He didn't want to disturb you but then he also wanted to make sure you are okay, his heart was anxious not letting him think of anything else ;after a small debate he decided he would just peek in your room and leave if you are already asleep.

All he wanted was to make sure you are okay.

Making sure to make minimal sound he opened the door just enough to peek in, luckily the gate didn't make any sound but the scene inside made his heart drop in his stomach.

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You couldn't get rid of all the thoughts your mind was jammed with, you didn't even realise when the first drop of tears rolled down your cheeks and then second one and now you are sobbing, unable to bear it, unable to hold in.

But you can't even cry out loud, afraid Yun might wake up, sitting on the floor with both your palms covering your mouth preventing any sound. You let go of all the tears. It was hurting you, Yun is all you have and seeing your child suffering made you feel so weak and helpless to the point that you had never felt before, not even when you were struggling for having a single meal a day.

You never complained, you lived life bearing all the thorns that life had thrown in your way not once you felt this defeated, this resentment towards your conditions. You always were a positive soul who took everything as a challenge and fought for it, but how long?

H..how long do you plan to play with my lifee...how long do you plan to make me suffer.... Even after everything I never resent you...I always believed in you..I..I thought god had a plan for everything....H..he can never see his children in pain.. But what about me? Or perhaps did y..you also abandon me?Jus l..like my parents did? Because all my life the only thing I received was pain, miseries.... Why god why?? My life was colourless..I dreaded everything..I always felt I had no motive to keep living untill.until I found Yun.. He became my light....H..he gave me happiness.. he became my reason to keep fighting b..but now you want to take him too? He is a kid..why? Why do you have to give him so much pain? Please..please save my Yun..please don't let anything happen to.him..pl..please god! I..I will die.

Namjoon bit his lips preventing himself from crying.. he wasn't the type to cry easily but your pain was affecting him in ways even he didn't understand, your tears were stabbing his heart , he himself was unaware why everything about you was hurting him to this extent?

"Sh..nothing will happen to him....Don't think so much." He sweeped you from the cold floor making you startle, even in the dim light he could see how red your eyes were. Without much thought you hugged him back now sobbing in his chest...

It felt good..to have someone...someone to lean on too...someone to comfort you...someone to wipe your tears...

"It's okay yn, calm down okay? See Yun is sleeping so peacefully, you don't want to disturb his sleep now do you?" He laid you on the bed sitting beside you, you vigorously shook your head biting your lips to stop the cascading stream of downfall from your already puffy eyes.

It broke his heart to see you in this state, so vulnerable. He never saw this side of you, no one did, not even Lily. You always managed to conceal your pain under a fake plastered smile but now it was just too much. Everything seemed to much

"Yn, everything will be fine okay ? Yun is such a brave boy, I am sure he will get through it perfectly fine. Please don't worry. You need to be strong for him." He let his hand comb through your soft hairs which visibly seem to relaxen you.

Feeling some warmth you snuggled closer into his chest, the way his hands were playing with your hairs felt so good, your eyes felt droopy threatening to close , your sobs also had completely died down.

Few minutes of holding you in his embrace he felt your body completely relaxed, in the serene silence of the room your soft snores were like some beautifully curated piece of music for his ears. He snuggled you even closer , he himself couldn't understand his actions.

He was holding you in his arms , sleeping next to you, your face buried in his chest.

He had never been this close to any girl after his last relationship, the smallest bit of touch froma female made him uncomfortable than why did it feel so peaceful? Why could he not bring himself to leave? You were already asleep. He could just leave but he didn't want to.

He moved his torso a little back just enough to have a clear look at your face. First time he was this close to your face. His heart accelerated examining every single detail of your beautiful face. You had long black eyelashes that fluttered every now and then, gorgeous pale skin. He found your beautiful soft pink lips that were parted a little extremely cute , but what almost melted his heart was the tiny mole just beneath your right eye. He felt drawn to it, he felt a sudden desire to touch it, feel it, kiss it . He gently traced his finger over it, he never knew a mole could be this attractive.

He was completely lost in the trance admiring the ethereal face in front of him when flashback from the call invaded his peace.

"What is it Taehyung?" Namjoon asked worried.

'H..hyung actually this morning seeing Yn so upset I..I couldn't bring myself to tell this to her..I..don't know how to even start this conversation with her. She is already so terrified I don't want to scare her any more..'

'What is Tae , you are freaking me.."

'Hyung remember last time when I told you about Yun's condition I mentioned how rare Yun's condition is. There are very few such cases when doctor have to operate the patient , it's only after everything else doesn't work. Hyung Yun is our first patient with this condition, doctor will I mentioned about earlier despite being specialist in ASD he has come across only 7 patients whom he operated. B..but the main thing is that this surgery is really risky..there is..less than 20% success rate."

Namjoon felt as if his tongue had been tied, he didn't know how to respond. He could understand very well why Taehyung didn't tell this earlier .

Namjoon felt glad taehyung didn't tell you everything in the morning, it was already so hard for you it would just be worse but what didn't let him sleep was the fact that you will know it. You will know it that to sooner than he thinks.

NNamjoon didn't realise when his eyes closed sleeping next to you still securing you firmly in his embrace.

Later the same night~

'Mommie...Mommie" Yun whined stirring , his left hand tapping the bed to find his mom but failed.

He jolted awake afraid his mom left him again but the pout was replaced by a beautiful grin when he saw his mommie cuddled with his coffee hyung. The perfect family he always dreamt of.

"Mira told that her mom dad sleep together" He mumbled remembering what his best friend had said some day when telling about her family

'Will he be my daddy soon?' He chimed.

"At night when I wake up I sometimes climb on their bed and sleep in between them , mommy daddy hugs me. It feels so good" He remembered Mira added.

Leaving the Iron man plushie Namjoon had brought him today which he hadn't left for a second not even while sleeping he squeezed himself between you two. It wasn't easy for him considering how securely Namjoon had held you putted but anyway he succeeded.

He took Namjoon's right hand which was earlier on you and your left arm and placed it on himself. He smiled in contentment, satisfied with the perfect position.

Mira was right.. It Feels so good..

Thank youMYbiashopejoon for the photo.

(Couldn't find any relatable photo 😩 if someone has anything related pls message me✌️)

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I wanted to write more but its so cute and perfect so I left it there. 

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