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~Continued from Skye's POV~

I was still running down the hall. At this point, I honestly didn’t give a fuck who stared at me or who gave me weird looks. This was way worse than Sam finding out or my dad killing me in my dream. My life really was over; and there was absolutely nothing I could do about it. I carried on running. Heaven alone knew where I was going. Too bad it took me forever to get out of the school building. I ran into someone and fell flat on my butt.

“Watch where you’re going douche.” I looked up and saw Jake glaring at me.

“I’m sorry; I wasn’t looking where I was going.”

“Hell yea, you weren’t.” He looked directly at me. He seemed to have noticed the tears in my eyes. “Chill dude, you don’t need to cry. I guess I should have been standing in the middle of the hallway.”

I glared up at him. “I’m not crying because I ran into you. It’s much more than that.”

“Then what is it?”

“You don’t have to pretend that you care, because I know you don’t. Just get out of my way and leave me the fuck alone.” I stood up and pushed him aside.

“I wasn’t pretending.” He said barely audible. I acted as if I didn’t hear him. “Fine! Be that way. It’s not as if we’re friends or anything anyway.”

I hurried out of the school. I didn’t have a destination planned or anything, but I just walked down the street. I was lucky that the security guards weren’t standing at the gates. I walked slowly down the street. There was this annoying stone in the middle of the street and I started kicking it without any effort.

What the hell was I going to do now? If I went back to school, everybody would look down on me. Blake wouldn’t want to be friends with the faggot of the school; even though he says he’s cool with it. I’d have absolutely no chance of ever making other friends. It’s too late to transfer to a different school now. oh shit, I thought as I slapped my palm against my forehead. What if this got out and spread as far as John and Vanessa’s? They would disown me and I’d have to move…again.

I kicked the stone with complete force so that it went down a nearby drain. That was just ho I felt right now; as if my entire life went down the drain.

I stopped at the end of the road; I was at a dead end. I looked left and right. I didn’t know which way to go. Out of the corner of my eye, I spotted a tree. It looked shaded enough to sit under.

I walked over to the tree and set my bag down next to me. I slid down the side of the tree trunk and crossed my legs and closed my eyes.

The slight breeze calmed me. It made me feel that everything would be okay. Only, I knew what the real truth was. I knew that nothing would be okay. I was gay and I just had to face the facts. Why was I born this way? Why couldn’t I be normal, and like girls instead of guys? Why didn’t anybody accept me?

I got a bit of a shock as I felt my phone vibrating. I pulled it out and answered the call.

“Hello?” I said, my voice shaking.

“Skye! Where are you?” Sam said frantic on the other end.

“Something came up. I’ll be home later.”

“But where are you? You didn’t come home on time, and I was worried sick.”

I wondered what Sam would do if I suddenly decided to ‘disappear’. He said he accepted me, but, did he really? Was he in any way disgusted by the path I walked down? It wasn’t like I chose to be this way. As I said, this is the way I was born.

“I said I’d be home later Sam. Stop bugging me and leave me alone.” I said and hung up on him.

I knew he didn’t really like the way I lived. Why should he pretend? I had no one in this world. No one to tell me that they accepted me and that they loved me. I was worthless. That’s what I was now, and that was what I was always going to be. A worthless piece of shit.

I looked at my watch, damn, I had been sitting here for more that two hours. Time really flew by fast. I stood up and straightened out my clothes. I walked down the street. I should have seen it coming, but I was too caught up in my problems. I turned around to late. I looked back seconds after hearing the car honking. Before I could register it in my mind, I was flung over the car’s hood. The last thing I saw before I passed out was Sam’s smiling face and the rest of the world looking down on me. With me having no one by my side, if I was going to die, I’d accept it gladly.

~Sam's POV~

“What do you mean?” Blake said looking down at me.

“He said something came up and he’d be home later. But that was hours ago Blake. What if something happened to him?” I said, eyes welling up with tears.

“Don’t worry buddy. I’m sure he’d come walking through the door any second now.” he said patting me on my shoulder.

I looked to the door and hoped. I hoped that what Blake said was true. That Skye would walk in through the door and had a huge smile on his face.

“But what if he doesn’t? What if he doesn’t come home?” I couldn’t help but have a bad feeling about Skye. Something was definitely wrong, but I couldn’t put my finger on it.

“I’m sure he will, Sam. Don’t worry so much.”

“He’s my brother Blake!” I said collapsing to the ground. “Please, please…just, help me go look for him. I have a bad feeling. Please Blake; he’s all I have left.”

I was crying like I’ve never cried before. Something may have happened to my brother, and I didn’t know whether he was okay or not. Oh God please let him be okay.

Blake grabbed his keys and walked towards the door. He turned around and motioned for me to come too. I rushed after him and closed the door after me. We both got into his car and he drove off down the road.

“So do perhaps know where he was last?” Blake asked, his eyes not leaving the road.

