(They don't look EXACTLY like each other,O well)

Jayceon

I brushed my teeth while brushing down my waves,I decided to cut my hair off and decided Pursue in the ocean team.

"Knock knock" a little shorty I brung home from the club last night said knocking on the door.She came in the bathroom,sitting on the counter.

"Last night was amazing" she said biting her lip."you got it working down there"

This lady was a cougar,she was older than me by at least 10 years.Making her 47.

I chuckled and shrugged my shoulders."You liked it huh?"

"Loved it" She said putting her hand on my chest,sliding down to my v-line.

I grabbed her hand and squeezed it."maybe you should get going,we slept in late.My daughter will be home and I don't need her seeing you"

She chuckled and hopped off of the counter."she probably heard me". She made sure to sway her ass while walking away."what's your name again?"

"Miracle" she yelled out.

I smirked while looking at her ass."Miracle".I repeated quietly.I went back to brushing my teeth.I spit out the toothpaste and looked up at myself in the mirror.

"Still got it"

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"Wassup dad!" Jayceon jr. said getting into the car,I was picking him up from school today.

"Sup Jas" He said.

I looked at Jas.She had her headphones in so I took one out."Yo' brother said wassup"

She looked at me for a minute before looking back at Jj."wassup".

I noticed every time her birthday came around she got quiet,and stayed to herself more and that was unlike her.I wasn't no dummy though.Its because of Jordan,I feel sad too but I hide it.I have to be strong for Jasmine and Jadah.

I can't help but hold the guilt of this being my fault.If I would've never left them in the car I would've seen both of my daughters grow up.

I can tell Jasmine is growing up because when she was younger she cried and cried asking "where's Jorjor? Is she mad at me?".I was still new at parenting so I didn't know how to comfort her.

When she'll finally stop I'll cry myself.Because it my fault her mom in jail,and it's my fault her sister is missing.Hate to say;but probably dead.

Thinking about my own daughter being deceased kills me.

I grabbed her hand and squeezed it.

I gotta make everything right,better late than never.

Jordan

"You really gone make me go with him?" I asked my mom.

She looked at me and sighed."Look,just for today ok? You wanna have a big birthday don't you?"

I sucked my teeth and opened the door."This is ma' last time.Im not no drug dealer"

I got out of the car and walked up to the abandoned, torn up house,My "dad" deal in.

I heard the tires of a car,indicating my mom left.

I rolled my eyes and knocked on the door.

Instantly the door swung open and I was hit with the smell of marijuana.

I closed my eyes and held my breath."Wassup J!".One of my dad dealers,Gorge,said holding his hand up for a handshake.

"Uh-un" I brushed passed him and stomped into my dad office.

"Marice!" I yelled opening the door.I was shocked at the view I discovered.

"Shit!" My dad yelled pushing the girl who was tipping him off.

I hurried and closed the door."He is too fuckin' old"

The girl who was doing the sucking walked out of the room,wiping the sides of her mouth."And you too fucking young,Karen! Is that you? Ain't you in my grade?" I asked mumbling the first part.

She hurried and ran.I chuckled and shook my head.I walked into the office again."Marice you gon' catch a case, do you kno' that gul' in ma' grade?"

She looked up at me and smirked."She offered,I accepted"

I sat down in a chair in front of his desk and slumped.

"What you want? Why ya' momma' drop you off"

"She want me ta' sell today" I said with a shrug.

He sighed and looked at my like I was dumb."No"

I furrowed my eyebrows and sat up."watchu' mean?"

"I mean...No,I'm not letting you sell today" he sat down in his chair.

"Thank god" I let out a breath and leaned my head back.

"But"

I shot my head up and tilted my head."what?"

"I want you to do something for me"