After dinner you lead Kakyoin around the house like you should've earlier, then introducing your room. Your dad eventually sent you two to bed, so Kakyoin was awkwardly sitting on your bed as you dig around for a pair pajamas that he could wear. "Hey Kakyoin remember that I have my own bathroom." You just wanted to get his eyes off of you, you couldn't see him watching, but you could feel it. "Oh-" he quickly sits up, "Alright." eventually you find a pair hopefully his size and set it on the bed. "Hey (Y/N), do you have a curling iron?" you chuckle to yourself quietly, "Yeah, actually I do, its in the cabinet under the sink next to the new toothbrushes." you grab your own pair of pajamas and start heading out of the room to change in the local bathroom. "Ill leave so you can change, I'll be right back Noriaki." you skip to the other bathroom.

"Are you done yet?" knocking on the door. "Oh shut it I'm trying to let down my hair a little. You chuckle, "So you are done!" swinging open the door Kakyoin was indeed, wearing your pajamas, a grey NASA shirt that had a rainbow shooting from the bottom along with navy blue sweatpants. "Its pretty late though, we should lay down." he agreed and you both lay down in the dark. Eventually a conversation strikes up, and you begin to chat for way too long.

"Hey, (Y/N)." you glance over, "Hm?" he sighs, "Have you ever had a near death experience?" what brought this up suddenly? "Why do you ask?" He sits up as you follow, taking a deep breath, he lifts up his shirt, revealing a giant scar in the middle of his stomach. "I was punched through on that trip." he begins to choke back his voice. "I, I don't know how, but I awoke after dying. Its just I really shouldn't be standing right now." the moonlight dims. "Kakyoin I-" you couldn't say anything. He bit his lip trying to hold back the tears, but they came rolling down. You felt the world shatter around you. "Kakyoin." he glances up. "Yes?" his voice was quaky, you could tell he's been holding it in for too long. You jump into him, squeezing him in for a hug, after a moment, he slowly hugged back, digging his face deep into your shoulder. He needed this badly. The whole entire mood changed, "T-They didn't deserve to die." Who where they?

You hugged him for as much as he did, slowly sliding your hands off, you almost release the embrace, but he quickly holds you tighter, "Don't let go." you hugged back once more. His cold hands trembled on your back, silence. Eventually, he lets go, you didn't know what to do, "Would you, like to talk about it?" Kakyoin wipes his salty face, "Ah, that would be nice, but not tonight. Okay?" you nod. After a moment, he presses into the bed, "I'm tired. Can we sleep?" actually, it was pretty late. "Yeah." after that was silence.

Something felt wrong, turning to the pale window, the gloomy stars blanketed the calm streets of your neighborhood. It was quiet, too quiet. What the hell did he go through? You couldn't bare thinking about him getting so badly injured. It was so sudden for him, too quick of such a horrid conversation. Did he have even more battle scars like that? Eventually, the dark envelops you, as you shut your eyes, you feel something wrapped around you. Drifting even faster.

You where moving, shaking something. Stuck, looking to the person for help. His blurred face, helpless position indulged back into where the running water poured. The gleaming emerald decorations falling below you. He was dead. Forever. You can't wake him back up. The hole will forever remain.

Your eyes shoot out in a cold sweat, wait. The blinds where perfectly tinted open, your warm bedsheets still wrapped around you. Thank god it was just a dream, right?

This chapter is like SO MUCH SHORTER THAN USUAL!! But hey its fine cause its a sad one. Anyways, have a wonderful read!
-Beanz𓆏