“No, I didn’t. Did you see him in school today?” I asked searching outside from the car’s window.

“I wasn’t in school today. I had a doctor’s appointment.”

“Oh I see. Well he just said that something came up. I wonder what he was talking about.”

“Yea, me too.” We were driving down a road I had never been down before. I spotted a familiar looking guy. I recognized him as we got closer.

“Blake, stop the car.” he pulled over along the side of the street. “Jake!”

He turned around and looked at me as if I was an alien. He walked over anyway. “What do you want kid?”

“Uhh, I don’t know if you remember me. I’m Sam, Skye’s brother.”

“Yea, and?” I could see now why Skye didn’t like him. I still thought he was cool though.

“Have you seen him? We kind of lost him.”

“You lost him? What is he, a toy?”

“No, I’m serious. His phone’s switched off and I haven’t heard from him in four hours. He was supposed to be home by now.”

“And you’re asking me why?”

“We just wanted to know if you’ve seen him.” Blake cut in. “So, have you?”

“No. The last time I saw him, he was crying and he ran away. Some kids said he ditched school.” He said shrugging.

“He was crying? Why?” I asked worried.

“How am I supposed to know? I tried asking him, but he shut me out.”

“Uhh…okay then. Thanks anyway.”

Blake put the car in drive and carried on down the road. Why was Skye crying? He was usually a person that would cry unnecessarily, and he wouldn’t dare cry at school.

“Why the hell was Skye crying?” Blake asked looking at me then turning back to the road ahead.

“I have no idea. That’s probably what he was talking about.”

“Hold on a second.” he said and pulled out his phone from his pocket. He dialed a number and waited for the person to answer.

“Yo Dan, quick question, what the hell happened at school today?” Blake said speaking into the phone.

He paused while the other person said something.

“She what!” he said. He swerved on the road a bit but regained control. “That fucking bitch! How dare she?”

He had a look of pure rage on his face. I hadn’t seen a person looking angry before. What did this guy say? Was it something related to Skye? I wanted to know too.

“Alright, thanks Dan.” He put the phone between is legs and sped up.

“Whoa.” I said and I was pushed back into the seat. “What’s wrong? What did that guy say?”

“If I told you, I don’t think you’d believe me. Either that, or you’d scream murder.” He said not looking at me.

He didn’t want to tell me? “Blake, if it’s about my brother, then I need to know.”

“Okay, fine, but I can guarantee that you’re not going to like it one bit.”

“Uhh…I think I’ll be able to handle it.”

“Dan told me that Tiffany told the entire school that Skye’s gay.”

“She what!” I couldn’t believe my ears. “Who on Earth in Tiffany?”

“She’s my ex-girlfriend. She obviously doesn’t know the meaning of the term ‘break-up’.”

“But how did she know that Skye’s gay?” I asked. It was a bit odd.

“That’s what I’m going to find out. Let us first find Skye. Then we can worry about that little whore.”

I nodded and still searched the dark and empty streets. My phone started ringing and I answered it immediately.

“Skye?” I said hoping that it was him.

“No honey, it’s Vanessa. We found Skye.” I felt like the gates to wonderland just opened.

“Where? Is he okay?”

“Uhm…about that, Sam, you need to go to the hospital immediately. Skye was run over by a car.”

My head started spinning. What? No, it couldn’t be. He was going to be okay right? Right!?

“What? Are you sure it was him?”

“Yes, I am. We’re on our way there right now. We’ll see you there.”

I hung up the phone and slumped into the seat. Skye was in an accident. I could help but only think of the bad things that could happen. What if he died? What if I was left all alone in this world? I wouldn’t be able to take it. He was the only family I had left.

I told Blake what had happened and he instantly took a detour to the hospital. We got there in less than fifteen minutes. I ran the receptionist and asked her about Skye. She wanted to know my relation with him. Damn people, they always wasted time asking stupid questions.

I was taken to a room where I saw Skye laying unconscious on the bed. He looked so weak with all the bandages wrapped around him. There were tubes and machines everywhere. My poor brother looked trapped in that hospital bed.

I walked into the room and pulled a chair next to the bed. I looked up at Skye. He looked like he was sleeping, but I could feel it. I could feel that he was in pain. The doctor told me that the injuries on the outside were quite bad and that he’d have a few bruises, but otherwise no damages on the inside. He also said that Skye would probably wake up with a concussion, since he hit his head as he slid off the car.

I decided to stay with Skye the entire night. I ate very little. I mean, who could eat at a time like this? John and Vanessa also joined me, but they had to go home and prepare for work the next day. I was willing to skip school to stay with Skye, and I put up a big fight. He was my brother, and there was no way in hell that I was going to leave him.

I moved over to the sofa and made myself comfortable. I glanced one more time at Skye before falling asleep. I hoped he’d be awake tomorrow.

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