking he said he had to go home. So I brought him to the door and hugged him.
„We could walk to school together, my house is on your way, what do you think about that?" I suddenly asked him. He nodded excitedly and then waved for goodbye. He left and I closed the door behind him.
„Minho?" I heard my grandma asking for me. I went into the living room where I expected her to be. She was sitting on the couch and signed me to sit down next to her. I did and asked what she wanted.
„Do you have to tell me something about this guy who just left ?" She looked at me.
„ Maybe... but what do you think about him?" I asked hoping she likes him.
„ He was really kind. A little bit shy but really friendly."
I sighed in relief, then I decided I could tell her. She always supported me and when she likes Chan...
„He is my boyfriend." I bursted out. She looked at me...
Then she smiled and hugged me.
„I'm so happy for you Minho." she said and I knew she meant it.
„Thanks grandma."
With that I stood up and went to my room...

Chan POV
Minho really is my boyfriend?! Tf
My brain was overburdened and couldn't process what happened these last hours.
First I told Minho. Everything. I never did that before.
Except for Felix nobody knows about my mom and about the other problem no one knowns, well maybe Hyunjin, but I didn't told him. It was the first time I opened up to someone and it actually felt quite good. But maybe it was not because I told someone but about the person I told...
I arrived in my street and could already see my house. It wasn't my home, not anymore. Not, since my mother died.
The light was on so I guessed my father was home.
Great
I tried to open the door as quiet as possible but failed. I entered and my dad staggered to me with an angry expression on his face.
„Where were you? You little slut probably just fucked some random guy!"
He was shouting and came closer every second.
„Oh I forgot," he started sarcastically „someone so bad looking like you doesn't get anyone to fuck with. Your too fat and disgusting."
I don't know what came to my mind in this moment. Probably I was better because of Minho and more self confident.
„Shut up! Just shut the fuck up"
I was talking back.
I've never done that.
Thud
I felt something hitting my cheek and it hurt.
It hurt so bad, I started crying.
I looked up to see my father standing there, looking at me like I was the worst thing he could imagine.
He is right.
I AM the worst thing to imagine.
Before he could or do anything else I turned around and ran upstairs. Tears streaming down my face...
I closed the door to my room behind me and collapsed on my bed. I was curled up into a ball crying, sobbing and shaking like hell.
After some time I had stopped crying and just felt empty. Not completely though.
Guilt.
I felt guilty for eating early. The words from my dad came back to my mind
„Oh I forgot, someone so bad looking like you doesn't get anyone to fuck with. Your too fat and disgusting."
Without wasting another thought I went to the bathroom and kneeled down infront of the toilet. I forced two fingers up my throat. It hurt but that didn't stopped me from continuing.
I started to gag and finally threw up. My body was shaking again and my grip on the toilet hardened.
When I had finished I stood up and looked into the mirror.
Red, puffy eyes.
Swollen face from all the crying.
Dark bags under my eyes.
A bruise where my dad hit me.
And fat
Everywhere.
I couldn't hold the stare and turned away.
I went to bed with a growling stomach, hurting throat from vomiting and dark thoughts...
I covered myself with the blanket because I was cold again. I tried to sleep, but after an hour of turning, I opened my eyes frustrated. I looked at my clock
00:47
I couldn't resist the urge anymore and started to scratch at my wrist. Soon it started to bleed a little but I couldn't stop I continued until I couldn't take the pain anymore. By that time it was bleeding more, so I went into the bathroom to grab some toilet paper.
I went back to my room and laid awake in my bed until 4 o'clock.(at night).
Only then I could finally sleep...

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An:
Hey, I'm so sorry for not uploading but first I didn't know what to write and then we had problems with our internet. Now it luckily works again. I'm really sorry. But I hope you still like this chapter :)
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