August 6, 9:04 pm.

I've always been the kind of person who lived in the present. Who liked to live one day at a time. But sometimes, it seems like a ton of days attack me all at once. School's gonna start tomorrow. I don't wanna go there and see everyone. Cameron is the only person I trust now. But we barely have any classes together. I guess I'll have to make it.

It releives me to know that you didn't believe in what Sophie told you. To be honest, I don't know what I'd do if you ever found out. I don't know if you would laugh or if you would call me stupid for actually staying by this whole time.

I am stupid, I'm aware of that. I'm probably one of the biggest morons ever. I don't know myself like I should. I don't how I can be happy and sad at the same time sometimes. I looked at the new profile picture you updated today.

It wasn't like before. I didn't feel a complete heart-wrencking pain, nor an unreachable nostalgia like I used to. Instead, I just smiled and remembered the good times we had. It's not that I don't care anymore, it's just that I finally realized that it's not worth it.

You're not worth my tears anymore. I'm done crying over you. I'm miss you, hell yeah I do. But I just decided that you don't care.

So why would I?