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Sitaara Abhimanyu is my life

Author's POV

Abhi was receiving the guest, looking after them. He got dressed in a red Kurti with black cotton pants looking handsome.

Suresh Vatsalya, Abhi's biological father was looking at his son longingly observing his every move. Without a second thought, anyone can say that Abhi is Suresh's and Sita's son as he has exact features of them.

''Wanna talk to your son?'' Aman asked sitting beside Suresh.

''It was my daughter in law who invited me while he didn't even acknowledge me. Now, is he gonna talk to me?'' Suresh asked with tears.

''He will. Wait, I'll call him'' Aman assured him and turned to Abhi who is now talking to Rohan.

''Abhi'' Aman called. Abhi looked at him and was about to go, everyone went silent. He looked around and found Sitaara descending steps holding her baby bump. He smiled widely seeing her beautiful face and her cladded in red saree with heavy jewellery. Her shy smile once again made his heart skip a beat.

Drowning in the waves of intoxication her smile sent him, he forgot Aman called him and he walked towards Sitaara. Ascending a few steps, he extended his hand for her. She smiled placing her palm in him. Wrapping his arm around her waist, they both descended the staircase as the photographer captured their pics.

He helped her to sit on the decorated chair and looked at Adhira and Aastha. They nodded at him. He smiled and was about to, Sitaara held his palm. He knelt before her.

''It's paining. A lot'' she whispered placing his palms on her belly. He looked at her belly and into her eyes.

''Wait! Mrs Kabir is a gynaecologist, I will talk to her. You concentrate on ceremony enjoying your day fullest'' he whispered. She nodded with tears.

''Kiss them'' she whispered. He chuckled nodding his head and kissed her belly.

''Don't worry, their Dada is with them. He won't let anyone harm them'' he whispered smiling. She smiled. He stood up and walked to Pihu.

''She says it's paining a lot. Is there any problem? Babies didn't move in the morning too. She is kind of feeling uneasy since morning'' he whispered.

''Wasn't there any movement?'' Pihu asked. He shook his head no. Pihu looked at Sitaara who is having a troubled expression on her face due to pain.

''Seems like she should be checked-''

''Shall I stop the ceremony, Mrs Kabir?'' He asked cutting off her.

''No, after some time. I will check her myself. It's a common issue but pain? That's making me a little suspicious'' Pihu said.

''Check her, Mrs Kabir. The ceremony can wait'' he said.

''Abhimanyu, stop panicking. Trust me, I will make sure she is safe'' Pihu said. Abhi looked at Sitaara who is smiling now as all the ladies were applying turmeric on her face. She looked at him grinning and gestured him to come. He smiled and walked to her. She took little turmeric and applied it to her face laughing. He smiled and rubbed his face on her.

''Look at you, your beard turned yellow'' she laughed while he smiled.

''You too look like a yellow ball'' he said making her pout.

''Okay! Beautiful yellow ball'' he said and a smile formed on her lips. He kissed her forehead and stood with the boys.

She was smiling at the ladies while they were performing rituals and started offering her clothes.

''Abhi'' Aman called him once again. He looked at him and walked to him.

''Yes, daddy'' he said.

''Abhi, this is Suresh, your-''

''Hello, Mr Vatsalya'' Abhi forced a smile before Aman could call Suresh his father.

''Son-''

''Abhimanyu or Mr Chowdary, you can use either of it'' Abhi said cutting him off.

''Abhi'' Aman warned.

''Daddy, can I have a word with Mr Vatsalya?'' Abhi politely asked Aman. He looked at Suresh who nodded his head. Thinning his lips, Aman walked away.

''Abhimanyu, I know you are angry at me. Please, forgive me-''

''Am not angry at you, Mr Vatsalya and no, it's not me who has to forgive. It's my mom who you rap... Trusted you and came with you only to ruin her life, should forgive you but not me'' he said gritting his teeth and he looked at Sitaara who was staring at the duo. He smiled.

''I am talking to you instead of throwing you away because my wife doesn't want it. I don't want to make her sad which is why you are still here'' Abhi said gritting his teeth with a smile.

