TW mention of abuse and rape in this chapter

Alexa

I keep dreaming of Xander getting shot over and over again. It feels like I have been here forever but I know it has only been a week according to one of the guards. After I was brought here they came and installed cameras I guess to live feed or whatever they said. The only advantage right now is that they don't know that I can fight but the only problem is I haven't found a way out.

Every night at the same time they come in and start beating me, making sure my screams are being recorded. I tried I really tried to hold the screams in but then they would beat me even more. I tried to get the guards to tell me what happened to Xander but they just keep saying he is dead. I can't help the feeling that he is still alive, but if he is why hasn't he found me, why haven't they found me! isn't the necklace working? cant they see my stress every beating or my location.... maybe they don't want me anymore, maybe I am not worth the fight...

There is one guy here who is nice, he cleans my cuts every time they hurt me, and I know for a fact he stopped them from raping me.  I still remember when he came in yelling at the guards.

FLASHBACK

"well well, cute little orphan aren't we, never tasted those before?" ugly baldhead said, ever since I first saw him I got creeps he is like 30+ and constantly looks me up and down. the other guy looks like a mix between Justin Bieber and Eminem. If he would lose his tattoos you would mistake him for the boy next door. 

"well I am defiantly having a taste,"  Justin Bieber's look-alike says

"sorry to disappoint you guys but I ain't an orphan and you guys should go to hell!" I say 

I am terrified, believe me and I am slowly backing as much as I can but I still had In my head what uncle Adam used to say to me "if they think you're weak it's to your advantage but if they know your scared is to their advantage you just have to draw the line between the difference"

" well she has a mouth to her to," Baldy says. 

Before I can react he grabs my face and forces a kiss. He tries to make me open my mouth but instead, I knee him and before he can snap back a third one comes in and hits him in the face. 

"she is old enough to be your daughter you pig, if i see any of you trying to sexually assault her again i will make sure you get tortured the same way" I recognize him as the one who comes down to clean my wounds

Flashback over

 I got to know that day that his name is Angelo which he thinks is funny because he sees himself as a devil. He told me he helps me because he doesn't trust that the others would not sexually abuse me if they took over and according to him he has a sister my age and would not want her to be a part of this world. He doesn't agree with his boss on this one as he put it out there

" where is my favorite prisoner," I hear Angelo before he comes in with food. I laugh at him when he waltzes in like we were in a normal situation. He then leans forward 

"they are giving your family two days then. they are going to auction you if they don't come beforehand I am helping you out but no way in hell letting you go back to them, send them a message after they come tonight to beat you, they always leave the feed until you sleep so they can watch you in pain,"  he whispers in my ear and with that, he leaves

Like every day since I came, the cameras are on and their boss starts beating me. But this time I am feeling numb. I would rather die than being sold to pedophiles.

" why isn't she screaming!!!" the idiot boss screams at baldy

Baldy gets pushed out of the way and the boss starts kicking me in the stomach repeating  the words "scream for me" I still hold it in not wanting to let him have the satisfaction.

"just let her be for today you can continue tomorrow" I hear Angelo say. They all leave after that but not after Angelo whispering "now is your time"

I look into the camera and start.

"hey guys.....