As usual Namjoon was already up by the time you woke up, after setting your bed you picked up some clothes and went to the bathroom.

You stood in front of the huge mirror only wearing your bra, after removing your T-shirt admiring your bump. It might not even be visible to other people because it was barely noticeable, it was like the bloating you have after a heavy meal but still you could feel it.

You could not ignore the slight rosyness which had already begun to appear on your cheeks making them like a soft petal of pink rose. Your skin was also growing more than ever.

Smiling to yourself you sat into the bathtub.

This is such a beautiful feeling.

This is how every Mom would feel right?

It's so calming yet exciting, soothing yet scary

but mostly a blessing.

didn't my mom feel this?

Did she anticipate my arrival like I am ?

Did she want to hold me like I wanted to?

Didn't she love me like I do?

Swiping away the tears that had unconsciously left your eyes, you hurriedly completed your bath as your stomach grumbled indicating it was time to eat.

You surely eat a lot huh? I had two meals a day and was just fine and now look at me? Eating the whole day and still feeling hungry? You giggled to yourself wearing a shirt and your comfy pyjamas.

You sprinted downstairs only to find a completely new view. Namjoon stood in the middle of a messy kitchen trying to cook something. Although the look of the kitchen was scary, the smell of food was definitely appetizing, watering your mouth.

You wanted to help him but again, you wanted another embarrassment like the soup so you immediately dropped the idea with a sad pout. Seeing him cook something delicious made you even more hungry and you could bet he wouldn't share with you. You were too hungry to cook and the daily breakfast bread and cereals seemed too boring. You weren't even sure if he would allow you to order something.

Namjoon's POV~

I got up an hour earlier than usual, I was determined to mend my mistakes.

Although I wasn't really sure how to initiate it, Well Ms. Yn and I aren't close, we never even talked informally, our relationship was complicated. I am not her boss or something but I ain't her friend either, how nice would it have been if I treated her better since the start none of this would have happened and me might even have become friends, like her and Taehyung.

Come to think of it, I wonder how close she is to him. Did they know each other from before?

Wearing the Apron, I turned to Youtube . I was never a "COOK" . It's something so difficult for me, I would rather bury myself in shares and papers than cook a simple meal .

But I remember whenever I was upset or angry my Mom would cook something delicious. She always said that

Food is the cure to every problem. If you ever think that you have hurt someone or made them upset, cook something for them, it can be the simplest thing but you should be sincere. Give it to them and confess your mistake. There is no better apology than that.

My mind was already spinning seeing the mess I had created but luckily so far My pasta seemed good. I had just added the salt when I heard yn coming, I smiled to myself imagining how surprised she would be and that's what happened. From the corner of my eyes I saw a frown on her face, expected since she never saw me in the kitchen before... I don't even remember the last time I tried to cook something.

*Doorbell*

My pasta was done, before I could say something to yn, the doorbell rang and Yn responded quickly heading to the main door. I stood close behind since I sure wasn't expecting anyone this early.

"Ynnn!!" Tae squealed as soon as the door opened, wrapping himself securely after Yn as if she was going to disappear.

"Surprise, Beautiful. "He chimed after which both of them burst laughing

Beautiful? Is he flirting with her right now?

"So early?" Yn exclaimed, closing the door shut as Tae had already stepped in.

"Well someone was craving these yesterdays So I had to" Taehyung raised the bag of MacD , Yn squealed Jumping like a kid "Oh my god tae! You remembered?" She exclaimed.

Craving? She didn't tell me?

But why would she? Of course I had never been more than a jerk to her. But still Taehyung? I wished she could tell me.

Wait! What about my Pasta?

"Seriously Tae, thank you so much. I wasn't in mood to eat cereals or Toast anyway"

Cereals? Toasts? She thought I wouldn't even share? Have I made such a bad impression?

"Oh Hyung! You are also here?" Tae asked plopping himself on the couch unwrapping the bag of food.

"What do you mean Tae? This. Is .My . HOuse" Namjoon stated half annoyed half irritated.

"Oh no no I thought You must have left, So I didn't bring anything for you." Taehyung replied.

Namjoon looked over to you, who was already busy with your burger.

"Don't Worry. I am not hungry anyway" Namjoon huffed before dashing upstairs.

"Weird" Taehyung mumbled taking the first bite of his own burger.

You and Taehyung chatted for a while about different stuff, it was always so good Talking to him. He had definitely became special for you. But he had to leave since his shift was about to start soon.

Yn's POV~

I went into the kitchen to dispose of all the wrappers only to find a pan full of Pasta left untouched. Did he not eat? But if he didn't want to eat, why would he cook so much? It was more than enough for 2 people.

Not gonna lie, the smell and the look of it definitely made your mouth water despite the burger I had earlier.

It's not my fault I have to eat for two.

Transferring everything into a bowl I put in the fridge. I glanced at the clock and it showed 10. Wait! it was !0 already, Why didn't he leave yet? He usually leaves an hour ago.

I entered the room to find it completely empty, but something that grabbed my attention was the balcony door was open. Wait, did I leave it open this morning.

You had just reached near the door when your eyes fell on Namjoon, his side was facing you.

He looked sad...... really sad.

It was surprising, this was probably the first time you could see an emotion on his face other than his usual cold face

But why suddenly? He looked happy in the morning.

Should I talk? Maybe not.

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First of all Thank you for your sweet comments on the last part.

Also, I know this part is very small, infact it wasn't supposed to end here it was longer but something happened and my mood is ruined. I can't write anymore so I decided to post what was written.

Nexp part will be sooner and Longer. 

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