''Abhimanyu, please son, don't say that. Am your father-''

''You are not. Aman Chowdhary is my father. Never say you are my father. You killed my mom and how dare you meet my wife behind my back? Didn't I warn you to not let your shadow on my kids? Why the hell did you go to my wife?'' Abhi cut him off harshly.

''Okay, I accept my fault but, son, I want you and my daughter in law to come home and stay with me-''

''Don't even expect it, Mr Vatsalya. I will never-''

''Mani'' Sitaara's scream fell in his ears. He turned to her only to see her on the floor crying in pain holding her stomach. He immediately ran to her as she tried to stand up holding her stomach.

''Baby-''

''It's paining. A lot. Our babies'' she cried screaming in pain.

''Sweetheart, just a few minutes, we will go to hospital'' he said lifting her in his arms and felt wetness on his hand making him froze and fat tears rolled down his cheek.

''Ahh...Mani'' Sitaara screamed again making him come back from shock.

''Abhi, fast, get into the car. We need to take her hospital'' Pihu shouted. He nodded and ran out with Sitaara while Sid started the car.

Abhi came out and found Naman in shock. Naman came running and helped Sitaara to lie in the backseat.

''Pihu be with her I'll-''

''Don't leave me. I don't think, I can make it'' Sitaara cried holding his hand.

''Please, don't say that. You will be safe. I will stay with you'' saying this Abhi sat inside with her head in his lap.

''To the nearest hospital, Siddhanth'' Pihu shouted checking on Sitaara. Sid nodded crying and started the car.

''Mani, please save our babies. They love you. You know that right! They love you, save them'' she cried.

''Shh.. don't cry. I will save them. Don't cry'' he said crying.

''If they say it's either me or babies, choose babies. I promised them to bring in this world. Please fulfil my promise'' she said with tears.

''You will be with me forever and our kids too. Don't speak negative please'' he cried cupping her face.

''You told, you showed your vulnerable state only to me but now everyone is seeing you cry. Don't cry. I can even accept your anger but not your tears. Please. I love you, baby'' she cried but a smile was on her lips.

''Hey!! Sweetheart, don't close your eyes. Look at me'' he said patting her cheeks as she was closing her eyes and turning green.

''I won't. I won't close my eyes. I will see our babies, in your arms and only then I will close my eyes. Maybe forever'' she smiled with tears.

''I beg you. Don't say that. Please. I can't live without you. Look at me, don't close your eyes'' he cried cupping her face. She smiled.

''If I die-''

''Taara please no'' a whimper left his mouth.

''If I die...ahhhh... please don't make our kids orphans. Stay with them please'' she cried.

''You won't leave us. Together forever, remember? Don't break it now'' he cried.

''I love you, you asshole'' she giggled with painful tears.

''But...but'' she trailed off crying in pain.

''We have reached'' Sid said. Abhi got down and took Sitaara in his arms while Kabir and Pihu ran inside. Showing them their medical I'd cards they dashed into ICU when other doctors tried to stop them.

''Mani, I want to live. With you. When I prayed for death, God made me breathe making every single second harder and now when I want to live, he is making it harder to live at my every breathes'' she cried.

''I want to live. Babies! Save them. You promised me don't break it. Please, save them. They love their dada'' she cried while Abhi laid her on the stretcher.

''Don't leave me and babies. Please, I love you. Babies love you. Though I want to sacrifice my life for babies, I want to live with you. Save us. Please, Save babies as you promised'' she cried holding his hand as nurses were taking her inside.

''I will. I promise. Now, be strong. For me. Don't leave me. I love you too'' he cried.

''Mani, blood. Your hands are filled with blood. Our babies'' she screamed in shock. He sobbed seeing her in pain.

''Abhi, leave her. We need to take her inside" Pihu and Kabir screamed as Abhi and Sitaara held each other's hands tightly.

''Noo...'' Sitaara cried looking into his eyes.

''I love you'' he whispered loosening his hold.

''Noo... don't leave me. Don't leave us. We love you'' Sitaara screamed as she tried to hold his hand again.

''I love you too'' he cried as she was taken inside while he looked at his hands which are filled in blood and her wedding ring fell in his hands.

''Mani'' Sitaara screamed as she was taken inside and the door closed. He looked up and saw her looking at him with tears extending her hand in the air for him to hold her.

