This is Definitely Not Love...Right? ~Chapter 3

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SInce i'm a very emotional person, this chapter just...read it to find out what i mean...

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~Jake's POV~

I stopped in my tracks causing Skye to bump into my back. I turned him around and pushed him away from me.

“Don’t touch me.”

“Fine I won’t, but leave.”

“I’d be happy to. Yo little bro, we’re out of here.” I said dragging my brother Mark by his t-shirt.

“But I don’t want to go Jake.” Mark said.

“Yea let him stay.” The girl, Sharon said.

“No please let them leave.” Skye said begging his brother.

“Why do you want him to leave so badly Skye? And how do you know him?” Sam asked. He was a short kid, a bit too short if you ask me. He had brown hair just like his brother, but I couldn’t make out his eye color. He seemed to have a lot of humor in him. I might get used to this guy. His brother on the other hand, never. I have never ever disliked someone from the moment I met them. He was definitely the first.

“We go to the same school. He’s the guy I was talking about earlier.” My eyes widened but I managed to keep my cool.

He talked about me? Why the fuck would he talk about me? I wonder what he said. Maybe that I’m a drop dead gorgeous hunk and he likes me. I mentally slapped myself. I think I was starting to go insane. Him like me? Oh please, I would die before I allowed that to happen. And in any case, who the hell gave him the right to talk about me as he wished. My name is not something that I’d like idiots like him to use in vain. Well, there are certain people who I wouldn’t mind screaming out my name. I looked up at the ceiling as if there was suddenly something interesting up there.

“Ah, so this is the bully you were talking about.” He said in realization. He turned to me and smiled. What kind of a fucked up kid smiled when he came face to face with someone who could knock him unconscious with one punch?

“Yea, unfortunately that’s him.” Skye said giving me a hateful look. Dude, two can play that game. You want to mess with me? Bring. It. On. I’m waiting for you.

“Wow what a pleasure it is to meet you. I’ve only heard Skye mention you once, but I think I’m a huge fan.” The kid said taking my hand and shaking it. I saw Mark and Sharon snicker behind them.

Was this kid on crack? How much of an idiot was he? Yo crazy police, I think this guy needs to be taken to see a shrink.

I looked at Skye. “Is this dude for real?”

“He’s weird like that. So are you going to leave or do I need to fetch my baseball bat?” he said pointing to the stairs.

“You play baseball?”

“No I don’t.”

“Then why do you have a baseball bat?”

“To stop assholes like you from intruding, just like what you’re doing now. Are you leaving or not?”

“I’m leaving. No need to go all psycho on my ass.” He looked shocked at my comment, but his face quickly returned to normal. What was that all about?

“Well I’m not leaving.” Mark said making himself comfortable on the sofa. “Go home alone.”

If I left him here alone, he’d squeal to my mother. Damn, this kid sure knew my weaknesses. I’d get him later though. I looked at Skye who turned away from me.

“I don’t want you here.”

“I don’t want to be here, so I guess that makes us even.” I said walking past him to sit on the sofa.

He groaned in frustration. “Whatever, do you guys want soda or anything?”

“Yea, a coke would be cool.” I said smirking at him.

“I don’t think I was talking to you.” I kept the smirk on my face. “Asshole.”

I was kind of enjoying this. Maybe I should make him my newest victim. I was starting to get bored with my current ones anyway. It was tough doing my job these days, those shrimps seemed to get stronger every year and they always had protection or someone who’d stop me around.

“How about some chips with that?”

He turned around and glared at me. “I’m not your fucking servant asshole.” The kids stopped playing their game and stared at us.

“Hey, watch your language. And what kind of host would you be if you didn’t offer your guests anything?”

He looked like he wanted to throw the bowl he had in his hand at me. Damn, I hated him, but this was definitely entertaining. We spent the rest of the night watching the kids play their video games and laughing as if they were high. At this point I felt like I was high too. I played with them and I kicked all of their asses. Yea, that’s right. The boss just walked into town. No, make that, drove into town, with a limo and everything. I felt like dancing and going all party animal in the house, but I was afraid I’d scare the little munchkins away. See, I have a heart, sometimes, deep, deep down I care…a little bit, but not much.

