17- Change of heart

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Namjoon couldn't shake off the cheerful happy face you had after you told him about your plan for today. Don't get him wrong, he was himself really happy and relieved that he was able to see you smiling and happy but something was bugging him.

He could clearly see the excitement on your face when you mentioned it yesterday. He was curious who you had plans with.

He was sure it wasn't Taehyung because he was with him and his other friends for a friend's birthday.

Then who could it be?

Lilly? But why would you be that excited to meet her? You had an appointment 4 days back.

He couldn't help but recall one particular name, Yun.

He is most precious to me, he is my life.

Was she meeting him today?

"Joon hyung!" Taehyung pinched his palm.

"Oww! What?" He groaned rubbing that spot.

"Jake is asking something"

"Ohhh Namjoon, were you just thinking of someone?" Jake teased .

"What? no!" Namjoon defended stuffing pasta.

"Don't you lie, see how you look all flustered?"

What the heck? Why would I be flustered?

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"So your Mr. Robojoon really did have a change of heart huh?" Lilly asked, handing you your drink.

"Hmmm idk, I don't think he had change of heart. He is actually nice person but he was just too much blinded by his past and he was just so desperate for the child that he didn't realise he was doing wrong. I don't think he was a bad person ever" You said truthfully what you felt.

"Ohh so now taking his side are we?" Lilly grinned. You smacked her head before blessing her ears with some respectful words.

"Being a bitch now ? Aren't we? Secretly going on dates and not even bothering to tell us" Ypu scoffed making her choke on her.

"D..date? Who the f. told ya?" She gasped wide eyed.

"I have my sources" You high fived Jess who was quiet till now.

"What? You told her? But wait! How did you even know?"

"Why? Can't I know?" You asked almost hurt, all your life you had never kept a secret from her neither did she.

"No no it's not like that love, Lilly scooted closer to you now holding your hand. " Babe it's nothing serious, we are just friends and he asked me for dinner . I don't even know if he asked as a date or not. I promise I don't want to hide anything. If anything ever happens you would definitely be the first person to know"

You gave her a small smile. "Thank you, I am sorry for pissing, I just felt a little hurt"

"Aww I am sorry my baby" She pulled you in huge squeezing you tight. " You don't need to say sorry, I am sorry you felt that way"


"Can I be the third-wheel?" Jess giggled, squeezing herself between you and Lilly.

"But seriously how did you even think I was going on a date?" Lilly asked Jess .

"3 days back I saw you driving away with a man when I returned from Erika's party so I thought you might be going on a date" Jess shrugged .

'Ok Ok let's not talk about this anymore! Let's leave. We have to pick up Yun too." Both the sisters nodded . The three of you left the cafe and drove to Yun's playschool which was not that far.





In 10 minutes you were standing out of his playschool, there was still a few minutes for the school to be over.

"Both of you haven't told Yun anything right?" The sisters giving you a thumb's up. You hadn't told Yun that you were gonna meet him today. He is just 5 years old so it's normal for him to miss you but he is a really understanding kid. In the past 2 months he never caused any trouble or did anything against what you explained to him. He knew his mom was working hard for him and like a good understanding kid he made sure to never trouble Lilly or anyone in her family.

He patiently did everything he was told, he ate his food, went to school, completed his homework and then waited patiently for 6 p.m because that was the time you regularly face timed him. It was the most awaited time of the day for the both of you.

You wanted to see the happiness, the surprise on his face so you decided to show in front of his school without telling him beforehand to see his pure reaction.

It wasn't any easy for you to stay away from him, to not be able to meet him, not be able to feed him, play with him, put him to sleep but you knew it was worth it.





You were seated in the car and as usual Jess was waiting outside the school.

A few minutes passed and finally you saw Yun running out directly Jumping into Jess's arms giggling. He looked so happy and healthy. His cheeks were rounder from the time you last saw him , he even looked a little taller.

He must be eating good nutritious meals with them which you could never provide. You tried to the best of your ability , but all you did was multiple part time jobs so after paying all the bills , his school expenses, you weren't left with much . Still you ensured to provide him 3 meals a day even if you had to skip yours or work more than your body could handle.

"He looks so healthy... he must be eating well" You sadly chuckled, unable to hold in your tears.

"Babe I know what you are thinking but you don't have to feel guilty, he might be eating proper meals but he isn't happy like he was with you. No matter how many toys we buy for him or how many candies Jess gives him he has the brightest smile when he is talking about your or face timing you. He misses you as much as you do Yn, we can never take your place" Lilly rubbed your shoulder wiping your tears.

You straighted yourself the moment you saw Jess walking towards the car, you didn't want Yun to see you crying. You smiled seeing how he was blabbering something in her arms. Although you couldn't hear by the expressions and his hand gestures you could tell he must be describing his day. He always did that with you.





"Mommy!!!!!" Yun squealed once Jess opened the Car door, he didn't even waste a second in jumping into your arms from jess. He made himself comfortable on your lap wrapping his tiny arms around your waist burying his small little head in your chest. You too snuggled in him, unable to hold in the urge to shed your tears.

He was the best hugger, his hugs were always so comfortable and full of love. He was such a pure little soul, it was killing you to break his heart staying away from him.

"Yunn missed you Mumma." He peppered your entire face with soft kisses cupping your face in his tiny palms.

"Mumma missed her baby too"

Both of you were crying.

Jess and Lily always felt emotional seeing how beautiful and pure the bond was.

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Short? I know. 

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