He fell on his knees looking at his hands. BlanBlanklyankly.

''Abhi'' Anish and Rishi gripped his shoulders. He looked at them with tears.

''Blood. She is bleeding'' he whispered.

''She will be fine. Don't cry'' they said.

''No! She isn't fine. My babies aren't fine. She is bleeding. She turning green. Something happened'' he screamed standing up.

''Abhi stop. She will be fine'' Rishi hugged him. Abhi cried on his shoulder.

''My babies, Rishi. My babies. Even while going inside she cried, pleaded me to save babies" he cried.

''They will be fine. Come here, sit'' Anish pulled him to a chair and made him sit while all others were crying.

''Sir, here are mam's belongings'' a nurse came with Sitaara's saree and jewellery after some time. Abhi took them and hugged them to his chest. He saw her mangalsutra which she never removes.

A sob escaped from his mouth when he observed all the wedding symbols of her were taken off. Her wedding ring, her toe rings, her mangalsutra and her wedding chain.

''Anna don't cry. She will be fine. Babies will be fine'' Naman and Dhruv said sitting beside him.

''Please, save my babies and my wife. Dhruv, Naman, I will allow you both to go to them. I won't stop you both if you guys spoil them. Just save them'' he cried. Dhruv and Naman too cried along with him. He stood up and walked to Arjun who stood there like a statue not able to see any more pain in his best friend's life.

''Arjun, she always considered you as her brother. Please save her. Am begging you please'' he cried and looked at Aarya.

''Aaru please, save your sister in law. Ask her not to give up on me. You always wanted to see us together and prayed for it. Please just one more time, try to bring your best friend and my babies to me. Please Aarya'' he cried begging her.

''She will come back, anna. Please don't cry'' Aarya said wiping his tears. He hugged her crying on her shoulder.

''She will come back. She will come back'' he mumbled looking around and running to Sakshi.

''Mummy, please ask your daughter in law to come back to me'' he cried.

''Abhi stop crying. Stop" Sakshi said rubbing his back as he was breathing harshly.

''Son, please don't cry. She will come back" Suresh said patting his back. He turned around and hugged his biological father.

''Nanna(dad) please save her. I can't live without your daughter in law, nanna. I love her. She is my life, nanna. I can't live without her'' he cried while Suresh stood there shocked hearing 'nanna' from him.

''Nanna, please save her'' he cried.

''She will come back to you, son. She will'' Suresh patted his back. He pulled back still crying and saw Riaan.

''Am sorry'' Riaan mouthed for not able to save Situ and her babies even after everything was under his control. Abhi cried looking at him.

''You always saved her from all the dangers. Please save my family one last time, Riaan. Am begging you'' Abhi cried.

''Am sorry. Am sorry, anna. I couldn't protect your wife and babies'' Riaan cried falling on his knees.

''Abhi'' Kabir called coming outside. Abhi and others.

''Babies... ''Kabir couldn't form a sentence as he broke down. Abhi stood there rooted as Pihu came out with teary eyes.

''They are dead. They are dead in stomach'' Pihu said struggling to stop herself from breaking down.

Abhi stumbled back in shock, Anish and Rishi held him tightly as he was having a panic attack.

''Doctors are gonna operate and take them out and we can't give any hopes that Sitaara will be alive. Her organs are positioned. Some poison was induced into her body. It takes 12 hours to spread all the body parts and it did. Now, it's best if you guys lose hopes'' Pihu said.

''Noo... Save my daughter. Please. Save my daughter'' Dev and Mridula cried while Abhi went into shock. Sid and Ved left from there crying.

''Doctors can't say anything, uncle. Almost her body is intoxicated. She turned green'' Kabir said crying.

''She will come back. My babies will come back. For me. She said she want to live with me. She said she will play with our babies with me. She will come back" Abhi mumbled and sat on a chair looking into space.

After some time, babies were brought by nurses wrapped in towels. Everyone looked at them.

''Father?'' Nurse asked. Everyone looked at Abhi. They placed babies in Abhi's arms. Their bodies aren't developed properly but enough developed to hold them. They look so fat and fair with thick hair, long fingers, good height. It's boys.

''Hey! monkeys, open your eyes. Look at dada'' Abhi said shaking his arms a little as a smile touched his lips.

