Here we go. Chapter 30.

thank  you for sticking by me so far. now i have no unfinished business in the writing department.

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The video link is this awesome Korean song by a group called Big Bang. it's called Sunset Glow. ^_^

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~Jake~

I woke up the next morning feeling, well better than i had in a very long time. I smiled to myself before reaching out to hold Skye only to realize that he wasn't there.

I sat up in the bed and saw that he wasn't in the room at all. "Skye? Are you here? Are you anywhere?"

Why would he leave? Maybe it wasn't what he expected. Maybe i wasn't good enough? I heard a soft whimper from the bathroom and rushed out of my room. I saw Skye sitting on the toilet seat, looking worried and distraught.

"Skye, what are you doing here?" I knelt down beside him.

"I-I thought it would be best if I left you alone."

"Why the hell would you think that?"

“I don’t know.” He held his head in his hands. “I thought that maybe you’d look at me different.”

“I look at you the same way I did yesterday, and last week and last month.” I reassured him. “I even look at you the same way I did when we first met.”

He narrowed his eyes at me. “What?”

“What?  Thought you were hot. Minus the all black clothes and the...just accept the compliment won’t you?”

“hmm.” He got up and hugged me. It took a few seconds for me to hug him back.

“Come, let’s go to the kitchen. I’m making breakfast.”

We were in the kitchen drinking our coffee and joking around. “When you said breakfast, I thought you meant bacon and eggs. I never thought you’d give me froot loops.”

“Hey, I didn’t say English breakfast.” I smiled. “This is breakfast to me and I love it.”

“So do I.” he took a whole mouthful and let the spoon linger in his mouth before taking it out as slow as he possibly could.

“Stop that.”

“Stop what?” he feigned innocence.”

“Only you Skye, can make eating cereal so arousing.” He blushed when I said that. I considered a point for my side.

I put my spoon down and walked over to his side of the table and motioned for him to stand up. I looked him over focusing on his eyes, -his very blue and cheery eyes- before my gaze focused on his lips. Still a bit plush from last night. My brain couldn’t think straight, all I could think was, mine.

I crashed my lips to his and helped him up on the table. He pushed the bowls aside and scooted up more. We both moaned into the kiss as I raked my hands down his chest and raised his shirt just a bit. He moved his hands around my back and groped my ass. I wouldn’t usually allow that, but who gave a fuck at this point. I was being felt up by one of the hottest dudes ever. Never mind the fact that he was my boyfriend and the guy I was sure I was going to spend the rest of my life with.                                                                                                                                                               

He clawed at my back- I was still shirtless at the point- and I took off his t-shirt and discarded somewhere behind me. I mouthed at his neck while rubbing my hands all over his chest. He moaned when I palmed the front of his pants. My sweatpants actually.

Just as I was about to lower the pants, my mom walked in sighing as if she’s been walking for miles. “Oh Jacob, you wouldn’t believe how full the shops are this time of year. Your grandmother says hi dear.”

I cleared my throat, but remained frozen. I couldn’t really move or talk. What was I going to say? ‘Mom, I was just about to give my boyfriend a blow job. Do you mind not cockblocking me?’

“You should really get some medicine for your throat son; you’ll get a very bad cold if you don’t-” She finally looked up at us. “Oh! Oh! Oh, oh, I’m sorry.”

I gave her an awkward smile and Skye hid himself in the crook of my neck. “I should uhh, I should go. Doing this in the kitchen Jacob is very unsanitary. We eat here.”

She hurried out of the kitchen so fast; it was hard to imagine that she was even here a second ago. “Sorry about that.”

“No it’s okay. It happens to me all the time. Think of this as a different version of the walk of shame.” Skye said with a serious look on his face.

I dropped my hands that were still on his waist. I was rather disappointed. “What?”

“Jake, I’m kidding!” he smiled. “It was just a joke. I’m sorry that it came out that way.”

“Don’t ever make jokes like that again.” I pouted. I’ll never admit that again though. “It’s not funny.”

“But then I wouldn’t get to see this cute expression.” He said.

“Shut up.”

He kissed me on the cheek and hopped off the table. He gave me a cheeky grin, and I had no choice but to follow him back to the bedroom.

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~Skye~

“I got this for you.” I said handing Hailey a small box. “Merry Christmas.”

“It isn’t an engagement right? Because sorry to disappoint you, but I’m already taken.” She joked.

“Open it, and find out.”

She opened the box and dangled the little bracelet she found inside around her fingers. “Oh Skye, this I beautiful.”

“Read what’s on it.” I said.

She turned the bracelet around and saw that it said “H and S. BFF”

“I love it! And you got my gift right?” she asked and I nodded.

Vanessa and John’s gift to me had been a new car. Of course I’d have to get my license. Even though I knew how to drive and have been for the past year, I couldn’t risk getting arrested. Hailey’s gift came with my car. She paid for the paint job, my license plate with read ‘Iluvdik’ I laughed when I saw it, but seriously hoped that I could change it. But I wouldn’t want to disappoint her, so I’d do that some other time.

Jake gave me a brand new watch. I guess he noticed that I never wore one. I wasn’t really a ‘keep track of time’ person, but it wouldn’t hurt to wear something that someone bought with love.

After all the gifts were exchanged and out fondest memories together were shared, we all cuddled up in front of the fire- the fake fire of course. John got Vanessa a dog and luckily thought of installing this fireplace a few weeks before.

Of course we’d all love to hang around with ‘Cooper’ all day long, but some of us had other things on our minds.

Sam for one admitted that Sharon was just a crush and that she had found someone else that floated her boat. In other words, she got sick and tired of waiting for my idiot brother so she ended up crushing on another guy.

Blake and Hailey were happier than I ever saw them before. I could honestly swear that I heard wedding bells in their future. They sat next to Jake and I with Hailey resting her head on Blake’s shoulder while I rested my head on Jake’s shoulder.

Even though so much as happened in these few months, it seemed like an entire lifetime. Another thing John and Vanessa surprised both Sam and me with were adoption applications. Now they weren’t just our foster parents, they were going to be our parents legally too. Not they weren’t already in our minds.

I glanced off into the fire and thought about my previous life and my current one. I just wish my mom was alive to see this. I hoped that she felt my happiness. I felt a tear slide down my cheek and I moved to wipe it away.

“Are you okay?” Jake asked me.

I squeezed his hand in return and kissed hi, lightly on the lips. “Never been better.”

“I love you.” he whispered in my ear.

“I love you too.”

I snuggled closer to him and he held me tighter. I closed my eyes and let y head fall back. I just hoped that I would feel like this forever. No worries, no confused feelings. Just love, support and knowing that there are people around who care for me and accept me for who I am.

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The End

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