I continued to taunt Skye the entire night. Even though we were on opposite ends of the living room, he still annoyed the crap out of me with basically just…being there. I looked down at my watch and thanked God when I saw it was almost ten. Time to get the kids to bed.

“Come on Mark, we have to go. Finish up here; we’re leaving in fifteen minutes. You too Sharon.” I said standing up and stretching.

I could have sworn I saw Skye staring at me, well not me, but my muscles. I chose to ignore it. I’m sure it’s just wishful thinking. It had been a while since I last had a boyfriend anyway. Skye couldn't just stare at my gorgeous muscular figure and think its okay. It could be anyone else, just not him. I should wear hooded jackets around him.

“Do we have to go home now?” Mark whined.

“Do you want me to tell mom?” I retorted.

My mother could be sweet one minute, but if anyone got her mad, she went crazy. No one would want to cross paths with her when she was having one her ‘mood swings’.

“Okay, okay I’m coming.” He said getting up too.

I smiled. And he strikes again! I have about one million points to Mark’s zero. That ‘I’ll tell mom’ trick worked every time. He tried to get me into trouble multiple times, but mom just thinks I’m an angel.

Soon we were standing outside and Skye couldn’t be happier to see me leave. Well, that was exactly how I felt, happy to be leaving. I started my car and drove down the road. Hopefully, I wouldn’t be going back there again.

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~Skye's POV~

“Bye!” Sam screamed at Mark and Sharon driving away with Jake. I think he had a little crush on Sharon. I found it quite cute.

“Bye and good riddance.” I said walking into the house and closing the door behind me.

“Skye, you really don’t like Jake, do you?” Sam asked sitting at the kitchen counter. He picked up and apple from the nearby fruit basket and started throwing it in the air and catching it again, he continued to repeat his movements.

“No, not really.” I said walking into the living room, cleaning up here and there.

“Why? What did he do to you?”

“Nothing, I just don’t like him.” I said looking at him before returning to my work. “It happens sometimes you know? When you meet someone, it’s not always that you’ll like them immediately. I just happened to come across one of those people who I don’t get along with.”

“Oh I see.” He looked a bit worried and I knew instantly what it was.

“Don’t worry Sam, me and Jake hating each other should have no effect on your friendship with Sharon and Mark. In any case, I can see you like her.” he’s eyes grew wide and he blushed.

“H-how did you know?”

“I’m not stupid, little bro. it’s easy to see, you’re always looking at her and stuff like that. I think you should go for it.”

“But she doesn’t like me like that and she brought Mark over with her, maybe she likes him.”

“She likes you; just trust me on this one. She probably brought Mark over just to play hard to get. Don’t lead her on for too long though, she might lose interest.”

By now I was finished cleaning up and throwing the trash out. When I came back inside from the back yard, Sam ran to me and squeezed me in a tight hug. I patted his back.

“Thank you Skye.”

“For what?”

“For helping me, I’ll definitely take your advice.” He smiled and walked away. He turned around again when he was halfway up the stairs. “I love you bro, good night.”

“Love you too, sleep tight and don’t let the bed bugs bite.”

He ran further up the stares and soon he was out of sight. That was exactly the reason why I couldn’t tell him my secret. He relied on me too much. I didn’t want to kill his hopes of being like me one day. He meant the world to me, and to just destroy his world like that, made me feel like a monster.

I switched off all the lights and walked up the stairs. Vanessa would be home soon so I left the porch light on for her. John called earlier and said he wouldn’t be coming home to night because he had to pull an all-nighter. 

I went upstairs and checked to see if Sam was okay. He was already snoring. This kid was lucky to be able to fall asleep so fast. These past few months I usually had trouble sleeping since I had nightmares or just dreams that involved my parents.

I got to my room sat on my bed for a minute. I pulled off my jeans and took off my t-shirt. I grabbed a sweat pants from the drawer and pulled it on. I felt so comfy. I jumped into bed shirtless after switching of my bedroom light. I lay down on my small single bed for a while before I switched off my bedside lamp.

