40- can't afford heartbreak

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"Please, wait for me. I will be down in a few minutes" Bam looked at you hesitantly but anyhow agreed . 


Once he was finally out of the house, I looked back at Namjoon. His pleading eyes were making me weak but I knew it had to be done. I was stupid enough to encourage my one sided feelings despite knowing it was gonna leave me heartbroken. 

And last night was the much needed tight slap that woke me up from my fairytale, he still loves her. He was obviously angry because I said those things in front of her and she would get a wrong idea which he didn't want. 

"Yn, I am truly sorry for last night. I didn't mean the words I swear. It's just-" 

"It's okay Namjoon, it really is. I understand, I overstepped the line I  shouldn't have . I am sorry for causing the misunderstanding and if you want I can apologise to her too. Just call me I will be there"

"What are you talking about yn? Leave this, who is that? Why are you leaving with him? Please let's just talk it out , how can you leave like this?" 

"Namjoon, it's for the best , for both of us. I know you are  a really nice person. I will forever be grateful for things you have done for me and Yun. I have a lot of respect for you. You were just being you nice and warm but I was stupid because it was the first time I received it from someone and -... anyway it's best if I leave now or things will just get worse. 

And please don't be worried about the baby, I will take the best care of him. You can call me if you want to see him. I will be there and I will text you when I have appointments . Byee, take care and don't overwork." 

"No yn, please-" he requested but he knew it was done. He could see the determination in your eyes. 

I will never be able to get over these feelings if you are around me. I am a mother. I can't afford to be heartbroken when I have a life depending on me. 

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You were glad that bam didn't say anything other than asking you to put on the seatbelt . 

You wanted to be quiet . 

Bam didn't know anything much , this morning when he suddenly received your call that you are ready he was over the moon. He could barely contain his smile on the way to your house but when he saw you and those puffy eyes and red nose he knew something was wrong and the encounter with Namjoon just confirmed it. 

Seeing your head resting against the glass window and the silent tears on your cheeks he wanted nothing more but to hold you in his embrace and give you all the love and comfort you never got but he didn't. He knew it was too soon. He wanted you to be comfortable around him before anything. 

He parked his car outside a bungalow, it wasn't too grand but it was beautiful. Had it been in a different situation you would definitely take the time to admire it especially the greenery around but at the moment you didn't even bother. 


Bam unloaded your bags and without saying anything you followed him to the room he said. 

"I will be downstairs, get comfortable and call me if you need anything" he didn't say anything else and left after getting a nod from you. 

You looked around the room and it was big, bigger than Namjoon's. It was very minimal, mostly whitish and a few plants too with some wooden decoration.  It was just your taste. 

You sat down by the window, you noticed the garden surrounding the building. It looked so beautiful. So many colourful flowers dancing slowly in the breeze.

It was serene. 

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Namjoon was frantic, he didn't know what to do.

He picked up his keys and dashed to the only person that came to his mind. 

Taehyung

Although he hadn't talked to Taehyung in days but right now it was only him he could think of. 

Never in life he had regretted anything as much as he regretted his actions from last night. 

When she appeared in front of him, he couldn't help but feel the anger and betrayal boiling within. All the painful memories from the past came rushing in.

He knew better than anyone than yn was nothing like her, she was the most genuine and selfless woman he knew but he lost it , everything in him triggered and he poured it on the innocent one. 


He barged into Taehyung's cabin without even bothering to knock but his eyes widened when he realised what was happening. 

"H.. hyung?"

"You fucker!" 

And the next moment his fist collided with Taehyung's right cheeks making the corner of his lips bleed. 



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A filler? Kind of.

In the next update I will reveal everything about bam so it's going to be an important one!

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