Rosabella's POV
It has been a couple weeks since the detention with Jett and after figuring out the feud was a complete mess things have been different. There has been less arguments between us when we are alone and I have actually began to not want him dead, trust me that's a big deal.

We decided not to tell the others about our realisation just until we have time to talk to our parents, which will be in couple months time at family day. In my opinion it's a bit dumb to allow all the different species, even the ones that despise each other, under the same roof but hey, at least there'll be some drama I guess.

In other news, the winter ball is coming up and every house will mix. The girls and I decided to have a "sleepover party!" In Corals words and we all agreed to have it in mine and Satanas room as I need the blood in there to, y'know live.
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I jump out of the shower and vamp speed to the closet to get ready for the sleepover. I'll choose pjs later so I just put on a casual outfit.

I finish my bouncy curls and signature red lips before Satana heads out of her closet, also in a casual outfit.

"You're stealing my iconic hairstyle!" I joke, playfully glaring at her which causes her to laugh.

"Yup and your lipstick!" She replies in the same whiny voice I used, applying my lipstick to her lips. I flip her off chuckling and we hear a knock on the door.

"You'll get it" I exclaim and she rolls her eyes before getting the door.

When the door is open I lean over to see a very excited Scaley and a bored looking Blair, mood. Satana let's them in and I look up to get a view of their extremely contrasting outfits;

Coral ^^

Blair ^^

"Hey bitches." I say looking back down at my phone.

"Hey hoe." Blair replies at the same time that Coral says "Hiya Rosie". I must admit that I have to hold back a smile at the nickname that makes me sound cute when really I'm more scary than cute.

Satan jumps down on her bed while Coral joins her and Blair sits by me on my bed. We decide to put on Netflix and binge watch Vampire diaries because Ian Somerhalder is hot as fuck.
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"No no no! So your telling me you would rather ship Stelena than Delena?!!" I shout towards Coral and she just giggles in response.

"Well I'm with Rose, Delena is complete couple goals!" Blair adds with a squeal and we laugh.

"Nah nah I do ship Delena but are we not going to talk about how cute Klaroline would be?" Satana exclaims and we all agree before bursting into a fit of giggles.

"Wait a second" Blair pauses, furrowing her eyebrows at me, what?

"What?" Coral says with a smile but a look of confusion covers her face.

"Y-you just laughed? Like a genuine laugh? But I thought you switched off your humanity again!" Blair says confident, crap.

"Erm, well uh, I did but I erm..." I trail off not knowing what to say,

"You never turned it off, did you?" Coral asks curiously, exchanging glances at the others while I avoid eye contact.

"Well I was going to but..." I trail off again not wanting to admit why I kept it on.

"But...?" Satana presses on,

"I was sick of not feeling okay?! Alright it's fun with no emotions and I can kill without remorse but I also miss out on all the positive. I couldn't feel happy, I could not laugh properly, I couldn't even tell my sister that I would miss her at the airport!" They all seem shocked at my outburst but then comes the looks of sympathy that I was dreading.

"Well what changed?" Blair asks curiosity filling her eyes.

"Fine I'll tell but whatever said in this room is not to be repeated, agreed?" They all nod so I continue, "when we were at the cabin and I had my tiny panic attack I was so overwhelmed until Jettson held me close to him. He made me feel something I've never felt before; safety, security even and I didn't want the feeling to disappear." They all awe at my confession and then Coral speaks up,

"Do, Do you, Do you like him?" She stutters sheepishly, afraid of my reaction and I just sigh in response, do I like him?

"I think I might." They all squeal in excitement before I shut them up with a glare, to which they just giggle at.

"I hate to ruin this but we do have to address the elephant in the room." Blair sighs before looking me in the eye and continuing, "You need to talk to us, or somebody, about you're emotions. It's not going to be easy and it will hurt for a while but we are here for you Rosa. It isn't healthy for all those emotions to be bottled up and it's only going to get worse overtime."

I look down glaring at the floor while the others look at B with wide eyes, probably hoping I won't kill her. I sigh and then I feel it; a single tear runs down my cheek, quickly followed by a second and a third until I can't hold them any more. The others gasp in shock but I don't even care.

Silent sobs fill the room and the girls all gather round me as I begin to shake from crying. The sobs begin to get louder and my shaking gets worse. I'm embraced my one of the girls but I can't tell who through my blurry vision. I feel another girl wrap her arms around me and then the third joins. I cry into their shoulders for what feels like hours but my breakdown only seems to be getting worse.

I slowly begin to hyperventilate and I hear one of the girls whisper something before leaving the room.

"It's okay Rose, let it all out."

"Belle, breathe darlin, take deep breaths, it'll be okay."

"No no no I can't ... I can't!" I shout falling to my knees, tears drenching my face.

My sobs are now loud and I'm sure they can be heard by many supernaturals down the hall but they are uncontrollable. I hear the door slam open and loud footsteps heading towards me. I feel myself being passed into another pair of arms and then I smell it; Jett.

"Sshhhh Bella, it's okay we're right here, I'm right here. Everything's going to be fine okay? Your safe, calm down sshhhhh. Breathe for me baby okay breathe in," I take an extremely shaky breath in, "and out," I let a shaky breath out. We continue this until my breathing steadies.

Jett continues to rock me in his arms, holding me tightly and whispering sweet things into my ear until my sobs turn to cries, which turn to sniffles. I feel a kiss on my forehead and my eyes feel heavy. Eventually, exhausted from the breakdown, I let myself drift off to sleep.