I fell asleep quickly and I was very happy. Hopefully tonight I’d have a peaceful sleep.

I was running somewhere. I couldn’t see where I was going. It was too dark. I wasn’t sure whether it was fear or instinct but it told me to keep running. Soon I came to place with enough light to see where I was. I recognized this place, it was my old house. Why would I be here? I looked around; there was no one in sight.

“Skye!” a male voice screamed. “Skye, where are you? Come back Skye.”

I almost followed the voice until I heared a female voice speak. “No David, leave him alone. Please don’t do this.”

David? But my dad’s name was David. Why was this woman telling him to leave me alone? He was my dad, I needed him. I wanted to be with him. He left us too soon.

“No Elizabeth. I need to find him.” My mom. The female was my mom.

“I need to teach him the right way. What he’s doing is not right.”

“But he’s our son, David. You wouldn’t want to hurt our son, would you?”

But why would my dad want to hurt me. He loves me. He wouldn’t want to do anything to make me sad. I decided to come out of my hiding spot.

“Mom, Dad.” I said holding my arms out to them and smiling.

“Ah, there you are Skye. I’ve been looking everywhere for you. Why didn’t you come out when I called you?” my dad looked just as I remembered him. Black hair turning grey at certain places and he had his glasses on. My mom looked frightened next to him. I tilted my head to the side.

“Mom, why are you so frightened.”

“Skye, I’ve tried to protect you. Remember that I accept you and I will always love you no matter where I am.” She took a step back.

“Mom?” I said trying to reach out for here.

“I love you Skye.” Just like that my mom disappeared.

“Now we’re finally alone, so we can talk.” My dad said walking towards me. I didn’t know what, but something made me cringe away from him. What was going on? “I need to show you who and what you were supposed to be.”

“Dad, what are you talking about?” I said. I was seriously confused right now.

“I know your secret Skye. Did you honestly think I wouldn’t find out?” my eyes grew wide. But how? Who told him? No one knew.

“How did you find out?”

“So you’re not even going to deny it? That’s okay; I raised you to be honest. But I didn’t raise you to be this way.” My dad looked angry. I took a few steps back.

“Dad, I’m sorry. This is who I am. I’m sorry I disappointed you.” I could feel the tears trickling down my cheek. They seemed to burn into my skin.

“No you’re not Skye.” My dad looked down to the ground and there was a shot gun not to far from him.

He wasn’t going to… was he? No he wouldn’t. He was still my father.

“It’s time I end this Skye. You won’t be accepted into society. No one would love someone like you. You’re not worth anybody’s love.” He picked up the gun and pointed it at me.

My heart was beating so fast I could hear it in my ears. I shook my head. He couldn’t do this. I was his son. He said he loved me. He told me he was proud of me.

“Dad, please don’t do this.” I said looking at him through teary eyes. “Dad, I’m sorry.”

He ignored me completely. He seemed to be deaf to my pleas. I was going to die and leave my little brother behind. I love you Sam. Take care of yourself.

“Dad!” I screamed as he pulled the trigger.

“Dad!”  I screamed shooting up in my bed. Sam ran into my room and rushed to my side.

“Skye, Skye!” he said shaking me. I couldn’t move. My voice, it was like I couldn’t speak. My father wanted to kill me, even though he was dead already.

“Skye, are you okay?” I remained silent.

“Leave me alone Sam. I’m not going to school today.” I said wrapping myself in my covers. “Just…leave me alone.” I eyes burned with the tears that was starting to come out. Why was I crying? It’s not as if anyone would console me. I was a hopeless case. I wasn’t important; I might as well just lock my self away from the world.

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  A/N: Sooo...What did you think? i personally think that the dream was emotional and i really got me, even as i was writing it..i actuallly cried. this is just too good. Jake is...well a darl...i love him a lot...i laugh whenever i write his POV...Skye, well he's parents just died so he's is a bit sad..DUH!! hope you guys enjoyed reading this... much love Carrie♥♥

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