''Come on look at dada. Stop being stubborn like your mumma. Look at me'' he said smiling.

''You can sleep later. Look at me idiots'' he said like a strict father.

''My grandsons... ''Sakshi and Mridula cried standing beside Abhi looking at them.

''Mummy, ask them to look at me. They aren't obeying me, mummy. They should obey me right! I read them stories every night. I talk to me them every day, morning, afternoon, evening, night. I get all their favourites. I even brought many toys for them. When I did all these, how can my sons disobey me?'' He asked with a smile and looked at his sons.

''Hey! Mumma gonna swoop your asses if you both disobey your dada. Come on, look at me'' Abhi shook them like a mad man.

"They are dead-''

''No, they can't give up on their parents. I and Sitaara made them with love. Sitaara bore every pain for them. I was awake all night to make sure they don't get hurt. I and Sitaara talk to them daily. Even they respond to us'' Abhi rambled shaking his sons vigorously.

''Sometimes, it's common for us. Sometimes they will be angry at dada-''

''Abhi stop behaving like a mad man. They aren't alive. They are dead'' Sakshi screamed slapping him. He smiled with tears looking at his sons.

''Monkeys, they are calling me mad as they don't know sometimes you both will be angry at dada. Tell them it's wrong, tell them how we communicate. Come on, buddies, stop being stubborn. Look at me'' Abhi cried.

Sakshi tried to take babies but he held them close to his chest.

''No! I won't give them to you people. Sitaara will hold them. She will hold them'' Abhi said standing up and dashed into the room Sitaara is taken. There he saw doctors doing something to Sitaara. He smiled and walked to her while the doctor tried to take him away.

''Back off or else I will screw your license'' he growled making doctors flinch.

''Taara, look at our babies. They are so healthy. They look fat and cute. Just like you. You told me you want to see them in my arms and here they are, look at us'' Abhi talked to her unconscious body.

''Abhi come out. She needs medication'' Kabir shouted trying to drag him.

''No, Sitaara told me she will hold our babies as soon as they come out'' Abhi said with a smile.

''She will die. Come out, please. Let doctors do their job, Abhi. Sitaara needs urgent medication. Please come out'' Pihu cried pulling him. He looked at Sitaara with teary eyes and nodded.

''Mumma is weak and asleep. Let's meet her after some time'' he said to babies before he walked out.

''Abhi, Naman talked to doctors. They allowed us to take them away. We need to bury-''
Sakshi's words hung in the air when Abhi glared at her.

''Abhi they need to get buried. They are dead'' Aman shouted.

''They are not dead. They aren't'' he screamed as he fell on his knees and hugged babies to his heart sitting in Indian style. "My babies, my sons left their parents. They left us. They left us."

He cried screaming. All the doctors, nurses, ward boys too cried seeing him.

''Let Sitaara see them, mummy. She has to see her babies. She needs to see our sons. Let's keep them with us'' Abhi cried.

''There is no guarantee she will make out. Even if she makes out being alive, she may not see them. It takes time for her open her eyes'' Sisira said crying.

He hugged them to his chest crying his eyes out. Sakshi and Aman forcefully took the babies away while he was still crying. Vikranth and Riddhanth made Abhi sit on chairs who is a crying mess.

All the elders went away to cremate babies and they didn't want Abhi to see his sons getting buried to so they didn't let him come.

***
Abhi's tears dried up as he sat on the chair without a moment. He was neither crying not he was responding to anyone. It's been 12 hours since Sitaara was taken in. There is no news from doctors too.

Abhi closed his eyes remembering Sitaara's every word, her happiness, her whins, her babyish voice as if she was talking on behalf of babies, her smile, her fake cries to trick him, her laughs.

''Abhi anna'' Vikram came to him running. Abhi didn't open his eyes. Vikram pulled him into an embrace crying. Abhi opened his eyes and pushed him harshly.

Everyone looked at him confused.

''Abhi anna'' Vikram gasped and tried to touch him but Abhi moved away.

Understanding that he is too broken to react to anything, Vikram moved away and walked to Riaan and Arjun. They walked away from him. Vikram looked at Aarya, she turned her face crying.

Doctors came out and everyone rushed to them except